Chapter 17: I Am Willing To Train You
Baron
“I understand.” Jasper said, yet he seems to be a bit lost with all the information.
“I didn't imagine that it implies such responsibilities.”
“It does,” Asher said in a firm tone.
“Being dominant is being very responsible. If you fúck up as a dominant, the consequences can be disastrous.”
Asher knows what he is talking about, sometimes, I wonder if he truly get over this one time he fucked up. It wasn't anything big, but I know it wore its toll on him.
“I think you should read, take time and speak with the submissives, let them tell you about their own vision of the lifestyle. I don't know you and it is not my place to judge you, but from the little I have seen and heard of, I believe you would fit better in this category.” I added casually.
“Anyway, part of the dominant's training includes similar sessions to the submissive's so that they are familiar with what the submissive feels. If you really want to join the lifestyle and become a member of the Sanctuary Of Sins, I would strongly recommend that you follow the submissive training. You might realize that this is what suits you best, and if you are still willing to try the dominant one, you will already have the basics.” Justine suggested.
“Training, you said?” He asked, straighten his back.
“Yes, training.” Justine confirmed.
“This is mandatory to become a member of the club, you don't just jump into the lifestyle without a minimum knowledge and practice. You need to learn the basics and I am not only talking about rules, but also about behavior, postures and several other things. Depending on your availability, it can take one to two weeks.”
“Wow, that is a lot.” Did Logan…”
“Logan is a different case and that is for him to tell you.” Grayson cut him off.
“Some people are just naturally submissive and don't require that many sessions to learn, but you might need more. This is not being mean to you, Jasper, but as much as I can't imagine you as a dominant. I don't think you are a natural submissive either and you will need to learn.”
“Yes, I guess.” He sighed, before his expression brightened up again.
“So how does it work? I mean, how does this training work? Do I need to go to a specific place to take it? Do I need to get a certificate or something before I become a member of the club?” He asked in a rush.
“No specific place.” Justine replied, leaning back into his chair.
“The Sanctuary Of Sins offer its own training. As the master Dom, I am in charge of most of the session but I also rely on a few dominants and submissives to help me. Once you have seriously pondered on what you want to do and decided to take the training, you can come back and we will arrange some sessions for you, either with me or another dominant. Regarding the certification, it is obviously not like an official diploma, but you will take a test when you are deemed ready and if you pass, then you will become a member of the club.”
“That's cool, so when can I start?” He asked eagerly, his eyes filling with excitement. I am really getting to like this little bundle of enthusiasm.
“You need to think about it first, Jasper.” Justine opposed, dampening the boy's eagerness.
His face falls and I feel like punching Justine's shoulder for breaking his hopes.
“I don't want you to make a hasty decision. There is plenty of time, once you start, you will have to be serious about it. I do not tolerate any lack of seriousness here and I would really like you to talk to other people first.”
“I know what I want, sir.” He said firmly, although staring at Justine with intense eyes before he lowers them.
“I want to do it and I want to start the training as soon as possible.” He paused and then continued.
“I know I said I wasn't sure about the domination or submission part, but I am more than sure about the fact that I want to join the lifestyle.”
“It doesn't work like that, Jasper.” Grayson said.
“You should really talk to the other submissive first.” Asher muttered.
Come on, what the fuck, guys.
“Please,” he begged, looking at the four of us and I could see determination in his eyes.
“I know I can do it, please give me a chance to prove I can be serious. Please.”
His last word was barely a whisper and his plea hits me to the core.
“Guys,” I began, calling their attention as I stood up and pushed my chair back.
“Would you please leave us alone for a moment?” I said, looking down at the young man who seems to have found a sudden interest in his hands.
I can feel their scowls on me, but I don't care. I waited until they had left the room and walked around the table to take a seat in the chair next to Jasper, orienting it so that I could face his right side.
“Look at me,” I ordered firmly and he complied, raising his eyes to mine.
“What makes you so sure you are ready to enter the lifestyle?” I asked, he took a moment of reflection before he answered.
“I…I have had several experiences in my short life. I have tried a lot of things in different ways but I have never ever felt what I felt at the club last weekend. I have never been so fascinated by anything before, it has been obsessing me for the past few days. This is one reason why I want to try it, but the conversion we just had only strengthened my determination.” He responded.
Now, it is my turn to make a decision. Deep down, I know I don't need to think it over for too long. I know how much I wanted it, I know how much I wanted him. I already knew when I met him last weekend. I should be taking things slowly, but I am not sure I can manage this. There is this little voice inside me, telling me to go ahead and urging me to guide this young man. I want him to submit to me, I only hope he will accept me as his trainer. That would be the first step before I reach my ultimate goal.
“Alright,” I said with my deepest voice.
“Unless you would rather train with another dominant, I am willing to take care of your training and….” I didn't get the chance to finish my sentence.
He suddenly jumped off his seat, eyes widened with a huge grin and lunged towards me. He dropped to his knees and grabbed my thigh with both his hands.
“Will you? Will you really do this for me? Oh my, thank you so much. I swear I will do my best and I will train hard and…”
He was speaking so fast that I could hardly understand what he was saying.
“Jasper!” I groaned, causing him to cower a little and retrieved his hands from my thigh.
“Back to your seat now!” I ordered.
“Sorry, sir.” He squeals while he sits back on his chair.
“So, I will take it that you accept to have your training with me?” He nodded his head, so I continued.
“Good, there will be some conditions and rules….”
“Alright, sir.” He cuts me off again, but he casts his eyes down to his knees when he realizes I am scowling at him. His trepidation would irritate more than one dominant but I find it funny somehow, at least for now.
“Sorry..”
“We will start your training next week tomorrow then. Do you have a job at the moment? When are you available?”
“I don't have a job at the moment, sir. I am available any time.”
“What kind of studies did you do?” I asked, making him blush.
“None, sir. I dropped out of college before I could graduate. So I have just had a few jobs once in a while.” He said with a shameful voice and shrugged his shoulders.
This young man really needs guidance and this only comforts me in thinking that joining the lifestyle will help me. As his trainer, I won't be able to help him much but maybe later.
“Okay, then I want to see you on Monday, Wednesday and Friday here at the club by six in the evening and you would better be on time.”
“I will, sir. Shall I bring anything or dress in any particular clothes?”
“No, just wear something you are comfortable in, at least for the first session.” I said, as I stood up and motioned for him to follow me.
“Let's go and see Justine so that you can fill out the necessary forms.”