Chapter 104

Opening my eyes, I looked in the direction where I felt the scent. As I looked, I saw Emres who was looking at me with sharp eyes. Placing my both hands against David’s chest, I broke the kiss and sighed. I didn’t look at Emres, he’s nothing to me because of the thing he did to me. As I broke the kiss, he moved his face and started to kiss my neck.

“Stop... let’s go to the room” I muttered looking at David. Then he raised his head and looked at me with wide eyes. Yeah, he must be shocked because this kind of thing has never happened before. Forcefully smiling at him, I looked at Emres who was still looking at me with emotionless eyes. Ignoring him, I took David’s hand and walked closer to the door of my room.

Entering my room with him, I closed the door knowing that Emres was still looking at us. It was nighttime, why the hell is he even walking here? But what does it have to do with me? Ignoring everything, I looked at David who was eyeing at me with a lovely smile. Then he wrapped his arm around me and started to kiss me which I gladly accepted.

“You want it?” he whispered in my ear. I bit my lower lip and looked up at his eyes. Watching his face for a while, I nodded at him. Then he chuckled and took off his shirt before moving to my clothes.

Unzipping my dress, he picked me up and walked towards the bed as he placed me on it. Then he climbed to the top of me and started to kiss my neck. Wrapping my arms around his strong shoulders, I closed my eyes wanting to feel the thing he was doing to me more. This is the first time in my life that I have ever been touched by a man like this.

And most importantly, I felt I was at victory. I had successfully let go of the past and let go of the mate who rejected me from the first sight. Even though he’s here, I don’t feel anything now. Just as my wolf told me that day, we don’t need him again and we will not forgive him even if he comes and begs us. I was really happy now, I thought I would never be able to let go of the past and be with a man.

Moving my hands on his back, I touched his tanned skin and kissed his shoulders. He suddenly stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes with weird eyes. Then a little smile appeared on his face as he stared at me.

“Who was he?” David asked, moving away from my body. Hearing his question, my heart tightened. Who was he? Is he talking about Emres? But what does he ask me?

“The man who was looking at you when we were kissing” he again explained and looked into my eyes wanting to gain an answer from me. I scanned his grey eyes and waited for a while before answering him. He was nothing to me and he was the man who rejected me but should I say it to David?

“My mate” I muttered looking at him. Hearing my answer, his body stiffened. He lowered his head and waited for a while before looking at me again. Then he took my hand and smiled at me innocently.

“Well, Lora. then you should be with your mate.” my heart ached hearing him. Why? Why do I have to be with my mate? And no! I will never be with Emres in my lifetime. It’s been years since he rejected me. Even if he rejected me, I waited for years thinking that he would come to me and would want to be with me but no. Nothing happened and he never came.

“I don’t want to! I don’t have anything to do with him and I was rejected by him from the first day we saw each other. He didn’t want me years ago and what’s the value even if he wanted me now?”

“My wolf had given up and she has no feelings towards him and also I am” I was honest. I really didn’t have any feelings towards him. Even though I was hurt when I first saw him today, it was all because of the memories and not because of the fact that I still want him. He looked at me for a while and moved closer to me.

“So you’re willing to be with me instead of him?” he asked with a serious expression. My heartbeat increased as he asked me that. Am I really willing to be with him? Biting my lips, I slowly nodded at him as he smiled at me brightly and pulled me to a hug.

Hugging him back, I closed my eyes. I really want to feel my life from now on. I should have children and should have a family. He rejected me and he never wanted me. My wolf felt him sleeping with women so there’s no reason for me to be with a man like him again.

“I’ll make you scream tonight then” suddenly David whispered huskily against my ear and removed my dress. Then he simply started to kiss me and touch me. I felt embarrassed because this is my first time and I haven’t had sex before. Soon after, he removed his pants and took his already hard length out.

“It’s your first time?” he asked me. I looked at him and nodded as he let out a complicated sigh before moving away from my body and wearing his pants. What? What the hell just happened? Why did he move away?

“I can’t Lora... even though I really love you, I can’t just do this knowing that you’re untouched.” His words stunned me. Untouched? But what's wrong with it? He will become my first man, won't he? I covered myself with the dress I was wearing and looked at his serious face.

“What do you mean?” I asked him. Then he looked at me and shook his head with a smile on his face. Moving closer to me, he kissed my forehead in a loving manner.

“You deserve a good man” he muttered before getting up from the bed and wearing his shirt. Does this mean that he’s leaving me too? What the hell? Without letting him go, I grabbed him from his arm.

“What’s wrong with you David? I just gave myself to you and there will not be regrets. I swear!” I felt I was about to cry looking at him. I felt heartbreak seeing him just trying to leave without even giving me a good explanation.

“You know Lora, I had my mate. And she just simply left me for another man. So because of everything, I don’t think I am worth having you. I’m sorry” he muttered and caressed my face. tears filled in my eyes as he said that. I slapped his hand away angrily. Then why did he even come to me? He kissed me and touched me.

“Loser!” I yelled at him. Pushing him away, I grabbed his shirt and threw it against his face angrily, I was furious at him. If he was not ready, why the hell did he come after me for more than a year? David watched me with hurt filled eyes as I yelled at him.

“Bastard. Leave!” I said. Then he clenched his jaws and watched me for a while before coming to me and pulling me to him before crashing his lips against mine. Then he just simply kissed me and pushed me onto the bed again as he took off his pants again and looked at me.

“Keep this in your mind! From now on you’re mine, Lora. I’m marking you” he said before moving closer to my neck. Then he pierced his sharp skin against my neck making me hissed from pain. Slowly the pain faded away and pleasure filled inside of my body with him marking me.

I hugged his muscular shoulders and bit my lower lip, then I wrapped my legs around his waist and dug my nails to his skin. That felt so good, he was marking me and I felt the way our bond tightened around us. Even though we are not mates, there was a bond and it was strong.