Chapter 5: SARA
Zeus’s POV
The sunlight hit my eyes. We forgot to close the curtain last night. I turned to the other side of the bed and saw Sara sound asleep. I hugged her. She smells so good. I kissed her on the head then, tightened the hug and, sniff her neck.
"Mph. Hon, it is still morning!" she said in her low voice.
"I know, but I want to cuddle." I sweetly told her.
"Ouch!" I shouted. She pinched me!
She laughs at my reaction. As I got up I snatch a kiss from her lips and went straight to the shower. When I came out she was not in the room, so I went down, and there I saw her in the kitchen cooking. She does not know how to cook, but she's trying, I love her even more because of that.
I hugged her from behind not until I feel the heat from the pan. The back of my hand turned red because of what happened.
"Oh no!" Sara said.
She immediately took my hand and put it on the faucet, and let the water flow.
"Look! Your sweetness and clingiest can put you in danger” She looked at me worriedly.
"Hon, it is not serious. It's not directly from the fire." I gave her an assuring smile.
Hahaha! I really do love this angel, she looks cute when pouting which makes me want to kiss her, it looks inviting, so I did. I stole a kiss from her. She blushed and slapped my arm at the same time.
"Zeus, s-stop!" she is shy, I know.
"Hahaha"
She just stared at me and turned her back to leave. As she was about to leave, I pulled her for a hug.
"Hahahaha, you're so cute. I hope our future child will inherit that."
Her expression changes as she looked at me. I saw the sadness on her face.
"Why?"
She looked at me with tears in her eyes.
She bent her head down, averted her eyes from me.
"Hon, sorry if I don't want to get pregnant. But I've changed my mind, I thought if we have a kid, its better because there are little you or me running back and forth here at home. Our child will be our light. I think it will make our relationship stronger, but…"
She wiped away her tears before looking into my eyes.
"I felt pain in my abdomen recently, so I make an appointment to have a check-up.”
"What did the Doctor say? Are you okay? Is that normal?"
Even before she answered my questions, tears flowed down her reddened cheeks one after another.
"Hon, I can't get pregnant. When I decided to build a family with you, I ignored the pain. Hon, I'm sorry we'll be happy even if we don't have a baby right? “She was sobbing. Her teary eyes are convincing me.
I sighed, I don't know why I want to have a child, but what can I do if Sara can't get pregnant? I love her and I accept whatever she lacks. I hugged her to calm down. It's too early in the morning and I make her cry.
"Don't cry, it's ok with me. I love you" She hugged me tightly as well.
“Stop crying, Hon. You can be my baby forever. C'mon crying can make you ugly. You can't be a model anymore though you can model exclusively for me wearing nothing. “I jokingly said.
"Hahaha, Zeus!"
She hit my chest and smiled at me. Maybe, one of my dreams is gone, and that is to have a family with her but it does not change m love for her.