(Devan's POV).
"Dev, no," she whispered. Her hands pushed against my chest as I deepened my kiss. She squirmed on my lap, feeling uncomfortable as I bit her lower lip, thrusting my tongue into her mouth.
She gasped. Squeezing my back hair. Her body lurched forward as one of my hands touched her back under her clothes.
"Dev," she moaned.
Damn.
I couldn't think straight. Even though she kept moaning for release, I couldn't do it. I wanted to keep touching her, I wanted to hold her close to make sure that she was only for me.
"Dev, no!" she screamed as I tried to remove her bra. Pushing me so hard that we stopped kissing. She looked up at me with her breath catching. Her chest was rising and falling. It looked so tempting that I wanted to strip her naked.
"I just want to make you comfortable," I said.
"N-Not this way. This is wrong, I can't."
"Yes, we can." I quickly made her sit back on my lap as she tried to stand up. "We're both adults. No one will get angry or stop us from doing whatever we want," I whispered in her face, "I know you want me too, Vivian...."
"No, I don't want you."
"Are you sure?" I press her back. And she instantly arched her body forward. Until her breasts were right in my face. I swallowed my saliva with difficulty. I wish I could control this crazy desire, but I can't seem to. "Your body is even more honest than you."
"No, it's not. I'm not," she protested. "It's just a reflex effect because youー"
"Then how about this?" My finger went between her backside. Until she moaned uncontrollably. Our foreheads collided and I grinned. "Vivian, your body loves it...."
"No, stop. Stop talking about disgusting things." She silenced my mouth with both hands. Her eyes blinked, looking nervous, and embarrassed, and it made her look mesmerizing.
I wanted to keep teasing her. Make her blush with embarrassment. Make her moan my name. Make her scream with me as we both climax.
I want to make her forget all the sadness and troubles she is currently facing. Well, although I can't deny that it's one of my desires to touch her too. Focus just on me.
"Disgusting?" I chuckled. "Which part is disgusting?"
"Have you forgotten, I have a husband!"
"Your husband is dead, Vivian. He can't be hanging around here just because he's upset about his wife being touched by another man. Besides, I don't believe in ghosts," I smirked as she glared at me.
"You're crazy."
"I'm crazy because of you, Vivian. So, let me make you calm down and forget about all the problems you're facing right now. Let me..."
"You won't get what you want," she cuts me off. She tried to move from my lap, but I pulled her hand away. Dropped her on the sofa and pinned her down. "Dev! What are you doing?" her eyes bulged.
"I'm making sure of something."
"Wh-what? Make sure what? Are you crazy?!" she shouted.
"Making sure that you really don't have feelings for me."
Her blue eyes widened as my hand traveled up her thigh, down to the part of her that I could easily touch since she was only wearing a thigh-length skirt.
"Dev, if you mess with me. I'll yellー"
"Yell. And all your staff will come here and see us making love. Do you want them to see us like this?" I chuckled.
Even though she's currently staring at me in annoyance, I'm not bothered by it.
"You took a chance in a tight spot. I shouldn't have trusted you in the first place. You're just as troubled as that bastard!" she shouted as she pushed on my chest.
But I pressed on, getting closer to her until my face was only inches from her. I could feel her hands pressing my chest between her breasts.
"Vivian, I would never hurt you."
"Then let me go. If I say that what you're doing right now is hurting me. Are you sure you can do that for me?" She looked at me, somehow I felt her eyes dim. Like there was something she was hiding from me, about her feelings and her past.
I was silent for a while. Just to find out what Vivian was thinking and feeling right now. There are many things I don't know about her, even her past. Did she hate me or did she just hate being in a relationship with someone new?
I swallowed my saliva with difficulty. Then got up and let Vivian go without saying anything. She hurriedly sat up, adjusted her messy clothes, and slapped me.
My eyes widened in surprise. "Wh-what are you doing?" I asked because I was confused.
"You're a crazy bastard!" she cursed as she marched away from me.
"Vivian. You slapped me," I protested. I stood up and was about to approach her.
"Don't come any closer or I'll throw this vase at your head!" she yelled.
"Are you crazy? I let you go the way you wanted. Then why did you slap me?"
"You kissed me already! You dare touch me!"
"Vivian, you really...." I chuckled, feeling a little funny with her up-and-down mood.
"Why are you laughing? You think it's funny?!" She furrowed her brow with an annoyed expression.
I shook my head. "You're the funny one. Adorable." I grinned as I saw a tinge of red appear on Vivian's cheeks.