Chapter 35 I Don't Know How You Can Love Him

Chapter 35 I Don't Know How You Can Love Him

By Valeria

Emi arrived.

"Are you crazy?"

She said as a greeting.

"Shh, people can hear everywhere."

"You know they can hear because you got tired of hearing it with others."

"I know, I swear I feel like the biggest fool of all women."

"You already went through something like this with Diego."

"No, what happened with Diego is nothing in comparison. I was young, and I told you I realized I was even afraid of him. But what I feel for Alejandro is... such an immense love. I would give my life for him, and I know that when he wants to, with a hurtful indifference, he will kick me out of his life."

I cried like an idiot, that's how I felt.

"You're the secretary."

"Yes, and I'm very good at what I do. I know my job, and I know him. When I get those women out of his bed, he doesn't even look at them, as if he never desired them. And if I feel that look from him on me, I will die."

"You should have quit, not slept with him."

"He told me he needed me, and even though he said he needed me as his secretary, he made me feel important to him. And then his kisses... every day it's harder to keep my distance."

"Valeria, what about yesterday? What excuse did you have?"

"He hadn't been with another woman for days, not even the flight attendants on the plane and..."

"Vale, dear friend... think carefully, you could be pregnant."

"I took the pill and pray I'm not... I think he didn't accept my resignation so he could fire me himself."

"Exactly, you know he's capricious, selfish, despotic, arrogant. Come on, he's a millionaire, young, a womanizer, and even though he's not my type, he's impressive..."

"How can I not love him? You like Omar."

"Yes, I adore him, which is why I don't even want him near me. I don't want to end up like you, in love and crying. Vale, if he finds out you're in love with him, he'll fire you instantly, no matter how good a secretary you are."

My tears fell again; I knew Emi was right.

"Friend, don't cry anymore."

I wiped my tears.

Emi gave me one of her lipsticks.

"That color looks beautiful on you."

"Thank you."

She took out an eyeliner and fixed my makeup a bit.

"I'll let him know you're here, he's impatient."

"Another flaw, I don't know how you can love him."

"Everyone can hear!"

By Alejandro.

She loves me!

She came to my apartment as always.

In the kitchen, as we were finishing breakfast, Valeria told me that Emi didn't agree to be our front and that she was resigning as my secretary.

I went crazy, my world collapsed.

I begged her not to leave me, told her I needed her.

I hugged her, I can't be without her.

I started kissing her, and before I knew it, Vale was kissing and caressing me back.

Suddenly, my desperation turned into its opposite; I touched the sky with my hands.

I don't know what I said or did or what happened, I just know that at one point I felt her tongue dancing with mine and a moan of hers died in my mouth.

My excitement had no limits.

I don't know what happens to me when I'm with Valeria.

My fingers were in her intimacy, and she moved her hips.

I took her by the hand, without letting go, to the nearest couch.

I took off her tiny thong, those small panties she usually wears, and assaulted her vagina with my mouth.

I was dying to know her taste, and it was the most exciting I’ve ever tasted.

I licked, kissed, and sucked her with desperation, overflowing with passion and pleasure, while my hands squeezed her breasts; we were both delirious.

I felt my soul and body shake.

Valeria was on fire, and so was I.

She came in my mouth and made me feel like the most powerful man in the world.

I put on a condom; I always have condoms in a little box on the small table with my favorite lamp, which is shaped like a woman's legs. It might be bizarre, but I like it.

I plunged into her with wild lust.

We were just one, fused in such a way that we breathed the same air and felt the same desperation.

I enjoyed it like I never imagined I could.

She's pure fire, I despair for her and realize I could have her a million times and feel the same.

It's much more than sex.

I felt she was about to have another orgasm, her trembles mixed with mine, and her moans were as sensual as she is.

I couldn't control myself anymore.

I had an orgasm, powerful, like yesterday's, but this one, on the couch, I enjoyed more.

I kept hugging and kissing her until I realized if I didn't leave at that moment, I could stay all day and all my life like that, with her in my arms.

What I feel scares me, but at the same time, it fills me completely with an exquisite feeling that I don't know what it is.

We cleaned up, and I remembered I had an online meeting with my father and some directors. Just then, Valeria's phone rang. It was my dad.

I searched my mind for an excuse and blamed the traffic.

We were in the car when Emi called, asking if she had already resigned, and as soon as Valeria said something had come up, Emi immediately realized what had happened.

I was looking at my computer screen, but Valeria was next to me, and like last time, I heard everything.

When Emi said she was going to end up crying, I realized Valeria had feelings for me. On one hand, I was excited, and on the other, I was quite scared.

At the end of the conversation, Emi confessed she had feelings for Omar and that's why she was going to reject the deal.

That gives me a clue that we can manage them as we wish, but carefully, without them noticing.

Valeria wants to distance herself, and I need her as my secretary. I don't want to be without her. I love waking up in the morning and having her in my house, having breakfast with her, feeling her hands when she puts on my tie.

Added to that, the times I've had sex with her, she took me to heaven. I've never felt anything like it.

I definitely need her.

I don't know why I'm scared if she has feelings for me, if what I wanted was for her to fall in love with me.

I also don't know why I feel so restless and anxious about everything related to her.

I crave her kisses and her skin.

Her way of loving is unique.

I hear the elevator, I check the time, I suppose it's Emi. I look through the cameras on my floor and it's clearly her friend.

The cameras don't have sound, and I'm cursing because of that.

I try to listen to what they say, because as soon as Emi arrived, she loudly asked Valeria if she was crazy. I only hear Valeria saying that everything can be heard, and Emi saying that Valeria knows because she's tired of hearing me with all the women I bring to my office.

So it does bother her that I bring women.

She never showed that it bothered her.

She was always proper and stayed in her place.

I see Valeria crying, silently.

I don't know why she's crying.

Emi talks to her, and Valeria calms down. After a bit, she starts crying again, I see this through the cameras.

I watch as her friend puts on her makeup and then hugs her while continuing to talk to her.

I hear Emi say:

"Another flaw, I don't know how you can love him."

"Everything can be heard!"

I'm feeling a thousand emotions inside, ones I don't want to analyze.

My internal phone rings, and Valeria tells me Emi has arrived.

We go to the meeting room.

Valeria tried not to look at me.

I'm anxious. She loves me!

That's why I was able to sway her these past few days, and we ended up having sex.

On the plane, it seemed like she was waiting for a kiss...

I got lost in my thoughts.

I didn't tell Omar that Emi has feelings for him.

In the middle of the meeting, I sent him a message saying that and that I would explain later.

Without hiding it, Omar looks at me.

I try to convince Emi, telling her she would have almost no contact with us, we would only see her once a month, and sometimes not even that.

I tell her she would be in charge and would mainly deal with the current directors and managers.

Omar didn't understand anything.

I was lost in the first half hour of the meeting, and suddenly I sent the message to Omar and assured them the opposite of what was going to happen.

I thought that if she didn't want to accept because she was afraid of her feelings for Omar, if I told her she wouldn't see him, there would be a better chance she would sign.

"Valeria, you know there are directors we see once a month."

"Yes."

My beautiful secretary confirms.

I managed to get Emi to sign.

When at the beginning of the meeting she had said no, Omar was trying by all means to convince her, and I did it, almost magically.

Regardless of what we do later, my words worked.

That wasn't specified in the documents.

Omar realized he was left out of something.

After signing everything, Omar suggested we all go out to dinner.

Emi immediately made an excuse.

Everything unfolded yesterday when I had sex with Valeria in my office and didn't use protection.

I really wouldn't mind having a child with her.

I tell Valeria that if she wants to leave with Emi, she can, it was already quite late.

I wanted to talk to Omar.

I noticed Valeria's expression changed, and I don't know why.

I was the one who wanted her to fall in love with me, and now I'm scared, studying her every reaction.

Nothing really has to change.

I don't know how long it's been since she realized she's in love with me.

I feel a terrible attraction to her, but now that I know she loves me, I'm more at ease.