Chapter 13 Tell me what you feel
Madison's POV
"Ahhhh" I screamed, jumping up as I clutched the sheets to my body.
They were here for me.
They wouldn't stop coming. They scattered everywhere, their predatory eyes on me.
No matter how hard I tried to escape, I ended up being trapped.
My door flew open, a man holding his gun to my face and then to the dresser and around the room, his eyes scanning the environment. “Are you good, Ms?”
My eyes took in his outfit. He was dressed like the other guards in here. I didn't even know I had been assigned a guard to my door.
Worst thing was that he didn't even knock.
What if I was naked? Privacy was really not a thing in this Manor.
Anyway, back to the matter on ground.
"Can you sit with me?" I asked him, pushing the sheets away from my body completely.
He looked at me like I had grown two heads. I patted the bed for him to sit but he continued standing, looking at something on the wall.
I followed his eyes but I wasn't seeing anything. I rolled my eyes at his deviance.
I just needed someone to tell my nightmares to. They had become a constant.
"And why do you need him to sit, Raven?" The masculine voice I had familiarized myself with, spoke up.
Why was he always close by? Always appearing at my door like he was hanging around every time?
I turned on my phone on the night stand. It was 5 a.m.
"Was my shout loud?" I asked Alessandro, sitting up straight.
He nodded at the guard to leave, shutting the door behind him. "You didn't answer my question."
What was his question? I wasn't paying attention.
"What.. what was your question, please?" I asked nervously, playing with my fingers.
He dragged his usual chair to me, taking a seat, his hands clasped together. His hard glare on me.
"I swear, I didn't hear you" I said truthfully.
He wouldn't utter any words to me, just continued staring at me like he was waiting for me to crack open.
"I had a bad dream. I got bitten by... by a snake" I blurted out, looking at my palm.
He sighed heavily, audibly. "Are you scared, Raven?"
I scoffed, looking away. "Who wouldn't be scared?"
"Are. You. Scared." He growled, turning my face to meet his.
I swallowed hard and nodded slowly.
"Don't be." He stood up abruptly. Like what he said was going to comfort me in any way.
Oh master has spoken. I fear not.
It doesn’t happen that way.
"You know that's not comforting enough right?" I asked him, eyeing him with a smirk on my face
The smirk disappeared when he frowned at me. That sort of reminded me who I was dealing with.
"You expect too much. I am not a sweet person, Madison. I was born to kill people and make people suffer." He told me, his eyes darkened.
"For a good reason right?" I asked, a little hope in my tone.
He scoffed like something hurt him. "Because it makes me feel alive. I love being in control and seeing people under my mercy gives me life."
My pussy ached at the way those words rolled off his tongue and it was bad. So bad.
I needed a checkup.
Recently, I researched that a tongue could be used to arouse a woman when you licked her clitoris. Something I had just found out that I had.
Something I would like to experiment.
I swallowed hard, biting my lips as I watched him speak, licking his lips in-between his sentence.
"Stop." He spoke, his eyes growing darker. His pupils dilated.
"Stop what?" My voice was barely audible. Heat radiated out of my body, my nipple tightened underneath my dress.
"Stop looking at me like that, Raven. Your eyes -“ He shook his head lightly. “I don't think it’s safe for you to want me that way. I'm not gentle, I’m rough" He resumed his seat, placing his hands on my thigh.
I placed my hand on his, dragging it up my thigh. "What if .... What if I want it.. rough" I bit my lips, looking at him through my lashes.
His fingers curled around my thigh, my breath hitching softly. He chuckled darkly, his voice deep. "What do you feel?"
His eyes dropped down to my nipple, his other hands moving up to touch it. "I'm listening, Raven. Tell me what you feel."
My back arched forward, my eyes heavy as I tried to keep it open, watching him touch me. The way his fingers circled and pulled softly on my hard nipple made it hard for me to think correctly.
"If you don't answer, I can't help you." His voice was hoarse as he slipped his other hand that was placed on my thigh, under my gown, circling the tip of his finger on my bare thigh.
I could no longer breath with my nose as I parted my lips open, breathing softly as I stared into his eyes - danger was written all over them.
I should stay away from danger as was taught as a kid but this one drew me in. He had me on chokehold.
"I … it aches down there" I managed to choke out, wincing at the lack of touch when he stopped playing with my nipple.
He smirked at me, pushing himself up until he was hovering over me after my back had hit the bed.
"Maybe I should reward you for being a good girl and also punish you as promised."
He didn’t forget.
I nodded in response, my head greedily clouded with the desire for his hand to stop the ache.
"Ass up" He growled. Quickly, I obeyed, letting him pull away my undies.
What was he going to do next? I bit my lips, anticipating gnawing at me.
"Part your legs, Raven" He ordered.
"Yes, Sir" I whispered, slowly parting them, granting his hand access to move forward
All my senses left my body when his hand landed on my clitoris - just where I wanted. My body jerked harshly when he massaged it between his index and middle finger.
"There, Sir" I let out a shuddered breath, shutting my eyes on instinct, sinking into the rhythm of his sweet touch.
"So fucking wet." His fingers glided down my folds, making me gasp loudly. "All mine"
My hips bucked forward, when his hands picked up a new rhythm, circling around my clit.
"Look at me, Raven" He commanded, pinching my nip bud.
I struggled to keep my eyes open, staring into his. "Hmm" A moan slipped out of my lips, when he pushed his index finger inside my hole a bit.
My mouth fell open, eyes shutting again when he circled it at the entrance.
Run! Stop him! My mind screamed at me
But…
I wanted more. He also knew I wanted more but yet he played around, heightening my senses more and more.
"Do you deserve to feel good?" He asked, attacking just my clit with his thumb, his pace picking up fast.
I opened my mouth to say yes but incoherent words left my lips as I struggled to keep my eyes open.
My body jerked harshly as I tightened my grip around his hand. I didn't know if I wanted him to stop his wicked attack or continue but I wanted something.
I was getting somewhere.
"I feel like ... I feel like I'm going to pee." I expressed myself.
"No, you're not." He pulled his hands away, looking at me.
What?
My eyes widened as I stared at him. "Why did you stop?”
"Do I hear you begging, Raven?" He raised his eyebrow, smirking sinisterly.
A sharp pain hit my abdomen, something felt like it was being stuck. "Please, Don. Complete it."
He chuckled, bringing his fingers to his nose, inhaling deeply. "You scent delicious and I'd like to complete it Raven but -"
"Don." Someone yelled, pushing open the door. His eyes held fear in them as he looked at Alessandro.
Hastily, he pulled my gown down, yelling something in Italian.
"Stay down!" He yelled at me, pushing my head to the bed as gunshots blasted everywhere until it finally stopped.
My eyes peeled open slowly as i looked at Alessandro's bloodied face. A loud screaming leaving my mouth.
" Don't let them get you." He whispered.