Chapter 4: POSITIVE
Zeus’s POV
Shit! When I come out of the shower, the woman is gone, so where is she? I wear my clothes and left the place. While I was driving, someone called me. I answered and put my Air Pods on my ear.
| Yes, hon.|
[Morning, hon! I miss you, where are you? I'm here in your office. Not only that, but I made pancakes for you!]
| Really? Thank you, I like it already. |
I heard her giggle.
[Come here, or else I'll eat all these pancakes. I rarely cook, hon. So don't miss it.]
| Yeah! Alright, I love you|
[I love you too, hon (mwa) Cant wait. I miss you]
| hahaha! I miss you too. Bye I'm driving|
I turn off the call after she said goodbye. She's my girlfriend, Sara. We've been together for 2 years. Many people say why we haven't gotten married yet. We've been together for a long time and were doing what married people do. I don't know, but I don't want to get married first. Even though we're regularly doing it, I never got her pregnant. She doesn't want to get pregnant because she's a model, and pregnancy will only ruin her figure. Yeah, that's what she said.
Well, were both a model. But that was back then I quit. I laugh when I remember the women a while ago. What if I get her pregnant what will happen? I want to meet her again. I found her fascinating. When will I be able to see her?
Lara POV
1 month later
Shit shit! Huhuhu
Please be negative, be negative. I don't know what to do. It's been a month, but what happened that night is still fresh to me, and I'm worried because my period hasn't come yet. I'm late!
"Oh !! shit !!"
I curse loudly when I saw the two lines in the PT I used. I used 10 pieces of it which are all positives; I threw them in the trash bin. I touch my flat tummy. How can I raise you? I don't have a job anymore, I have a little money I save, but that won't be enough. Your father and I are complete strangers. What am I supposed to do. I felt the wetness of my eyes. I'm crying because I'm not ready for this responsibility yet. I don't blame the baby quietly growing and living inside me, but it's not the right time. I have a lot of issues and problems right now.
I'm still young for this I'm sure your father would say the same. I don’t want you to face the world with a feeling that you are lacking in love. On the other hand, I'm happy because atlas I have someone to be with. I'll make sure he will have the happiest life once he came out. I caressed my tummy while smiling.
"I will raise you full of love even if you don't have a father. For sure, your father won't accept you. For sure, he will consider that night as a mistake. Don't worry, I can be instant for you, mommy, and at the same time daddy, I love you. "
I won't let that man know that you are existing, I don't know him, but I have bad feelings. He might take you away from me. He is not just an ordinary man.
I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror. The redness of my eyes is evidence that I am crying for a while now. I wiped away the dry tears. I turned on the faucet and washed my face.
It's not just about me, you are already here. You are at the top of my priorities. First, I need to have a check-up to make sure my baby is safe.