Chapter 49 I'm a fan
Ravyen's POV
The stress I went through to make sure she suffered his bruises on her. Almost immediately, she called the corpse on me and I ended up in jail. Fortunately, I broke out of cell, I decided to take on a new identity while snuggling out the country to Italy.
I was lonely, new and just didn't have enough resources to survive in this place. To survive the street, I engage in illegal doings and I had to learn the dirty ways, get beaten and subjected to things i never wished to become. It was easy to learn the evil things but difficult to learn the good. That was just something I discovered and I just didn't have my regret.
First, I became a delivery boy, delivering weapons and drugs to mafia. Although, I still suffered bullying and it made me want to become a mafia. I felt it was a way to escape my misery, to become feared and gain respect. I never thought of love because it was something I believed never existed.
I tried my best not to end up like my father but it turns out I was corrupt after all. His blood flows in me. Life though me to become this way.I believe there was no good in me and my peers were right, I was just like him, my father.
I got introduced into the field of the mafia world, thanks to balbano, an old retired Mafia. I worked with him closely and made sure he trusted me to an extent I collect a bullet for him. How low I stooped to win his trust. He was always impressed by me. I was always serious, murdering who he wants me to. I became an assassin and his weapon for destruction. I always offered a clean job.
Luckily for me, he had no heir and treated me like a son. He was quite kind but I didn't take him dearly as I hate the words "Father" and "Mother" He made me his next of kin, teaching the ways of the mafia and how to survive. He died shortly from an illness which he had been battling for quite some time. For the first time, I shed tears and smiled at his corpse.
With his wealth, I built an empire, proving to be strong in the world of the mafia and never accepting defeat. Then I met Frank, a wrestler who resigned and needed a new path to live. I made him join me as my bodyguard. The iceberg was that he was broke and any job offer that fetches him wealth, he was willing to accept.
My secret was that I was a fan of his and he never new. I always vouch for him as he never loses a fight. However, I never got to learn why he resigned. The news says it was due to his health condition but that was a lie. He was under threat then. To think of it that i the fan have him to myself, worshipping and obeying my orders was ironic.
I tried not to be close to him nor make him a friend. Everything we do was strictly business. One by one, I began to take out my bullies, those forsaking teachers and eventually sort for a way to close down the schools I attended during my adolescent and teenage age. It was easy, Frank handled the job. All we had to do was frame the school.
Although, I get frightened and restless as the ghost of my fathers hunts me. They were my nightmares. I became a sex addict, fucking anything that has a vagina yet I never got the satisfaction I got not until I met Bianca. She was a doctor and I happen to have gotten involved in an accident. She was the doctor assigned to me.
It wasn't love at first sight but she was the only one who makes the ghost of my father disappears and I wanted to keep her. She was kind, caring, lovable and everyone's favorite in the hospital. I was getting attracted to her, although not emotionally but gradually, my heart was melting for her.
I became her patient and she my therapist. I just had to talk to the director of the hospital to assign her specially to me. She was a basil of greatness and every man's dream and I want her as mine. I didn't really expose anything about my past but only spoke on my drinking, smoking and drug addictions. I also exposed I was a sex addict and wanted to break out.
Her words were inspiring as she helped me transformed, to face my nightmares which was the delusional ghost of my fathers. It was practical and we even had sex but accidentally because she tried drinking for the first time after complaining about her relationship with her boyfriend.
She caught him cheating and wants to break up but can't because of their families and she was more like a collateral to pay off the debt of her father. That tale of hers was heartbreaking as I tried to provide solace to her, made her try a few drinks and we skipped a therapy session.
She confused in her drunken state that I stole her virginity and she never regretted it. I felt honoured by that. I would blame it on the alcohol because when her senses came back, she avoided me like a plague. Bianca even resigned from her job as my therapist.
However, she was the only one who keeps me calm and when I had sex with her, she gave me an esctasy like never before. I wanted her, only her. I was willing to provide anything she wants and even decided to buy her with money. I offered to save her from her boyfriend. At least, a contract marriage. Even if it was just for a month.
Fuck, she had her pride and winning her over was tough. She claims she had a boyfriend who she loves so much and can't accept my offer. If I wasn't mistaken, wasn't it the former who she complained of? She was still with him? Women! Bianca tried not to appear rude and I guess she was disgusted by me.
After all, she knew I was a mafia. Probably because I was soft on her and I hate it when my offer gets rejected. I just had to do the usual me, getting what I want how and when. I just ended up kidnapping her on her wedding day to her prince charming.