Chapter 124 .

Chapter 124 .
Ro's pov.

I took a deep breath then I gently put my finger under Ethan's chin again and he looked up at me.

I gently dried his cheeks and caressed them.

"My heart, what have happened to you have also happened to me when I was young." I said taking a deep breath and now Ethan looked at me with a sad look in his eyes.

"You remember I told I was taken from my family when I was 1 year old, that they took me away from Leo?" I said softly and he nodded taking a grip of my blouse again.

"Those people I lived with, have done to me like John have done to you and Elena." I said softly still before taking a deep breath again.

"Do you love me any less? Do you find me disgusting now that you know what happened to me?" I asked him with the same voice.

"No Mommy, you are my Mommy and I love you. You are so sweet and caring, you always bring so much joy to my heart. I love everything about you and I'm so happy you have become my Mommy." Ethan said with a serious look on his face and he placed both his cute hands on my cheeks, making me look him in his eyes.

"And I feel the same way about you. Nothing you have said have changed how I feel about you or Elena. I love and care for you both, and you both fill my heart with joy." I said kissing his forehead and that made him smile up at me with teary eyes.

"Is it anything else John have done to you and Elena we don't know about?" Leo asked carefully next to me gently putting a hand on Ethan's back caressing it.

I could see Leo had tears on his face as well.

"He have punched us, kicked us, forced his thingy in our mouth and the other way. He have put his hands around our throats and squeezed hard so we struggle to breath. He haven't done anything more than that." Ethan said looking down on my abdomen again and I felt he was shaking so I put my arms more around him again pulling him into my chest.

"You don't deserve to go through all that my heart, and if you ever need to talk about it. If you wake up in the middle of the night from a bad dream. If you feel badly about yourself because of all this. Know that all of us that lives in this house will always be here. And we will help you as best as we can." I said before I took a deep breath.

"And if it's something we can't help you with, we will find a person that can. Or if it's a way you or Elena have to deal with it, we will help you do that as well." I said smiling at him.

"You both just need to tell us how we can help or what you need. And if you don't know what you want and need, we will help find it out together. We are a family and we look after each other, and we help each other however we can." I said caressing his cheek and smiling sweetly at him.

"I love you Mommy, thank you for being my Mommy." Ethan said crying again and hugging me tightly.

"I love you too Ethan, and I'm grateful that you are my son." I said hugging him tightly, kissing his head and rocking him again letting him cry it out.

My poor babies, I swear when we get a hold of John, all hell will rain down on him. He will regret the day he hurt my boyfriend and babies. For killing Silas's and my babies's biological mother.

He will die a horrific death, I swear on that if it's the last thing I do.

Suddenly I felt Leo pull me into a hug as well and just holding around me and Ethan.

"You will not be alone, we will all be with you and help in anyway we can." Leo said in my mind.

Leo gently lifted me up so I was sitting sideways on his lap, Ethan still sitting sideways on mine but have his back against Leo's chest.

I know I just sent out a hell of anger and Leo is just trying to calm me down. Ethan is just crying into my chest and holding me tightly.

Everyone was quiet for awhile. And after some time Ethan had cried himself to sleep on my lap while I just kept caressing him.

"I will have mom come and take Ethan so he can keep sleeping, it must have been hard and scary for him to tell us this and we all need to talk." Dad said and I nodded still caressing Ethan.

Dad picked up his phone to text mom and shortly after mom came and gently picked Ethan up in her arms.

"I will watch over him while you all keep talking." Mom said softly before she kissed my forehead and I nodded.

When Mom had gotten out of the dining room and closed the door I think we all let out a shaky breath.

"I can't believe he actually did that to them and I never noticed. I feel like a failure, I have always done my best to keep them safe but I guess I haven't done good enough." Silas said with a broken voice.

"I think I can speak for most of old VR members that have experienced what the twins have." Cassidy said with a sad voice before she took a deep breath.

"When you experience something like that, especially at such a young age, you are scared. You don't really know what happened but you just feel dirty. Like it feels like you never can get clean or rid of the feeling of the person that did that to you off your body." Cassidy said and us from old VR nodded silently.

"You are also scared that people will find out no matter how much you want to tell someone. You are afraid they will toss you away because you're so desperat to feel some genuien love. And if John have threaten the twins, saying if Ethan would have told you Silas, he would kill Elena or you, Ethan would do everything he could to keep that a secret from you." Ian said looking down on the empty plate in front of him.

"Even if they deep down know that you Silas, wouldn't be disgusted by them for what they had been through, the fear is taken over. And they didn't want to lose that one person that actually treated them with love and care." Jason said looking at Silas with an understanding look on his face.

I just wish I can take away all these bad memories from my sweet babies. I just want them to live their life filled with happiness and joy. Even though I know it's also important to experience hardships at times, just not this kind they have to deal with.