Chapter 50 She always confess her feeling
Ravyen's POV
She was stunned, even though she wanted some to rescue her from that marriage, it wasn't me. Too bad, she was just stucked with me and had to accept her fate. I made no effort to make her fall in love with me, she just willing did or I forced her too. I wasn't even nice to her nor really cared as I was learning to live with a woman in house.
With her, I learnt the essence of love. With her, I felt I could achieve everything. She became my witness, gradually trying to pull me from my dark side. She knew her limits and never tried to provoke me. There was no decision I made without having her say in it. She took care of my heart and my addictions were gradually fading away.
Bianca had a bright smile that was electrifying and I must say, I was having that emotion I tried to deny. Her beautiful features and the way she always confesses her feelings to me especially during sex, causing me to swell with pride.
Bianca was my weakness and my rival gangs always ceased that opportunity to use it against me. I never minded losing to them as long as she would be safe around me. With her, everything faded and I felt loved. I was opened to her and she never objected to my dangerous occupation.
When it was time for business, we become so serious to achieve a certain goal. We were just perfect, pleasuring each other and she never breaches my law. I'd always praise her for that as she was understanding and could tolerate my tantrums.
Whenever I was angry, she tries to soothen me and I just don't know how she does that. Perhaps, she cast a spell on me. Her family were against us not until I showed her greedy father my asserts and he willing gave her to me with a sheepish smile. It was easy because of money.
I wondered if I was a pauper, I'd never match up to her choice. Being wealthy helped and that was the reality. Her family didn't know my other side but only sees me as a successful business man.
As for her groom, well I just had him handle, currently he's in coma or probably dead, i don't really know his state of health. All I did was cause an accident for him, it was life threatening and he met his fate. I was willing to do anything for her sake.
I must say, she won me over, not until a rival gangs clashes with mine, although I was victorious this time around. To celebrate this, I decided to take her on a date, to an isolated island, where we could have an exotic time.
She dressed beautifully to impress me and I must say, she nailed it. At least she didn't stress me out like someone who has a mountain of clothings yet can't find something to wear. We went on a date to one of the classic restaurants in the area. We got to explore around with our feet.
Something I disliked and wow, the scorching sun greeted my face harshly like it awaited me to vent its anger. She wasn't bothered, probably because of the large hat that swallowed her face. It was her first time trying new places with commercial transportation and it was enlivening.
It was quite amazing and breathtaking as we forgot our worries. It was my first time going out on a date too. We never really did as I only married her on the altar because she insisted. According to her, I was legally hers.
Whatever, as long as I had her to myself, I could wed her as much as she wants. Unfortunately, an enemy gang ambushed us right where we found a lonely spot to kiss. I was alone with her but tried my best to fight them over for her sake while protecting her.
I made her to hide somewhere safe and when I was done brutally murdering these bastards, I turned to her direction. Bianca came out of her hiding, her face red, head tilted and chin tucked. Her hair covered her face as she felt nausea, covering her mouth.
She was frighten, jittery and clutching her hands to her chest. I teased her not to be frighten because her knight was right there. She rolled her eyes maintaining a distance between us. Bianca chuckled but her smile faded away when she quickly gestured to me to move away but then I was puzzled not until I saw her run towards me and embraced me.
Then I heard the gunshot and her body weak in my grip. She was shot at. I was stunned as her body moved in my arms and I found the killer, opposite me. He was still holding his riffle to release another bullet and then I swiftly shot at him with multiple bullets and his body writhes to the ground.
Tears clouded my eyes as I slowly knelt with her in my arms. She growls as I yelp for help. Slowly, I laid her while trying to curb her bleeding with my shirt. It seems that was the only first aid treatment I knew for a bleeding patient.
To worsen it, there was no hospital close by, neither was I with my car because we decided to try the commercial transport system here. She held my arm with tears in her eyes, waving her head for me to stop.
Her voices anchored me to face her. I couldn't hide my tears, watching the one person I took serious, slowly dying in my arms. Her eyes shut heavily and when she spur them open, they were replaced with bloodshot eyes, puffy eyelids.
There were splotches of colour in her face and neck as she was going pale. It was terrifying and she placed her bloody palm on my left cheek with that beguiling smile of hers. Her body yank on me and her blood covered my shirt.
"If.. I'm...to return...promise me..." She gurgles as I cried begging her to stay with me as I tried to place a call to aparamedic, to a hospital and any personnel relating to the medical field.
"Promise me...Rav, you would change completely, love me more,...and..." She chuckled as blood poured out from her lips. "And...never get me... involved... again" She cried and shut her eyes.
"I love you ravyen, I will always do" she lastly said and her hand fell weakly, her body so cold like ice.