Chapter 16: What Would You Like To Know
Baron
I decided to do like my friends, Asher and Justine and use only submissives who seek one-night affairs. But I have recently gotten tired of that too. I guess that seeing Grayson and Logan's relationship develop into something serious helped, but I have realized that this is what I need and what I wanted. But, what it has to do with Jasper, I can't be sure. I have a feeling that things could be different with him, I felt it when our eyes met at the club and I saw he felt something too as he stared at me. There is something in that young man that irresponsibly appeals to me.
I met with Justine last night and he told me that the guy wanted to meet us on Saturday. I could hardly stop myself from flashing the brightest smile, but I managed. I controlled the muscles of my face to just slightly up the corners of my mouth.
“Are you available tomorrow, Baron?” Justine asked.
“I have meetings in the afternoon but I should be available in the evening. How can I help you?”
“Actually, it is not really mean.” He paused for a moment.
We were in his office, waiting for Grayson and Asher to join us.
“You remember the guy Grayson brought to the club last weekend. Logan's friend?”
Immediately, the image of the boy's eyes flashed in my mind and my dick twitched in my pants. If it could stay quiet, that would be great.
“Yes, what's up with him?” I asked innocently.
“It seemed like the boy had taken a sudden interest in the lifestyle. He is curious to find out more about it, he hasn't defined what he really wants yet and he thinks there is no better way than to rub shoulders with people in the lifestyle to find out. He would like to meet us again and ask questions that have been keeping his thoughts busy since he came here.” He said, using his fingers as quotation marks.
“That is pretty cool.”
“So, I was thinking, would you mind joining us and bring your own experience to answer his question?. Not that Grayson and I can't do it by ourselves, but you know…it could be interesting and the more, the merrier. Asher will also join.”
“Sure, what kind of question does he have?”
“Well, I don't know, but Grayson said he was fascinated by the club and what happened there last week.”
“Yes, I had guessed that much from the boner he was sporting while watching the show.
“But Jasper is not easy, he has a strong temper and he also likes to top something. So he thinks he might as well be a dominant, you see?” He said with a sarcastic chuckle.
“He, a dominant? I don't think so.” I deadpanned.
“I don't think so too, but you never know. He could be.”
“Hmmm, I don't either.”
His smile widened, judging people before I got to know them has never been my type and here, my insistence was somehow screwing my facade.
“Hmm, is something you wish to tell me?” He asked, wiggling his eyebrows.
“No, apart from what the hell are Grayson and Asher doing? Weren't they supposed to join us for dinner?”
And that is when our two other friends popped into his office, interrupting our conversation.
We discussed a bit more about the meeting we would have with Jasper tomorrow and then spent a nice evening at the club, not evoking the subject again until we parted and agreed we would all meet at the club at six o'clock on Saturday. I was also glad to hear Desmond had finally offered a contract to Luke which the boy immediately accepted. But my thoughts kept drifting back to Jasper. I had mixed feelings regarding the boy's uncertainty towards dominant or submissive. To me, he was clearly submissive, having a strong temper or wishing to sometimes push his dick up someone's ass don't make him dominant. For sure, I wouldn't let him push it up my ass, but I had decided to convince him to choose the other path if he had doubts.
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As I park into the private parking lobby at the back of the club and walk to the entrance, my mind is still wondering about the questions Jasper is going to ask us and how I am going to lead him to the submissive role. It was some minutes past six and I walked into Justine's office. I am not that late but everyone is already there, sitting around a large table in the meeting room adjacent to the office.
We all greeted each other and I took a seat between Asher and Justine. Grayson is on Asher's right and the young man is sitting across from us, on the other side of the table. His hands fiddling with a piece of paper, his back straight and his gaze lowered on his lap. Is that ain't a good submissive? Grayson takes the lead and starts the conversation.
“Jasper, you have asked to meet people in the bdsm lifestyle after you visited the club last weekend because you have questions. My friends here and I will try to answer them as best as we can.”
The young man blushed a little but eventually looked up, his eyes briefly pausing on each of us. His expression is a bit wary as he faces Asher's cold stare, but his blush only depends when his sparkling eyes meet mine.
“Umm, thank you all for taking the time, I really appreciate it.” He mumbled.
The poor boy doesn't seem to know where he should start.
“Yes, I have a few questions. I have searched the internet and found a lot of information, but you know…it is better if I get it from people who are into it.”
“What is it you would like to know?” Justine asked softly as he leaned towards him.
“Well, like I said, I read a lot of things and I must admit, I am really attracted to the concept. What is confusing me is that I am not sure about what I want. How do you know if you are a dominant or a submissive? What if I make the wrong decision, can I change if I realized I took the wrong option? How did you know you wanted to be a dominant and what does it imply? How do…” He trailed off, mostly looking at Justine.
“That is a lot of questions at the same time.” Asher interrupted him, lifting his head to make him shut up and the boy immediately closed his mouth and looked down at his hands.
“Being a dominant is something serious, just as much as being a submissive. Both have a lot of respect towards each other, but in a different way. Most of all, it is a question of trust. Submissive would be much better at explaining what their role consists of and I strongly suggest that you also speak with them and not only Logan.” Asher added.
“Asher is right, you need to talk to the submissive.” Justine chipped in.
“We can tell you a lot about the submissive, what is their role and how they have to trust their dominant. But they will do their best to explain how they feel about being submissive. Now about being dominant, it implies a lot of things. You need to have a very stable and strong personality, a leading character and you need to take initiative and you need to know what you want. Not only for you, but also for the submissive who will totally rely on you and the decisions you take for him. The submissive will submit to your rules and follow your guidelines. It is a huge responsibility.” Justine paused for a moment to let the information sink in.
Jasper's eyeshadows furrowed in the cutest way as he realized the meaning of his words and their high importance. I can see doubt is creeping inside his head, so I take the opportunity to push it further.
“An important part is to be able to feel your submissive's needs and feelings.” I began.
As his eyes shifted to mine, I felt a new tension between my legs. His eyes darkened and the tip of his tongue passed over his bottom lip, I am feeling less and less comfortable in my pants. I would love to see the wet muscles lick specific parts of my body.
“Giving rules and guidance is certainly an important part, but when you go into action, you have to be able to read body language. To make sure your submissive is comfortable with what you are doing to him and that you are not going over his limit. It is another huge responsibility because things could go wrong very quickly, it requires a lot of self-control too. You can not begrudge him for something you wouldn't be able to do yourself.” I added.
“I understand.”