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Victoria’s POV

I am glad Kelvin forced me into spending the day with my father, it felt different and I loved it. We spoke about everything, I am happy he doesn’t think it’s his fault. I don’t want to tell him about Kelvin finding mom’s whereabouts not until I meet her first.

I would hate for her to meet him and reopen old wounds, I know how much her words with affect dad.

“How about a nice warm bath, I have a meeting so I will be back in a couple of hours.”

“I will wait so we will have dinner together.”

“I’m not coming back early.” Kelvin says and I smile.

“Doesn’t matter, I will wait. I will watch a movie till you get back.”

“So fucking stubborn.” He muttered against his breath.

“Just like you like it.” I grin and he smiles.

Normally I would spend the whole day crying on my bed, it is usually sad and depressing but today it’s different, I was actually happy today and it’s because of one man.

“Be safe.” I smile.

“I will be.” He replies carefully placing his lips on mine, our lips latched on to each other for a while before he moves away,

“When I come back.” He smirks, I know what that meant.

Kelvin’s POV

I hate leaving herself but I don’t have a choice, it’s the full moon and I’m going to transit into a werewolf, I won’t want to do that when she is in the house, she asked a lot of questions about the growls we heard in the dark alley, I managed to distract her for a while. I’m glad she has completely forgotten about it.

I had a smile on my face when my fingers made contact with my lips.

“We get it, you are in love. Stop being annoying.” Richard says and I roll my eyes.

“Shut the fuck up.” I mumbled.

Tonight I will find out if she is my mate or not, most werewolves find their mate during the full moon and I am hoping I will. We got into the woods, I have a house there, we usually come here every full moon night.

It is a hard time for us. The transition is painful, I always wondered why we went through this every fucking time.

“What happens when she is not the one.”

“I don’t know Andrew, I have a feeling she is. It’s different with her, I have never felt like this for anyone not even Ame-“ I stop myself from muttering her name.

I worked so hard to forget her, I won’t think about it anymore.

I stood outside, the moon glimmered against my skin, the sounds of wind filled my ears and all I could see is her face.

When I hear the sounds of a growl, I knew it has started. Richard is changing. I hear the sounds of cracking, I fell on my knees I let out a growl of pain.

Just few more hours.

The fur begun appearing, unlike everyday changing into a wolf under the full moon is longer and painful, I felt an agonizing sensation of pain rush down my spine, a feeling of fear filled my mind a tear slips out of my eyes when another bones cracks, my spine bone bends forming like an animal’s own.

I hear another growl coming from the woods, that’s Andrew, this is a curse from the moon Goddess to all the wolfs, the pain suddenly stops and after some few minutes it starts again. It took a couple of hours to get into the wolf shape,

It is done.

I let out a breath, my wolf felt no different. The feeling was there but I expected it to be different, she filled my mind.

“Do you know if she is your mate?.” Richard asks, he walks into his true form a white wolf with black eyes.

“No! She is not.” I whispered. “She is not mine.”

After the transition I am supposed to get a feeling of relief but I didn’t, I felt uneasy, she still clouded my mind yet she wasn’t mine, how is that possible.

Is the moon Goddess trying to play tricks on me.

“She is not mine.” I yelled, I ran through the woods, they know better than to follow me.

I let myself get hurt again, I let myself fall in love with someone that isn’t mine to keep, I ran as fast I could. I am tired of the pain. I ran faster until my wolf couldn’t run again.

“You will end up hurting me.” My wolf says.

I change into my human form, naked on the sand. I wish I could just find her.

I was already drunk by the time I got back home. I drank my sorrows away, she waited for me as she promised she would.

“Kelvin.” I hear her angelic voice.

She walked toward me, she lets out a gasp when she saw my cloth. I had stains of blood on me, I killed someone to let out the anger, it didn’t help.

“Don’t touch me.” I say with so much venom in my voice.

“Kelvin what is wrong?.”

“Get out.” I yell, she didn’t budge, she didn’t leave.

“I said get the fuck out of my house, the deal is off.”

“Kelvin what is wrong? I am not leaving until you tell me.”

“I don’t want you here.” I lied, I felt more pain than she did as the words escapes my lips. “Leave now, I don’t want to ever see you.”

“Where will I go?.”

“I don’t care just fucking leave.” I take her hand throwing her out of the house, her eyes brimming with tears. I hate the way she looked at me like I am a monster.

“Kelvin please.” She begged. "Tell me what is wrong? I know this is not you."

I’m sorry Victoria, I wish I could have you forever but you are not mine to keep.