Chapter 110 Nightmare
And then he stepped into the light. The smirk on his face was as clear as day. As well as his fucking erection he was sporting proudly.
He was naked. Completely naked! And now I could finally see his face and I snarl at him. Because I know this man. I loath this man. I fucking hate this bastard and everything he has put me through!
"What the hell, James? You've got enough fucking whores! You don't need me! Just let me leave!" I yell at the bastard. "I don't even get it! If you didn't want me that was fine! Why drag me along in the first place! I know you don't want me, I just don't fucking know why you had to drag me here! Let me go!" I ranted my frustration at the idiot I thought I was going to marry.
"No, baby, see that's not how it's going to work," he insists. "I love you. You fucking left me! I had to get you back. It doesn't matter how many whores I have, there is always room for one more.. And you will always have a special place... for my dick," he smirks.
"If you actually ever loved me you wouldn't have cheated on me!" I snarl back. "But you didn't! Even when I gave you a fucking second chance, you went and screwed it all up! This is all your fault!"
"See, here's the thing. You wouldn't have sex with me! So I had to go look for something else to fulfill my needs," He shrugs. "I never said I loved those other girls. Not even Brittany. They were just a good time. But you, Josie. I was going to marry you. I love you. I was even willing to take in your brats to prove it!"
"No, James. That is not love. That is lust! I learned that recently. And guess what? I don't think I ever loved you!" I rant. "I was tolerating you because I thought I could settle down with you and try to be happy. But I was lying to myself! I could never be happy with you!"
I think about Rick. I was in love with him. He had offered everything I ever needed. And he was persistent. He was so damn determined to have me.
“I can take you away from Beth. I can keep you safe. You and your sisters will be protected. I can take care of all of you financially. You won’t have to work unless you want to! Just marry me,” Rick whispered.
“Josie, I miss you,” he whispered against my lips. “I’ve tried to give you space and stay away from you, little dancer, but I can’t do it any more! Please. Baby, I can take you out of here right now. Your sisters too. I can bring you home and marry you, just say yes.”
“Josie,” Rick murmured, stepping up to me. “Tell me you are finally kicking this bastard to the side and coming home with me!” he demanded. “Marry me, Josie.”
“Yes, Rick. I’ll marry you,” I finally gave in to this pull. And I'll admit it felt good to piss James off, but it was mostly because I'd fallen for him and no matter how much I tried to deny it, I was already his.
"I love you Rick," I whispered, laying beneath him, my heart pounding out of my chest.
"I love you too, baby," he responded before kissing me so sweetly...
That was why it hurt so damn much to see him screwing another woman. James I was just feeling betrayal and disgust. I hadn't fallen head over heels for him. And even though I hate to admit this, even to myself, I miss him so damn much!
James dropped to the creaky old mattress next to my body and rolled me on my back. He's heavier than he looks, but I also know he's trapping me with his body weight.
I try to squirm away, but he's pressing down on me with his body. And it seems to be turning him on even more.
"I know he forced you to have sex with him. He's a fucking prick. Don't worry baby, I'll show you how good I can make you feel!" James coos, touching my skin with his hands.
There is this fucking crazed look in his eyes that scares the hell outta me. I've never seen him look like this. Every part of me wants to leave here and scream for help.
"James..." I choke. "Let me go! I don't want to be here! Just let me go!"
My whole fucking body is trembling in trepidation. I feel disgusting as his eyes roam over my body, licking his lips like he is looking at a big juice stake.
"Now, baby... I can't do that. You were promised to me," he chuckles, spreading my legs wide and trapping them under his.
I try to push him off me, but he captures both my hands and holds them above my head. "Now, now baby. I've been waiting fucking ages for this and I'm not going to be interrupted!" He snarls. "Look at that pretty little pussy," He coos. "I'm gonna ruin it!" he smirks.
He presses his firm body against mine. I'm still struggling and trying to twist away, but I'm stuck! Tears are dribbling down my face as I sob. This can't be happening! I don't want this to happen to me!
"You've got me so turned on baby," he moans as he rubs his member along my belly. I can feel the pre-cum leaking on my belly, making me want to revolt.
My stomach twists. He is indeed turned on. For some reason, the more I struggle against him, the more he's turned on. It's fucking disgusting!
His mouth finds my breast and starts to suckle, as he guides his cock down to my dry folds. "Don't worry baby, I'll make you wet for me," he snickers.
And then he spears me with one deep thrust.