CHAPTER 41

CHAPTER 41
"Cum baby." Adrain said, and without hesitation, hesitating, Sara shuddered as her orgasm took over her. She rested against him as the waves passed through her.

Adrain withdrew his fingers from inside her slowly, and Sara moaned at the loss, leaning against the car as he liked away from her fully.
She took a few moments to catch her breath and then looked up at him, shocked to see him staring at her from the other side. Suddenly she became aware of her surroundings.

She looked down at her body and gasped at the state of her clothes. Her breasts were hanging out of her bra, and the top of her dress was torn. Tears pooled in her eyes as she tried to dress herself again.
It was hopeless because her top was completely ruined. Tearing it off completely, she opened the car and pulled out the scarf David had given her, turning it into a makeshift top.

Satisfied with this, she avoided Adrain's gaze, feeling ashamed of herself. She was embarrassed by what they had just done. She couldn’t believe she had allowed Adrain to touch her in such an open space. All she needed now and wanted more than anything was some space. Freedom from him.

She took her heels off and finally met his gaze. "I need to find myself now. I can't keep doing this." She sniffed as more tears gathered at her eyes. "I need space from you and your punishments. Freedom to live life on my own terms. I don't want to be punished anymore, and I'm not your toy that you can give out to whoever you please."

“How dare you ask me if I wanted Elijah to touch me? To put his filthy hand on me? Did my screams sound like I was enjoying it?” She paused and choked back sobs. As she glared at him, her tears blinded her. "If anyone is to blame for Elijah touching me, then it's your fault Elijah forced himself on me; it's your fault!" She sobbed more, covering her mouth with her hands.

"He saw me as your plaything, and why not? You gave me to him as his pretend girlfriend. I know you don't care about me, but that was too much. I’m not even your property, but still, you gave me out to someone else after getting me all dolled up. disgusting!" She looked down at her clothes as more tears pooled in her eyes.

“You have always had your way. You do whatever you like, and you don't care how I feel about it. It's not your fault though," she used her hands to wipe her face.

"It's my fault because I shouldn't have let you treat me like a piece of trash. I gave you permission to do whatever you liked with me, so yes, I'm to blame for all this. Maybe if I had stood my ground with you, Elijah would not have tried to touch me; I would never have met Elijah tonight.

I kept telling you I didn't want to go, but you refused. You never listen to me; you always want to have your way, all the time, but no more. I won't let you do whatever you like with me anymore. I only wonder if I were your wife; is this the way you’d treat me? It would have been an arranged marriage keeping you away from your girlfriend, so I wonder if you’d have treated me worse.” She let out a dry laugh.

“Perhaps you’d have forced yourself on me when I refused to let you touch me.”
She looked away from him. "Goodbye Adrian." She whispered and turned her back to him, taking three steps away from him.

"What are you saying? Sara, where are you going?" Adrain wanted to say, but he was rooted to the spot, unable to move or speak. He was confused by her outburst. He didn't understand what was going on. Just some minutes ago, she had been begging him to make her cum, and now she was leaving him.

He thought about the punishment he had given her and wondered if it had been too much for her. She had never complained before about her punishments and had taken them all without a word.She couldn't leave him; she just couldn't. He had never had the chance to eat any of the food she prepared because of work, but if she left, he'd never be able to eat it ever again.

“I can’t do this anymore.” Sara whispered as she started walking away from him. It was all too much for her—the debt, the forced marriage that eventually didn’t happen, and then being forced to live with a total stranger. Then there was her grandfather, his illness, everything!

“I need to get out of here; it feels like I'm suffocating. I can’t breathe with so much going on at once. I just need space from everything. I’m tired of trying to balance school with everything else. I can’t even focus on school anymore.”
She sniffed and wiped her nose.

“Reading has become a burden, and you don’t even help out because you throw loud parties that keep distracting me, and then you bring girls over who don’t know how to stay in their place. Imagine them calling me the help, me!”

"Sara, you can’t go there; it's too dangerous.” Adrain ran after her, calling her name, and she stopped suddenly, making him lose his balance.

“Stay away from me Adrain, you don’t get to decide where I go anymore. That time when I let you do as you please is now over; I’m done with this life; all of it!” She ran off, dropping her shoes, as she disappeared into an unfamiliar road.

“Sara, come back; it's dangerous to go in there.” Those woods were no place for anyone to stay in. Absolutely no human being who went there came out alive. She didn’t know that, though, and that was why she was seeking refuge there. “How do I wa
rn her if she won’t even stop or listen to me?”