It's funny how everything could fall so easily. People are against you , and then now, they are starting to support you. The issues that I've been with Ron and Hayes vanished so easily, and then the only news that rang aloud the showbiz was about my new series and busy speculating and busy finding who is that guy.
The issues die down so easily after my manager fuels the jaw droping news. I haven't seen Hayes and the last time I saw him the day we said goodbyes I can forgive him I can't forget. He can't stay where I was but we can easily find ways to let her forget me.
The netizen started to speculate who that guy was. They even select the way older guys, and new guy. I smiled watching them and they never hinted at it right.
No one expected for Theo to come back anyways. Even right now they wouldn't know, there are still people trying to connect with you.
I never seen Kairus again through personal. Everything is already fixed, and we were waiting for the perfect time to Theo to overcome his tragedy, and appear to us. Someone is already sent there to pursue him to go back.
My brother seem so busy again with his secret activity. My parents went back to state and Hope's parent went back to the urban becuase she misses it.
Someone chatted with me. My manager announced the last concert here before I went busy in acting. I will also announce the possible work that was offered to me to my fans. I know it's a litttle bit late but i know they would apprecite it more. I will discuss with them a private matter about me. I have two weeks to prepare.
Christmas is coming to us. I know that Kairus has been missing the Christmas vibe since he lost me. My heart sadly melted every time I see Christmas break. I should be happy and make adventours to that months. It's christmas! Then after that snall celebration, then a heartbreak of every New Year. The time that I begged and the worst new year. Even how many times I wanted to divert my attention but I couldn't...just simple reminders or symbols could make me remember about it, freshly.
Faking that it doesn't affect at you at all is like walking yoour body with no soul. That's how so light it is. It's not making you feel good but it is only making you carry that pain.
Pain and pain and we are human at all and whatevever our emotions it is all valid..You fall to it hard then it's up for us to take care of you and meet someone to adivice.
I almost choked to see a man who just went the careteria. It was Kairus!
My lips curved into a smile watching him doing things he liked. It's not easy but her parents were trying their best not to. She's been cryin thenit was our turn tl listene everything.
He was seated away from me but his eyes went first to me.
Damn,..I whispered..
He looks so handsome and always trying to be the brighest star. He only smiled..He really make sure that his presence is just around. We should not let love control you women..I can't risk vut watching the acla, what if there's nothing wrong?
But, glad that he's gay . I don't even know gow did she pack all thsoe.
The distance around us shows our stand in one's life. I have power and the boys are weak. But in distance be a reason not to continue it? I fell for love or maybe I just miss the higher people.
He ordered food while I ordered cold coffee. How did he know that I was here? Was he here becuase of me or it just coincidence?
I missed him. I miss his touch. His hugs and everything about him. He is illegal and I'm addicted. I'm guilty, period.
When cafeteria starting to crow, I stoood up. I sa whim followed his eyes on me. I'll be back there when everything is okay. Let her cry, and let those who heard how can they lidten and protect to what side?
I walked passed to him and I saw him, stood op as well. I'm alone. I don't want to bring my body guard and create attention from massive peole. Sometimes it is also good to stay and remain a normal person, like you won't care if you act carelesslely. You dont care about the people around you. You don't care about your status or your image or reputation.
i'm already outside with my fully covered disguised jacket. I feel someone stood beside me. I know by with that scent, it's him.
"How did you find me?" I asked him, " or maybe not.""
"I asked your body guard. Enjoying the hide and seek?" He asked and chuckled. I nodded happily."
People don't care who entered the cafeteria. If I reveal myself, the door would probably be full of people getting in and inside the house.
"I missed you..." He whispered. I caught off guard. I know.
"You bring your car or jogging?" He asked again and I looked at him. I saw how his chest breathed so fast like he was so not ready or scared.
He smiled, sexily,."Wanna come?""
Lately I'm so weak in related in anything with him. He may not know him but he has super effect he didn't know.
I nodded tohim and he smiled. "You want to live normal today right?" He asked."
I nodded.
"Come with me. You will be safe here." He uttered while holding the paper plate.
He knows that it's hard to say no right? I softly chuckled. How can I easily fall for him again?
I already accpeted that he is my weakness..I have a feelings but I won't let it others to hold it and use agaisnt mine. I'm glad that whoever knows my secret keeps their mouth zipped. Anyways , I can sense and read who is true or not.
"I've waited for this."" Kairus said as he opened his car..His face heated like a child who fell in love. I know. I waited the chance to see you too.
We went inside his car , and we were like a real couple caught dating in the car.
I don't know where we are going but I know he knows that I trusted him with the road. I gave him myself, and I know that I can easily slowly lend my life to him. I have nothing to lose. He got everything and I hope I wont regret giving all my first with him.