Cabin Fever
“Let’s see how he reacts to the drugs being taken away. I want to see how the five of you work with the drugs already in your system.” Draven had decied this without asking me.
“I really wish mine would have helped with the blood lust in truth. When I get pissed off I go on a rampage.” I felt my heart breaking at the thought of harming Draven or her parents.
“I noticed” I seen him rub his neck and I sighed, I hadn’t meant to hurt him.
The anger just kind of swamped me and I couldn’t fight against it. Maybe it was being locked in this house with nothing of my own. Maybe it was more the fact that I was missing something inside of myself. I didn’t look at him again after that and sighed again. I needed something to do, not just sit around waiting. It was strange that she had gone from being a rich lazy girl to a vampire who wanted to move. To get out into the world. The fear kept her from saying much.
“I really didn’t mean to hurt you. It was the monster that seems to hide in me.” I sniffled and tried to clear the tears off my cheeks. The man was right in front of me when I started to cry. I didn’t know why this was so important, but I wanted to understand the emotions running around my head.
“You really couldn’t control the emotions. I’m worried there is something more going on with you than the drugs. Is the doctor worried about the anger and the crying all the time?” Dravena asked but I had forgot about the crying.
“She didn’t seem to say anything about it other than the drugs can have that side effect. I think it has something to do with being stuck in this house all the time; I don’t feel at home here. Then what happened with Blaze. Hell I don’t even know what happen.” I felt a pang in my heart and wondered what was really going on.
“It is getting close to dawn, how about you head to bed and rest. I am sure that you will be fine after a good night’s sleep. I want to set up a time to meet with a company to do the candy that stuff really did taste amazing. I am sure that the other items we want to mix will turn out the same way.” Draven was going to put me to bed. I wasn't sure why but I didn't really want to be alone.
I nodded and stood to head to my room. For some reason I wanted to know what had happened with Blaze. It was eating at me and I hated the fact that he might have hurt me. So I took a deep breath and headed to my new room. I took a shower and then pulled on my night shirt and cuddled into my bed. I didn’t know if I wanted to sleep or not, but once the sun came up and stayed that way I fell into a deep sleep again. Never any dreams it would seem that vampires didn’t have them anymore. The next night I woke and was glad to see that Blaze hadn’t come back.
I dressed and went to see my parents off to home. I loved them to death and didn’t want to hold them up to long. So into the kitchen I went to find Mom and Dad drinking coffee. They would love the vampire hours I do believe. So I smiled and drank the last of my bag of blood. I threw the bag away and hugged mom and then dad.
“So you two are heading right home or stopping for a hotel room?” I wwanted to be sure that they got home safe.
“It is a rather long trip, so we will stop for a room around one.” Mom told me with a smile.
“Be safe on the way home, can you check on my brown stone? Be sure it is in one piece.” I asked wishing it was me going home.
“No problem sweet heart. I am sure it is fine just musty from not being open. I will air it out and stay the night at least to be sure that it is fresh when you come home. Unless you want to sell the brown stone and get a house. I think that might be better for you. Get one in the city I am sure we could find one for you.” Mom spoke to me with a bright smile.
“I was thinking about the same thing Mom. How about you look around for me and try to make sure it has a little land with it. I know that is almost impossible in the city, maybe I can go on the outside of the city.” I was thinking that the land would come in handy. Seeing as I couldn't really deal with the sun to much. “I will check around and send you the links to any of them. My email is still working but I can only check it on the net in the office. So it doesn’t get traced.”
It seemed strange to me that I had to be carefula bout people tracing my emails. I'm not like a super spy, not big red hat here. She nodded and we headed toward the front of the house. I didn’t want to stay in the house much longer. They left and I was left watching T.V. in the office again. The show was boring and I found myself wanting to roam around. I walked out of the room and wondered where Draven had gotten too. I didn’t see him all night so far and it was getting late. So I moved around the large house and found myself at my bedroom door. I sighed and walking in picking up the book I had put on the bedside table. It was a rather good book about vampires if you can believe that, the one was a cop. It was so funny to think that a vampire would hide in the police department.