Chapter 17

Shawn released Laura from a hug, and I stood steps away from him, avoiding his looks to avoid crying..

"baby girl" he said as immediately took the couple steps to him and I was met with his chest.

He wrapped his arms around me, and I did too.

"I'll miss you baby" I said.

"I'll miss you more baby girl" he said as he pecked my lips.

"Take care of yourself and of my baby, and I love you so fucking much" he said.

"I love you more and you too baby, take care of yourself for us" I said as Shawn kneeled down and placed a kiss on my bump.

"take care of mama for me, don't make her tired please" he said before placing another kiss.

"Laurs, Nate, my family is in your hands. Take care of them" he said.

"sure bro" Nate said.

"Bye" I said as I hugged him tightly before releasing him and he got into the airport as we made our way to the car.

"Why isn't she crying?" Laura asked Nate.

"Oh, maybe because I'm seeing him after 2 weeks so it's nothing to worry about" I said.

"What?!" Nate And Laura said.

"I'm going for a day because his favorite team will be in Amsterdam playing and I'll be surprising him with tickets" I said.

"Poor Shawn, he was about to cry since he thinks he won't see you for 2 more months" Nate said.

"I already miss him" I say.

Nate sat in the front as I made my way to the back, but Laura stopped me.

"I'm not letting you sit in the back, go sit with your brother" she said.

"No, it's okay Laurs, Sit with your boyfriend, I'm literally third wheeling right now" I said.

"No Lia, go" she said.

"No" I said.

"Lia get your ass into the passenger seat right now!" Nate said as I sighed and went to the passenger seat.

"anyways would you like to go have a drink?" Nate asked.

"Let's just have from drive thru" I said.

"sure? Dunkin' Donuts?" Nate asked.

"Yeah" I said as both me and Laura nodded.

After ordering some drinks we went back to the apartment.

I opened the door, and I was met with Shawn's smell.

I smiled sadly.

"What’s wrong?" Laura asked.

"His smell" I said.

"Aw you'll see him soon love" she said.

"I already miss him" I said sadly as I opened my door and threw myself on the bed.

"sis you okay?" Nate said opening the door.

"No, I'm not leave me alone” I said.

"Lia" Nate said.

"Leave me alone Nate" I said as he shook his head and got out.

I drifted to sleep with Shawn on my mind..

Hours later I woke up and stayed still in bed thinking of Shawn.

I didn't know what's wrong with me, but I just laid on the bed crying.

A knock was on the door before Nate entered.

"Lunch is r—what happened!" Nate said.

"Leave me alone" I said crying.

"Lia what happened?" Nate asked.

"Leave me alone Nate" I said.

"Babe! Can you come quick!" Nate yelled as Laura ran into the room.

"What happened?" She asked looking into the room "Lia! What happened?! Why are you crying".

"Leave me alone" I said.

"Baby girl, what's wrong?” Laura asked.

"I want Shawn" I said as I cried.

"And I thought something happened" Laura said.

"Laura!" Nate said giving her a look.

"Baby sis, look at me, I know you miss him and I'm sure he misses you too, but I know Shawn will be very upset if he saw you crying and it's just 2 weeks and you'll see him" Nate said.

"Plus, you can talk to him on face time every night" Laura said.

"But 2 weeks is too long" I said.

"Baby sis, you'll see, you wouldn't even feel the time and you should be already used to this" Nate said.

"Don't cry love, c'mere" Laura placed a kiss on my forehead.

"Now get some sleep? Deal?" Nate asked as I nodded before he placed a kiss on my forehead.

"We love you, Me and Laura are right outside your room so if you need anything, just whisper" Nate said.

"I love you guys" I said as they got out and I drifted to sleep.