Chapter 37

I pulled away from the door and tugged on the hook that held the sweater to my back. He noticed the movement and lowered the book, keeping his full attention on me. It sent a soft shiver down my spine, seeing how he analyzed me without having to move a muscle. Then I loosened the straps and let it fall to the floor. I heard a soft sigh come from him and his defined chest moved slowly.

For a moment, I could forget about David, couldn't I? Forget how much he dominated me with simple words and needy looks, I could lose myself in someone who didn't have a damn obsession, who was there as unhindered as I was.

I walked to the foot of the bed and pretended not to be naked from the waist up, receiving a suspicious look from him mixed with a curiosity that I also felt.

Ben put the book on the sideboard next to the bed while I forced myself to crawl over the covers, past his legs and finally so close that all I had to do was wrap my legs around his waist. And he helped me with that by holding my waist, making me fit my legs around his, and allowing me to sit on his thighs.

I didn't know if I should say anything or if I should ask like I had to do with Mike. I expected him to simply tell me to go back to my room because he wasn't in his right mind. And maybe I wasn't, especially because I liked the way his hands tightened around my waist, holding me firmly, giving me support and comfort so that I could stay where I was.

And I lost myself in the design of his body as I slid my fingers down to feel his firm skin. Ben smiled as he followed my fingertips and sank his hand slowly into the messy strands at the nape of my neck, pulling my head back and exposing my neck to his eyes.

Yes, I should stop this and he should tell me to go back to my room, but neither of us took the initiative, and nor would we. Ben let go of my hair after analyzing everything he needed and copied me, running his fingers down my skin, and circling my breasts as he watched my skin shiver.

My neck was the first target, and Ben trailed his lips down the skin to the base of my shoulder. Testing the sensitivity and smiling as he felt my body shudder when he touched certain places. And damn, I was enjoying it. My skin was explored slowly, alternating between his fingers and his lips, until his lips latched onto one of my nipples, making me sigh and finally forget all the problems that continually surrounded me.

Ben pushed back the covers and pulled them up to wrap them around my body, using it to pull me even tighter against his chest and I let myself be squeezed against him, clinging to his dark hair and pulling it to see what was so striking about his eyes. A seductive darkness drew me in until I plunged into his lips.

I forgot to breathe, my sanity gave way as Ben searched every corner of my mouth. Kissing me and pressing me against his without caring what the fuck we were doing. He was good, so good that he was touching me, trying to reach every part of my skin while still exploring my mouth. I could sleep soundly after that.

But I wanted more, much more and Ben seemed to want it too, especially when he squeezed me, forcing my body down, making me forget his touches to feel how hard he was for me. Ready to lose himself inside my body.

Who would have thought it, right? I was on the verge of collapse myself, sighing and moaning softly as I felt him move my hips with his hands, making my groin rub against his erection slowly.

"Ben..." I was losing it and needed more than he was giving me at the moment.

He laughed hoarsely, making my skin tingle with the sound.

"Don't say anything," I said, biting my lower lip. "Your moans, Sarah, that's all I want to hear."

Ben lifted my body to push the sweatshirt down and held me up in the air, dragging my panties aside and sliding his fingers along the wet expanse, and then pressing on my clit.

I moaned softly, feeling my body throb with the need for that sensitive spot. He then took his fingers into his mouth and tasted me, I watched ready to lose the line.

"Oh, fuck." He grunted a laugh, looking at me in a way that made me feel my channel get wet again. "Sarah, I wanted to suck you and feel your mouth on me before I came in you." I gasped and moaned, feeling him fit into my entrance. "But to be honest, I don't think you or I could wait that long." I flinched, feeling my body open slowly trying to receive him as best I could, but I had to bend over him to support my body as I felt him find my depths. "Fuck, redhead..." He moaned, looking down at me. "But I promise to take the time to do this when you're too soft and sensitive to push my head out from between your legs."

I moaned loudly as I began to move, feeling my channel receive him back and forth. Opening me up and invading my insides with a will, satisfying my curiosity in every way possible.

"Shit..." I grunted, I couldn't stand the pleasure that was overtaking my body and Ben smiled at me again, realizing what my cursing meant.

He grabbed me by the hips and spun me around without disconnecting our bodies. I lay back on the pillows he was using to support himself and bent slightly upwards, where I could see the junction of our bodies and how he forced his cock into my soaked entrance.

"Now I know why those two won't leave you alone." Ben sighed and increased the pace he used to fuck me.

I moaned as I felt my orgasm approaching and stared at him mischievously before answering the bullshit he'd said.

"I never went to bed with Mike." Ben raised his eyebrows and smiled mischievously, forcing my body closer and closer to climax.

"Too bad for him then, because you're fucking delicious."

I couldn't take it, my body trembled slightly and I finally gave in to the wave of pleasure that wanted to overwhelm me, however, Ben pulled out of me quickly with a hoarse groan before placing himself between my legs.

My clit burned with a painful pleasure mixed with the slight convulsions I was already suffering and making me find a new orgasm, painful, exciting.

I cried out a few times, watching Ben slurp between my lips, sucking and kissing the area I no longer had the strength to control.

"Hot pussy..." He said, climbing up my body to lie next to me.

I didn't have the strength to reply and even if I had, Ben pulled me in again to kiss me, taking away any opportunity to curse him for his lack of filter.

My body relaxed and was embraced by him, I sighed, Ben was incredible, but for a moment, I missed David. My body shivered with longing and I forced myself to think of the guy who was cuddled up to me and hadn't manipulated me to get into his bed, who hadn't forced me into anything.