Chapter 54 CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
MAEVA
I follow him into the office. He removes the plastic covering on the huge table and folds it up. He puts the folded covering on the floor and meets my eyes. The anticipation sets my skin ablaze.
“You’ll come back or I’ll come back for you.” He says.
I don’t respond and he sighs and starts walking to the door.
“Fine. I’ll come back.”
He nods once then points to the table. “sit.” He says.
I look at him in surprise but he makes no move to repeat himself. My heart thuds heavily against my chest and I close the door and walk slowly to the desk. He doesn’t move so my body touches his as I lift myself up and sit on the table.
His eyes are dark and he has lost the smile on his face. He’s looks determined and it makes my pussy throb. He steps forward and pushes my thighs apart.
Before I can protest, his mouth crashes down on mine. The kiss is hungry, almost feral, like his control on his wolf is finally slipping. His hand fists in my hair, tilting my head back as his tongue demands entry. I try to resist—I really do. I know this game I’m playing is dangerous. My hands press against his chest, pushing half-heartedly while I whimper into his mouth.
I don’t want this, I remind myself, even as my body betrays me.
He chuckles darkly, the sound vibrating through me. “Liar.”
God, I said it out loud. He kisses me harder, deeper, distracting me from the embarrassment I should be feeling. My fingers curl into his shirt instead of pushing him away. I’m kissing him back, just as hungry, just as desperate. A low growl rumbles in his chest when I bite his bottom lip, and the sound sends heat flooding between my legs.
He breaks the kiss only to trail his mouth down my neck, sucking and biting hard enough to leave marks. When he drops to his knees in front of me, his eyes never leave mine. The intensity in his gaze pins me in place. My heart hammers wildly as his hands slide up my thighs to the waistband of my pants, his eyes, still not leaving mine.
I should tell him to stop. I know I should. This is dangerous. This is a line I shouldn’t cross so I don’t get lost in this bond. The words don’t come. Instead, I lift my hips just enough to help him as he slowly drags my pants and underwear down my legs, peeling them off along with my shoes. Cool air hits my exposed pussy and I shiver. What am I doing? I’m completely bare to him, I should not be doing this.
He doesn’t break eye contact as he spreads my thighs wider, hooking my legs over his broad shoulders. He’s probably waiting for me to stop him. The first slow lick up my slit rips a broken moan from my throat. He doesn’t tease me, he gets right into it. His tongue circles my clit before plunging inside me, then back to my swollen clit with perfect, devastating pressure. Two thick fingers push into me without warning, curling against that spot, making my vision blur.
“Caius,” I moan.
My hands fly to his hair, gripping tight. I can’t look away from his eyes. Why is he still looking into my eyes? What is he looking for? He watches every reaction, every gasp and tremble, like he’s memorizing how to ruin me. The only sound in the house is the sound of my moans, the wet sounds of his mouth devouring me and his growls against my pussy.
I’m close and my thighs start to shake around his head. My hips rock shamelessly against his face as pleasure coils tighter and tighter in my belly.
“Please,” I beg, voice cracking and my eyes closing.
He pulls away and my eyes fly open. The orgasm I was seconds from crashes back down, leaving me aching and empty. I watch in confusion as he stands and wipes his mouth with his thumb. He puts his thumb in his mouth, sucks hard on it and walks away without a word to me.
He opens the door and walks out of the room without looking back at me. What just happened? Why did he stop? I just offered him what he wants with zero resistance and he stopped? The lust and confusion keep me rooted on the desk a few minutes after he left just looking around.
I finally tell myself that no explanation is coming. He stopped for a reason and it’s not me. Did he suddenly remember that Elaine is directly below us? Is that why he stopped? I pull my pants up, still shaking from what I felt. I’m doomed. There is no way I can ever go back to ignoring him, knowing what Caius’ lips on my pussy feels like. I don’t want to.
It also means that I am in trouble. Am I strong enough to enjoy just the physical aspect of our relationship and forget my position? Forget the vision? I put back the covering and leave.
Outside, there’s a new guard standing with the two who never let me pass through.
“Lu – Alpha Maeva.” The guard says.
He looks like he just made a monumental mistake. He almost called me Luna.
“What do you want?” I ask, walking past him.
“The Alpha sent me. I’m to drive you to your pack and bring you back.”
He doesn’t talk to me but he makes plans for me to leave? Fine, I’ll leave. I need the distance to gather my wits and form a plan. I can’t keep giving in to the lust. It will consume me.
“And what if I decide to run to my pack?”
“I will follow behind, Alpha.”
He doesn’t look so sure about keeping up with my pace. I exhale heavily. He doesn’t think I’ll come back willingly. I wouldn’t think so either but I want to be here when they start talking to the rogues. At least that’s what I say to convince myself.
I start walking to the pack house and the guard follows me. We get to the pack house and the guard stops in front the car.
“I’ll wait for you to pack your things.” He says.
“I don’t need to pack anything. Let’s go now.”
I didn’t come here with anything so I don’t need to take anything with me. I open the car and I enter. The driver moves immediately and we leave.
I lean on the window and close my eyes. I play back everything that happened from last night to this morning. When I woke up this morning and decided to ask Moira about the potion she gave me and the effects I should expect after kissing Caius last night, I didn’t expect to kiss him again or to get eaten out by him.
My head spins and my insides coil. Maybe I shouldn’t come back. I push out the thought the second it comes. Caius will raise hell until he finds me.