Chapter 14 Fourteen
Chapter 14
Damien's POV
My jaws were clenched as I manuovered out of the park. I was pissed, that was right.
I refused to believe Tessa used me. She cheated on her boyfriend with.. me. I'd heard everything, fuck!
"You can drop me off now" She said, but I only increased my speed not even sparing her a glance.
"Damien! Stop the fucking car!" She screamed, but I wasn't even paying attention to her. I was trying to rein in my anger, I didn't want to hurt her.
We zoomed past other cars, driving straight into the night with no idea where we were going to.
"Damien..." I could sense the terror in her voice, shooting her a quick glance. I saw how pale her face was, with tears gushing out of her eyes.
I brought the car to a stop as the tires screeched.
Her body shook lightly as she covered her face with her hands. I ran my fingers through my hair.
Fuck!
Even though I wanted to badly comfort her, I didn't reach out for her. We just sat in the silence, different thoughts running through my mind.
"Did you use me to forget about your boyfriend?" I asked, staring into the darkness. She sniffed, but didn't give me a reply.
"Answer me," My voice was a low growl. I was losing my fucking mind here. I'd thought we were attracted to each other, that there was some sort of chemistry somewhere.. was I wrong?
"I don't know, okay? I don't!" She snapped, digging her fingers into her hair and tugging, like she was trying to pull them out.
"I walked in on my boyfriend fucking his secretary. I got angry, walked into a club and decided to give my virginity to a stranger," She dragged in a shaky breath. "Fucking satisfied?" She asked, not even sparing me a glance.
Shit.
It all makes sense now. The reason she slipped out of my bed before I woke up. The reason she wanted nothing to do with me was because she was... Heartbroken?
"Tessa..." I turned in my seat to look at her. She closed her eyes, looking pretty even though her makeup was ruined.
I'd judged her.
"I just want to go home," She whispered, unbuckling her seat belt. I pressed the lock, immediately locking the doors.
She wasn't leaving here like this.
She struggled to open the door, knowing fully well I'd locked them. She gave up, covering her face with her hands.
I muttered a curse, before lifting her off her seat and placing her on my legs. Even though the car, didn't have space for my legs, she still fit perfectly.
"Look at me, please" I whispered, moving her hair out of her face. Slowly, she dropped her hands staring at me.
Her eyes were red, just as her nose. How much harm did I cost?
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I went all out on you," My eyes searched hers, looking for a cue to continue.
"I'd thought you used me... That what we had was fake. I got angry" I said and almost winced at how dumb my excuse sounded. She lowered her eyes.
"Tessa" I called softly, nudging her chin up so her eyes met mine. A voice suggested I drove her home and call it a night.
But there was something...
We stared at each other silently for a few seconds and on impulse, I leaned in kissing her.
She kissed me back giving me the go ahead I needed. Our tongues moved against each other, our teeths clanged.
My grip on her tightened, I drew her into me wanting to fuse our skins together. Her hands dug into my hair as she whimpered lightly.
Moving her hair out of the way, I placed wet kisses on her neck before making my way up her cheeks. She rocked her hips into mine and I knew I needed to stop if we were going to leave this place.
Digging my fingers into her hips, I tried to still her movement. The last thing I wanted was to lose control and if I did... I would only push Tessa farther.
I'd promise her to stay away and I meant it. Fucking her in my car, definitely doesn't count as staying away.
"Tessa" I muttered and she gave an impatient moan, struggling to grind her hips into mine. A rush of air escaped my lungs.
Damn, it was getting harder to resist her.
"Tessa," I bit out. My whole body was tensed and my dick was rock hard. "You're gonna regret this by the time you're done" That got her freezing.
She pulled her head back, staring at me as realization dawned on her. I could see the lust still lingering in her eyes.
She pushed her hair behind her ear. I cupped her face with my hands. Her face was already turning pink.
"God, I want you so badly it fucking hurts but I'm willing to wait," I muttered and she blinked. "You have to want me as much as I want you" I said.
She sighed.
"Just take me home, please" She muttered, climbing off me and settling back on her seat, readjusting her skirt and blouse.
I could see the look of guilt on her face. I gritted my teeth.
"Let's get you home, then" I forced a smile at her, as I turned on the ignition.
The headlights flashed, making it easier for me to see where we were.
Quickly reversing, I took a sharp turn and veered into the main road.
"House address?" I asked her, turning on the Google navigation. She typed in her address.
The rest of the ride was in silence with Tessa looking out of the window and the wind drifted her scent towards me.
My still hard dick twitched. I tightened my grip on the steering wheel.
I was going to have to help myself out... With my hand and the memory of Tessa pressed against me.