Chapter 24 Never enough
No amount of Pilates and swimming has had my body wrung out and tired like Black has.
Bites on my shoulder wakes me up and I groan as I feel my leg being lifted, and Black's cock lining up with my battered pussy from behind.
"I can't take any more." My eyes are burning, refusing to open.
"I can't stop." He bites down on my shoulder as he forces his big member past my swollen pussy lips. "You're making me so hard, it feels like I'm gonna die if I'm not inside you."
He thrusts shallowly inside me, opening me up inch my inch.
He's going to fuck me death, but I can't stop the moan escaping my throat as he fills me up so deeply that I don't know where he begins and I end.
I don't care about ballet in this moment. Or injured ankles and inflammation in the bones of my foot.
All I care about is this man with the insanely hard body, our sweat gluing his muscled chest to my back, and his cock thrusting into the mess that's my pussy.
There is no home or angry boyfriends as he groans into my ear, his breath washing over my face as he slowly screws himself inside me.
How do I go back to my normal life after this?
How do I look at the world the same when once again he has come and made everything different.
And he won't even let me touch him.
I've never felt the need to touch something so much with my hands like the way I want to touch him, the way I want to trace his chest and lay my palm over his heart to feel his heartbeat and know that this is real.
He is real.
He has a beating heart and a chest inhaling air and I want to touch it. I want to hold his face in my hands and look into his eyes.
Tears stream down my face as he rocks inside me like he never wants to leave, like he really can't get enough.
I could turn around and say I cheated, it's just sex, but my soul has been tethered to this man and it hurts me deep inside knowing that I could walk past him on the streets and not know who it is.
Even now when he makes love to me like I'm precious, it feels like goodbye.
"Don't cry." His hips still, and he lowers my leg so he can tenderly wipe the tears from my face, but it has no end.
It just keeps on spilling out. I have no control over it.
"You're killing me." He starts thrusting slowly again.
A sob wracks my chest when the hand that is wet with my tears start rubbing circles on my sensitive clit.
"How can I leave when you're crying?"
"Then don't." I sob. "Don't go."
"I have to."
"What if I get pregnant? Nobody has cum in me before. Are you going to leave me then, too?"
I'm grasping at straws, begging a man when I'm on birth control. He has me desperate for I don't even know what.
All I know is, is that I have never felt like this before. Not with my first kiss, or my first orgasm.
This feeling in my chest is indescribable, it's all encompassing. It's drowning everything I thought life should be. It's a freedom I've never even felt on stage. It's excitement running through my veins like a child discovering something for the very first time.
My words awake the beast inside Black, because he pushes me completely onto my stomach on a long growl and lifts my ass into the air, my arms burning as it holds onto the headboard where I'm still cuffed.
He thrusts into my wildly with none of his usual rhythm, my pussy struggling to clench around him.
"If you're pregnant with my child I will kill any man who ever lays a finger on you." He growls, his heavy balls slapping against my clit as he ravages me. " I will cut off every one of his fingers if you even let Ben get near you, do you understand?"
I can't answer, my too sore vagina dripping cum and it feels like I might pee if he doesn't stop.
There's a buzzing in my head when he starts slapping my ass in quick successions of three.
"Answer me!" He growls as he grabs my hips to keep me still and fucks me hard and deep.
"I...I'm going...you have to stop!" But he doesn't stop and I moan long and hard when something indescribable takes over my body, the buzzing going through my limbs as my pussy locks down on him and streams of pee comes involuntary out of me.
"Fuck woman!" He curses loudly and rubs my clit, so that even more pee escapes me. "Look at you squirting all over my dick. Now you belong to me and me only!"
He fucks through my grasping walls, and another orgasm rolls through me as he grabs my hair and empties another load of cum into my pussy.
I collapse underneath him, too tired and breathless to speak another word.
He drags his cock out of my abused pussy, but he doesn't stop. Instead, he takes the cum leaking out of me and then he opens my asshole up.
I'm too weak to protest when he pushes a finger full of his cum into my virgin ass.
"God, you're too perfect." He breathes out as he shallowly fucks his finger in and out of my unused hole. He keeps on scooping more cum from my pussy and into my asshole, and every time he pushes his finger in a little deeper until he has the whole digit inside me, making me squirm in discomfort.
"Now you have me in every part of you." He licks my pussy and asshole soothingly. " And if I ever find out another man touched what is mine, I will turn this whole country inside out."