Kayler made dinner.
I had forgotten how good of a cook he was; everything turned out delicious. We were in the living room watching a movie while we ate.
"No, Kylie, not like that," Kayler struggled with Kylie, unable to find a comfortable position. Clearly, he has no idea.
"But this is how I like it," she said.
"You can't just eat the chicken, you also need to have some salad," he told her.
"I don't like it," she pouted.
"I told you a burger would be better."
Kayler gave me a glare, so I stood up and took my plate to the kitchen to wash it. I went upstairs to my room, went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and put on my pajamas. I'm very tired and sleepy. I got into bed and grabbed my iPad; I would call Anne via video chat.
"Carolina," she answered. It seemed like she was in her room. "What happened?"
"It's been a bit... difficult," I confessed. "How are you? Lately, we only talk about me and my problems, and you don't tell me anything about yourself."
She sighed.
"Well, the truth is, not as much happens in my life as in yours. Trust me, it's better this way," she laughed. I rolled my eyes.
"Sure, I'm the one with bad luck."
"Nevertheless, sometimes Thomas and I argue like any other couple," she explained. "Sometimes I get very jealous; I'm afraid of losing him."
"You're not going to lose him, remember that you two are soulmates."
"I remember, that's why I'm scared. What if another girl comes along, and Thomas feels like she's the one? It happened to me with Apolo. I feel so guilty about that."
"Apolo was the one who pushed you away because he thought you were siblings. You weren't to blame for anything."
"Yes, but... forget it, I don't want to think about it. What happened with Kylie?"
"Nothing, the girl is... cute," I murmured.
"Just cute?" she asked.
I nodded, pursing my lips into a straight line.
"Yes, what else can I say? It hurts, obviously, to see them together, acting like a family. It hurts because she's an innocent child, and it hurts because it's reality, not a nightmare."
"But you're pregnant, Carolina; you're giving Kayler a child too."
"I know," I rubbed my temple. "I'm very confused; I have so many things on my mind, and I don't know what to do. I don't want to stress myself out so much."
"I can imagine. I'll come early tomorrow so we can do what we agreed on. I have the brush safely tucked away here."
"Thank you, Anne. I don't know what I would do without you."
"We're best friends, Carolina, almost like sisters."
"Have you talked to Will?" I asked, as I haven't heard from him or Alejandra in a long time.
"No, I honestly have no idea where he might be. Maybe Kayler knows."
"Maybe," I sighed. "See you tomorrow then," I said goodbye.
"Of course, get some rest."
I ended the call.
I placed the iPad on the nightstand and wrapped myself up. It's cold, and all I want to do right now is sleep. I closed my eyes and let sleep overcome me.
I felt tickles on my arm, so I squirmed, but the tickles continued. I slowly opened my eyes to find Kayler sitting next to me, watching me. I sat up on the bed immediately, my heart racing.
"You scared me, Kayler Brown," I teased. "Don't you know you're not supposed to startle a sleeping woman like that?"
"No, I didn't know," he replied.
"Well, don't do it again," I lay back down. "What are you doing here? You should be sleeping with your daughter."
"Kylie has been sleeping alone since she was very young, she's very independent."
"Mm-hmm," I closed my eyes. "Go away."
"I don't want to leave."
"Kayler, go and let me sleep. I need rest, remember?" I opened one eye to look at him.
"Carolina, I can't be separated from you, don't you understand? I can't go to sleep in another room and pretend you're not here nearby. I need to be with you to feel alive. Let me sleep here alone tonight."
I scrunched up my face to show my disdain. As much as I wanted to sleep with him too, I couldn't. I shouldn't. God, what a confusion.
"You can't sleep here, we made a deal."
"Carolina, enough," he took hold of my arms and straddled me. "I'm tired of your mistreatment. I know you can't forgive me for having a child with someone else, but you should be a little kinder."
"Let go of me."
"I won't, Carolina Lane. You like it when people boss you around and force you to do things because if it were up to you, you wouldn't do them. You have a huge pride, Carolina, and you shouldn't have it with me. So I'm staying in this bed with you every night, is that clear?" he threatened. His dark gaze shows that he's dead serious, and he looks angry and frustrated.
"Whatever," I agreed. Kayler smiled sideways and lay down beside me. "Put on some pajamas, though."
"I'll take off my clothes," he said. He ended up in his boxers. It can't be, so tempting.
He covered himself with my sheet and hugged me.
"Kayler! It's one thing to sleep with me, but another to hug me. Give me my space," I scolded, but Kayler didn't let go.
"Just go to sleep, it's late," he didn't even pay attention to me.
I hate that he always gets his way; it's like he doesn't take anything I say seriously.
Inhale, exhale. I calmed down and relaxed. I know very well that arguing with him is like talking to a wall: I won't get anywhere. Feeling Kayler close to me, feeling his warmth, his touch on my waist. I don't know, it's very exciting. Kayler pressed his hips against my buttocks, I felt his penis against my rear.
Oh my God! I'm going to lose it. My heart beats faster. I bit my lower lip because it feels so good.
Kayler brought his lips to my shoulder and left wet kisses on my neck and shoulders. I know what he's doing, and the truth is, I want it too. We're nothing, but who says I can't enjoy it whenever I want? Kayler continued rubbing his penis against my buttocks, so I moved my rear closer and closer to him. That was enough of a signal for Kayler to know that I wanted it too. He pulled down my pajama pants and underwear, I felt him take out his penis too. He caressed my buttocks, he caressed my vagina. He easily took hold of my hips to accommodate me to his liking. He slowly inserted his penis into me until he had it all in. I felt fire inside me at that moment.
"Neither of us can resist," he whispers, kissing my neck. Kayler starts thrusting his penis in and out of my vagina, it feels so good. He raises my leg and continues thrusting into me again and again. He grabs my hair, touches my breasts, and squeezes my buttocks. "Turn around," he demands. I turn to face him. He looks at me with those dark eyes that I love so much and kisses me. I can't resist his kisses either, I let myself go. I entwine my hands in his neck and kiss him passionately. I get on top of him, moving back and forth and sideways. I never stop kissing him.
"I love you," he whispers between kisses, "And I'm going to fuck you every day."
I bit his lower lip until he retaliated by spanking my buttocks.
I don't know what I'm playing at.