This is the different light, and so far this is the most controversial light I've been with. Their eyes are all on me, and whatever they've seen and heard, they quickly type it or even record it.
Even if my body guards or my manager or my brother are here, I still feel nervous. There's no threats but their eyes are heated while staring at me is what makes me nervous.
"How can you deny the rumors when your claim boyfriend posted every picture and there's a clip between the two of you?" The reporter asked. "There are pictures of you secretly meeting after your tour or you're with him in the house or maybe you are not proud? He's different from the guys you were linked to....""
Many have already said about that or even worse than that. Looks never matter to me. I never really look at what's outside, and maybe it's just I fall to the guy out of my league. If given the chance, I won't fall such a high and unreachable guy. In Hayes, it just , no matter how I tried to force myself to try to love me....I just couldn't.
I feel like I have no right to love, and I should only be with Hayes since I feel like I have no right to be infatuated or to love another guy because this isn't my heart. This is Hope's heart, and...even attraction couldn't have stabbed in my heart for Hayes.
My eyws lifted at the back as I saw some women and men looked behind. My world stop to see someone I never expect to be here. I aveted my gaze and my heart feel so emotional as I saw him there.
It was damn Kairus. He's wearing a suit. He came here, and no one paid attention to him, since everyone really put their eyes on me as if leaving their eyes for a second would miss their opportunity.
I looked at again, and he was there, standing. His hands are in his pocket while string at me so gently.
You just make my world breathe....
I smiled, ad looked at the crowd.
"Looks never matter to me. This may be the overused reason but trust me, I don't care about the looks nor the money a man has." I smiled, sadly. "I wish I could love him but...the heart can't lie. The eyes can't lie. I admit that those videos and pictures are real but Hayes has missed saying why we were together. Those pictures were real, and I can't say yet either. I can say that Hayes and I have the relationship, it's pure platonic."
Kairus was still there, standing and watching me. His presence is giving me some air to breath from this crowded, and shining cameras that make my eyes hurt.
The people at the back started filimjng him secretly. I trusted Kairus who will never reveal something about us. He doesnt care the people around him. He was just staring at him. I looked beside me, and my brother stared at him, madly.
My manager didn't care. Even those issues and those complicated news about me, no one withdraw my brands or even my shoot and the series. Those blessings never withdraw nor kick me out.
Character is more important than your reputation. If they saw their potentional and your charcater is good no doubt you will shine even how many people try to drag you down.
"What about Ron? Do you still have communication with him? Have you ever talked with Bella?""
I smiled, and smiled a little. "The truth is we never talk it yet. There's a misunderstanding about it. I've been so inconsiderate. The thing is I invited him first, and we just have a fine breakfast together. He and I never kissed nor holding hands. We just talk and that's all."
After that they throw more questions trying to trapped me. They asked the same question trying to trap me or they were trying to turn around the table, they couldn't get the answer they want. I already told them the truth and even they would ask again and again, my answer will always contradict to what they beleive.
They just want the truth. I already give them the truth but still they won't accept it. It's not my truth that they want. They just want to make their speculation true.
I'm even so grateful that my fans never turn .my back. They were very supportive of me. They even protect my peace and even defen me when I wasn't around.
That's why all of my blessings of my career, are always the first one to hear and know before the other people can. I really treasured them so much becuase Hope and I love them so unconditionally.
My manager stopped and announced my new movie. Just hearing that those issues of mine faded away. They were eager to know it more and the details. My issues and controversies are now gone.
"Can we at least have a glimpse of the cast? The last movie of Aimee, her partner's carerr got bloom becuase of that movie. I'm sure this would be world-breaking.""
My manager chuckled, proudly. She made the table turn down. My eyes fell to the man behind, and he still there standing.
Where is my brother? I roamed my eyes around., and I can't find my brother.
Where did he go?
"I can't talk much about the details yet. I can guarantee that this is the biggest of all compared to the other work from the previous years. I'm saying that her previous work was excellent but I think this one is more and more highly excellent since her new partner would be....very... very very veteran in acting. You all be shocked, surprise and be excited. "
My manager smirked. It's true. We were just waiting for him to come back. He's busy in his personal life right now, and someone already on her way to get him.
My manager glanced at me. She winked, and her attention moved to my body gaurd. That's the cue. The reporters and journalists are busy asking questions, and hints about the movie, and other other cast.
Once they will the leading man, the whole showbiz would shaken. The leading man is Mr. Theo Raquel. He is five years older than me, and he is the most popular, and he is very good during his early twenties. He is very very popular, and he is very handsome.
Many were curious about him since he was gone to the showbiz for almost three years becuase he suffered a deep loss. His girlfriend died. Within that three years, he was living alone away from the media and people.
It was a perfect time for him to come back, and we were all waiting for him. The director and management couldn't let him go, and they also couldn't let me go. As they stated, the characters were perfect for us, and it's either the show won't push through if we won't go for it.
The guards successfully get me away from that scene while my manager was busy dropping hints
We took the exit, and as soon as we got out, I noticed my brother standing there, breathing out the cigarrette. He noticed me and threw away the cigarret, but I had already seen it.
"Shit, " He cursed."
The last time I saw him smoking was when he was highschool.
It finished earlier than expected. " My brother said as he opened the van.
"Something's wrong?" I asked him worriedly. "
As we grow older, our own thoughts become more distant. He began keeping them for himself. We no longer discuss our issues. We just talk when it's over.
The support was constant, but I can tell that during those sorrowful times, we never let it be known. Just being together and talking about random topics helped us heal on the inside.
He shook his head and placed his arms around me, saying, "You were the one the reporter interrogated, so I should be the one to ask you that." He chuckled.
"I guess it ends well," I said, hoping.