Chapter 62

Chapter 62
Kate gives him a smile and tells him "You are right Sir. I Am not the kind of person to enjoy other's pain. But with Nia it is different. I won't exactly tell you what happened but she always tries to put me down or Humiliate me. I am a kind hearted person but not too kind to excuse everyone whoever humiliates me"

Aaron gets furious knowing that Nia has tried to put her down but then suppressing the anger, he genuinely asks her the question which raised in his mind after hearing her not excusing the one who has humilated her hence he asks her "Kate. You said you don't excuse people who humiliate you or put you down. Then how did you not enjoy my pain like you enjoyed Nia's humilation. If it is seen that way then you should be hating me and enjoying my pain as well but you didn't instead you excused my behavior and is trying to be good to me. You in a way trying to heal me. Why is that so Kate?" Kate looks at him shocked hearing his question. She herself doesn't have answers to his questions. She doesn't know what to say at that moment. If it has to be seen that way then he is right. Honestly he has humiliated and hurted her a lot then why did she forgive him and excuse him. Why is she not enjoying his pain or never enjoyed his pain. Infact she is trying to free him from that pain. Why? Why there is difference of opinion in the case of two different people. Kate consoles herself saying that Aaron has given her a shelter, given her food and is paying for the treatment of her sister and that's why she has excused him or let the matter go. So she tells him the same.

Kate looks at Aaron while telling him "I can't enjoy the pain of the person who has given a shelter on my head and bread on my table. I can't hate the person who is paying for the treatment of my sister. I can't keep grudges against the person who has given me a job. It won't work that way sir. One should never have grudges against their boss. It is not a good thing to do sir. Even though you tried to break me and has humiliated me a lot but at the end of the day, the truth is if I am this safe today then the reason is you. At one point I forcefully tried to enjoy your pain, I forced myself to enjoy your suffering and kept on telling myself to be hard on you but my stupid heart didn't let me do that. It kept melting everytime you broke down Sir. It wanted me to console you. I didn't have the heart to enjoy your pain sir. Infact my stupid heart feels guilty for even trying to enjoy your pain. It keeps on making me remember as to how I tried to enjoy your pain and it makes me regret my thoughts sir. I understood one thing, my heart will never let me hurt you or enjoy your suffering.

Aaron looks at her shocked hearing her reply. He wasn't expecting this reply. What shocked him more is he didn't find a single hint of bitterness in her voice. He felt genuineness in her voice. She looked real. She felt real. She is real. He was expecting her to sound atleast a little bitter towards him but something like that didn't happen. He can't believe the positivity in her. She can actually see positivity in everything and today she is seeing positivity in this as well. She is a very amazing person and she keeps on proving that every day and makes him surprised with her maturity and kind heart. If anyone would have been in her place then they would have hated him and would have tried to take revenge on him and if that person was ambitious then she would have tried to use him but the woman infront of his eyes is different. She knew how to react to things. She knows how to win people's hearts with her good behaviour and kind heart. How much he wishes to be like her, strong and mature but he knows that he can never be like her. She is blessed by the God to have a strong mind and a kind heart. He can't even blame God. They both are put through tortures but she became strong and kind facing their tortures while he has become bitter, aggressive and stone hearted. She learnt how she shouldn't be from her past even after being very younger than him while he has learnt to be like his culprit to everyone and to survive here. And that is the reason why he never got peace while Kate is peaceful in her Life even after having a lot of problems written in her fate. She learnt to be grateful in her Life and that's why she is grateful to him even after he has made her go through hell. Her kind heart is letting her to be good to him. Her kind heart is not letting her enjoy his pain. Her innocent heart is not letting her enjoy his suffering. Her beautiful heart is making her regret for even trying to enjoy his suffering and his pain. Her heart is on his side. Even though her heart is on the left side still it has right intentions and right things in it. He is assured that even though Kate forces herself to do something wrong, her heart will never let her do that. Her heart will never let her enjoy his pain. Aaron keeps his hand on her head happily hearing her. He carrases her hair giving her a smile. He is happy with her words. His heart is fluttering with happiness hearing her words. He should be feeling angry or feeling bitter towards her for trying to enjoy his pain but he is feeling happy. He is feeling happy knowing that her heart will never let her become cunning or wicked no matter how much ever she tries. Her heart didn't become weak when she was soo young then how will it become weak at this age. Nope it will never. God has blessed her with innocence and kind heart.

Kate gives Aaron a smile. What she told him is right. She at one point tried to enjoy his pain but was not able to. Her heart still makes her feel guilty for even trying to enjoy his pain. Her heart makes her regret for trying to enjoy his suffering. She can't enjoy other's suffering at least when she has an idea that the person has gone through a lot just like she did in the past. It should be him regretting for humilating and hurting her but here she is regretting and feeling guilty like she has made him go through all those tortures and humi
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