Chapter 123

Chapter 123
Yes, just as she had worried all night. When she had to come to the TV station for work as usual, everyone's gazes were on her, so sharp that it seemed to penetrate her heart. 
Even though they didn't watch she openly, it was clear from their body language and the way they looked at her that they saw her as someone who was despicable and didn't deserve to be in this place. 
The moment she got into the elevator felt very horrified because of the cynical gaze fixed on her. Although she tried to ignore and act calm as usual, she actually felt very uncomfortable. 
Nina made the door to her study, in front of the door, Depney, Jean and Colin gathered as if they were discussing something. When they realized she was coming, Jean immediately moved away as if avoiding her. 
"Morning?" Depney smiled and greeted her as usual. However, Colin looked awkward and pretended to be busy doing something. 
"Nina, how about we talk for a minute?" Depney said. 
"Okay!" Nina smiled bitterly. Even though she already knew what was going to be discussed, it seemed like she needed to straighten out the problem that was happening. 
Depney led her to the front of the stage and sat in an empty audience seat. This is the best place in the room to chat and brainstorm. 
"I'm sure you already know what I want to ask!" 
"I think so!" 
"So, what exactly happened? I was standing behind you when Samantha slapped you. So, I'm really surprised she did that. You know? ask you directly!" 
"I am indeed guilty!" 
"What does it mean?" 
"I stole Aiden from that woman, I am a bad woman," she bowed. Although trying to say it, but to be honest she felt very depressed. 
"Nina, are you serious?" 
"Me and Aiden met five months ago because of one thing. Since then we started to get close, but actually our relationship was not very good at first. However, over time, we started to realize that we have feelings for each other. But at the same time, Samantha fell in love with him and it became a little complicated relationship. It was my fault for not knowing myself from the start, falling in love with someone who wasn't worthy of me. Because of that I feel very sorry!" 
"Sorry? Why do you have to be sorry? What makes you feel unworthy of him? Is it because he is a famous super model who is handsome and wealthy and is crazy about many women? Is that why you feel you are not worthy of him?" 
"Yes, that is so-" 
"Ah...my goodness! Nina, what era do you live in to make you feel so inferior? You are very beautiful, you have a nice body, you are also smart and friendly. It's no wonder that many men fall in love with you. After all, everyone It's just a matter of feelings, right? 
"Yes, you're right!" 
"That's why, from now on, throw away that lowly attitude of yours! Just because you're still a student and apprentice doesn't mean you're any less than that designer. She's not a queen and you're not a maid, you have the same opportunity to shine and love great men. Do you understand?" 
Feeling very touched by Depney's words, she was so impressed that she forgot to breathe. It was the most beautiful piece of advice she had ever heard from someone, even though they had just known each other. However, the support that Depney gave felt so embedded in her heart and mind. 
"Depney, thank you very much!" Her tears flowed unconsciously. She felt embarrassed for suddenly crying in front of someone. 
"It's okay. I know you are a good girl. I hate it when someone is unfairly treated just because they get in trouble with people in power and assume that you are definitely at fault." 
Nina wiped her tears, she didn't know how someone could understand her so much. Even though nowadays almost everyone has turned against her, she is grateful that at least one person still cares about her. 
Even though she tried to hold back her tears, her feelings were too touched and it was difficult for her to fight the pool of water in her eyes. However, she thought that smiling would feel better than crying. 
"What are you guys doing here?" Asked Captain Gavin who appeared at the door without them knowing it. 
His tired face and gloomy eyes greeted them like the previous days. Besides that, the paper beater that he always carries wherever he goes, just like a cruel teacher who always wants to punish his naughty students. 
"S-sorry, Captain!" Nina spontaneously rose from her place and stood looking down to show her regret. But Depney is the opposite. She was still sitting relaxed as if she had nothing to worry about. 
"Good morning, Gavin?" Depney greeted with a big smile. Whether it's because they've known each other for a long time, Gavin seems more able to understand Depney's attitude that he's all alone. 
"Four eyes, don't go around chatting when your work isn't finished!" 
"Jeez, Gavin. Relax a bit, it's still early. Besides, we have a little to talk about work, don't we?" Depney glanced at Nina while showing the easy-to-understand code. 
"That's right, Captain! I'm sorry!" 
Gavin paused and watched. These two women have different preconceptions about what is in this man's mind. 
"Alright, then, finish today's cleaning task!" 
"Rogers!" Depney walked leisurely in front of Nina who followed her. 
"Oi, brat! Wait a minute! I have something to ask you!" Gavin said, still as Nina walked past him. 
Nina stopped walking and turned back to the man. Although she doesn't want to make assumptions, she remembers what happened yesterday when Gavin caught Nina and Victor in the baseman's parking area. 
"W-what's wrong, Captain?" She asked nervously. 
"Did he do something strange to you?" Asked Gavin. Nina flinched, her heart skipped a beat when she heard the word "He" which made Nina immediately think of Victor. 
She was nervous, Gavin's question sounded as if he already knew what Victor would do to him. This shows that what happened to Nina, has also happened to other women before. 
"T-that, nothing happened!" The answer is forced to lie. It was impossible for her to say blatantly that Victor had taken her to his apartment and was trying to seduce her. 
Gavin didn't respond right away, as if he was thinking about something and that made Nina feel even more worried about his survival in this company. 
"Is that so? Ok, continue your work!" He said as he walked away. 
Nina was still rooted to the spot, her body trembling. There was a lot going on in a short period of time and it was difficult for her to sort out all the problems that occurred. This was a different problem from the one she experienced when she owed Aiden thousands dollars for ruining a designer dress at a fashion show or accidentally damaging Aiden's car. 
The problems she is currently facing do not require money to solve them. But the mental strength to survive the hatred that people show. 
From the start, she knew that it was a risk she had to take if she fell in love with someone from a different world from hers. A world that ordinary people like her, would find it hard to reach. She has been used to living under pressure since she was a child, having lost her mother at the age of 10 and having to take care of her younger brother who could not walk after losing his right leg in an accident. 
Yes, Nina is very used to living above people's hatred. Living on the mercy of kind relatives to take her and her brother in, feed her once a day and let her and her brother sleep in the barn. True, she was much used to it than she thought. 
In fact, because she was too used to it, she forgot how to cry because she had to always be strong and tough in front of her younger brother who she really loved. She had forgotten how to complain and all she knew was that she had to work hard to earn a lot of money so that one day she could buy a house and prosthetic legs for her brother who was waiting for her to come home. 
Nina tried to join Kerry, Isabella and Rachel who were busy cleaning out the cupboards. Hopefully, she still gets a place among her colleagues. 
"I help, okay?" She said joining them with a friendly smile. 
Kerry, Isabella and Rachel, who were chatting at first, suddenly fell silent when Nina joined them. Even though Kerry looked at her with pity, Rachel looked very cynical. 
"I need to wash my hands first. Kerry, come on!" Rachel said, pulling Kerry's hand away. 
Nina knows that she is being avoided, even though her feelings are hurt, but she has no choice but to remain silent and let them stay away from her. 
"Nina, have you just arrived?" s
She asked. She was as calm as ever, as if nothing had happened. 
"No, I've been here for a while. But, Depney asked me to discuss the script tomorrow, so-" 
"Is that so? alright, I understand!" 
"Thank You!" 
"Oh yes. Can I ask you a question?" 
"Of course! What is it?" 
"Someone told me that yesterday you ate at a restaurant alone with Mr Director. Is that true?" She asked. Nina was surprised to hear her question. How could anyone have seen her with Victor yesterday? 
"T-that, I meet Mr Director on the street and he gave me a lift, because of that-" 
"Is that so? But, the person said, Mr Director also brought you to his apartment. What were you two doing there?"