Chapter 87 Chapter 87
⚠️ Trigger Warning:
This chapter contains scenes involving sexual assault, which may be distressing to some readers. Please proceed with caution and prioritize your well-being.
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“Stop this, Jett… p-please… you’re hurting me…” I begged for mercy, but he didn’t listen. Instead, he yanked my hair and covered my mouth.
“Shut up, Jade. I know you want this. Isn’t this why you always come to this house? To have sex with me?”
“N-no… p-please, stop… I came here to explain… You’re thinking about it the wrong way. Rafael and I are just friends…”
“Ahhh… just friends?” he said with irritation as he continued hurting me. I was face down on the bed while he was pressed against me, forcefully pushing what belonged to him deep inside me. I had been feeling pain for a while now because of how rough he was in taking me. “Are 'friends’ always together? People are already mistaking you for being a couple, right? If I hadn’t gone to your med school to pick you up, I wouldn’t have known! And you were even enjoying it when people teased you!”
“T-that’s not true, Jett! Ah! It hurts! Please, have mercy! Stop this, please! There’s nothing between Rafael and me! He’s my senior! H-he’s just helping me with my subjects!”
“I thought you were smart? Why do you need help? You’re also finding ways to flirt with him! Fine! Take this so you’ll straighten up!” He yanked my hair again before turning me to face him. He was gripping my jaw tightly as he spoke. “You’re mine alone, Jade! Remember that! I’ll get you pregnant so you won’t be able to escape me anymore!”
“J-Jett, please, don’t! Please—”
“Shut up, you slut!”
I received a very hard slap from him, followed by his release spreading inside me. I wanted to feel disgusted with myself over what happened, but all I could do was cry.
My hands were cold as I got up from the bed. If before, I loved lying in bed with Hendeix, now disgust pierces my chest over what he did to me last night. If Roen hadn’t stopped him, he wouldn’t have stopped at all.
It was humiliating that other people saw me in that state. I couldn’t even look at myself in the mirror, how could I still face people?
“Miss Jade, good morning. Mr. Lavarre is already waiting in the dining room. He said you should eat together,” Roan said when she found me in the room.
“Let him eat by himself,” I replied stiffly and held back my tears. I had been picking at my fingers for a while now, the skin almost peeling off because of anxiety. I really couldn’t erase what happened from my mind, and even what happened in the past was slowly coming back to me.
He’s no different from Jett. They’re both animals.
“Miss Jade, Mr. Lavarre is here to pick you up.”
I didn’t turn around and answered with my back to her. “I don’t want to see him. I might not be able to control myself and kill him.”
“Mori…”
I felt Hendeix gently touch my elbow and try to hug me from behind, but I quickly moved away from him. When I faced him, it only made me want to close my eyes even more because every time I see his face, I can’t stop myself from cursing him over and over in my mind.
“Wife… let’s eat, please.”
“Don’t call me that! A wife should be respected, but what did you do to me?! You’re terrifying, Hendeix!” I shouted, my eyes blazing. I was trying hard to stop my vision from darkening… I couldn’t breathe when he was around.
“Mori… I’m sorry for what happened last night. Please forgive me. I swear, I regret what I did.”
“Really? Really, Hendeix?” My lips trembled, and I could no longer stop the tear that fell on my left cheek. “You regret it? I doubt that you are… do you know what you did? You raped me! And worst of all, in a public place! How could you bring yourself to do that to me, huh? Just because I let you treat me roughly? What was the point of inventing that fucking safe word if you weren’t going to listen to me anyway?! Fuck you, Hendeix! I’m so angry at you! And then you’ll invite me to eat as if nothing happened? Are you stupid? You motherfucker! I’m a doctor, an educated person. I topped the board exam, all my patients like me, and my fellow doctors respect me, but you? Fuck… you violated my dignity! Fuck, seriously. You’re absolutely shameless…”
I just collapsed to my knees while continuing to sob. Even my hands were shaking with anger as I rubbed my face. Every time I remember everything, I can’t help but regret it.
Is this the price of my foolish decision in life? That the person I defended from others, the one I was proud of because he saved me… turns out to be the one who would bring me into this situation. The one who would betray me.
“Mori…”