Chapter 125 .

Chapter 125 .
(A/N: Hey lovelies, I'm sorry I had to wait to updated before I could have my editor delete the previous chapter 123 to get it in the right order when the chapter you got as 123 was supposed to be 124. For this I'm sorry but the issue have now been fixed so I will be back to update regularly.

Love Tonje)

Silas's pov.

I truly feel like the biggest failure as their big brother. They are my baby sibling, it's my job as their big brother to keep them safe. Now I'm their legal guardian together with Ro, and I don't know what I can do to help them. I don't have any experiance with this, so I guess with this I will have to lean on Ro, Julian and Jason when it comes to the kids.

They have personal experiance with the same thing, they know how they felt and what worked for them.

I just hope this will be a bad memory in the future and that they won't be scared when they find the one they want to be with in the future. But no matter what, I know we are many that will be there for them.

"What was it that Ethan said to you in the shower Julian?" Ro asked softly looking over at him when she had been able to get her anger under control.

"The conversation started with he asking if I could help him train, because he wanted to surprise you. And he also said he wanted to keep you safe, protect you, because John is still out there and that he is a bad man." Julian said looking down on his empty plate.

"He also told me that neither of them had told Silas this because John had said he would either kill the other twin or Silas. He was shaking when he said it, and he also said he didn't want John to do to you what he had done to them." Julian continued with a sad voice.

"So I asked if he wanted you with him, when he told me, he said he was scared you would stop loving him and think he is disgusting. But I told him nobody would think that, so that's how we ended up here." Julian finished and Ro looked down on Leo's empty plate.

"The best we can do for the twins right now is to make them understand that no matter what, we will all love them and we don't think or look at them differently. We will keep doing what we have done so far. And Ian, you are the one that have the most knowlage about this, because you also have bachelor in psychology with focus on trauma and ptsd. I think me, Silas and you should sit down with both twins and talk about this." Ro said first looking at all of us, then the last part she looked at Ian.

"Of course, anything I can do to help, I will do my best for them, you know that." Ian said and Ro nodded.

"We still don't have a lead on where John is at this time, but we are not stopping our search until we have found him." Max said and every member of old VR nodded.

"And when we do, he will regret the day he was born, I will break him, ripp every limb off his body and let hell rain down on him." Ro said in her scary angry calm tone looking down on the table with so much hate in her eyes.

The anger rolling off her right now is intense. I saw Leo pulling her more into his chest caressing her lower abdomen in a brotherly way.

We all took a moment to let our anger and hatered for John out. We need to get it out now when the kids are away, that way we can focus better on them after.

That is something old VR taught us to do. Let the anger burn a little, then rein it in so we won't let the negativity bring us down to much.

After 10 minute or so Ro had gotten control of her anger, and Leo took a heart medication out of his locket and gave it to Ro. Even if she just took one before breakfast I guess her emotion have been too much.

She carefully took it and swallowed it down.

"About yesterday, I bet many of you have questions about it." Ro then said looking at all of us.

"I have to say it's amazing to see you guys in action, how skilled and professionally you all moved. And to learn you are also considered a military force." Roman said looking at Ro with a serious expression but he had a hint of being awestruck.

"I have to say I'm so impressed." Aiden said and we all nodded.

Because it was so amazing watching them on their mission yesterday. I can't believe Ro is younger than me and have so much knowlage about such stuff. But I also know this has been her real job for many years.

"You all moved so damn silently and in sync with each other." Dylan said awestruck looking at Ro and that made the ones going on the mission yesterday chuckle.

"We have had years to work together like this, and yes we have done stuff like that more times than I can count." Julian said with a smile and that made the rest of old VR nod happily.

"I still can't get over how familiar you were with our Mayor." Olivia said stunned and that made every old VR member laugh.

"We have told you all that before, that Mayor Bevens call Ro 'His little angel Ro.' you know." Carter said amused.

"We know, it was just so weird seeing our stern Mayor show so much fatherly love and care for Ro." Lorenzo said with a hint of shock and that made us all laugh.

"Well I have known Robert since I was 9 and met him at a gala in New York. The gala ended being attacked by the Irish mafia and I ended up saving some of the high ranking officials at the gala." Ro said looking at all of us with a serious look on her face and we all looked at her shocked.

"You were there?" Roman asked absolutely shocked and so were the rest of the mafia members.

That made VR nod.

"We all were, us that's from old VR who live in this household." Jason said seriously looking at Roman.

"To think we were right there with you and didn't see you. We were so close to you, could have taken you home here if we knew." Uncle Ezekiel said with a mix of shock and sadness.

"When you mention it, I do remembers seeing a lot of kids at the gala. I just thought that they were family to the ones attending." Grandpa Charles said deep in though.

That made everyone that had been at the gala from the mafia look at Ro and VR stunned for a moment.