Chapter 19
Ilayda's POV :
It's been a few days now after everything that Christan and his father told us , and we were still in the exact situation ; scarred , confused and we had no idea what was going on . It had been suffocating to stay in the house for the hole time , the others would get out sometimes along with a body guard but when i asked Christan to let me go out he refused and didn't even let me finish. So today i have decided that i'm going out and i don't care what he will say , it's just too much to bare , i couldn't even stay in the garden , go figure.
its was now a boring Sunday afternoon , Nona was resting a bit , Maribelle was out with some friends along with 'the sexy bodyguard' as she call him , Mrs Elfonso was out with her husband , even tho she hates me and she's mean to me i can't help but love the kind of relation ship she has with her husband , it's like the spark of love never disappeared between the two of them.
Christan in the other hand was in his office going god knows what . But i had enough , i was getting out today , i went upstairs to him , i didn't even bother to knock .
Rude i know , but i was so angry .
He looked at me surprised "what are yo-
" i want to go out for a bit , and i'm taking a guard wit-
" no , you're not , i'm not allowing " he got me so irritated " let me just say something, i'm not here to ask you for permission , i'm just here to let you know , i'm going grocery shopping " he tried to speak but i cut him . " before you try to say no again let me just tell , that i will jump from the fence and go on my own without any man with me if you don't let me , so don't worry i won't be late and i won't be far."
he sighted .
and it's there i knew i won i won , i'm going out , out , finally.
God , i sound like someone who just got out of jail.
without let him speak i quickly went to him and gave a small kiss on the lips , and before he could hold me i was already out.
Third person's POV :
we've been here for days watching but everything seemed normal , this mission was so fucking boring I don't even know why bother even doing this fucking job . My fucking ass is going numb from sitting for damn hours in this car watching a god damn door.
" i'm going to sleep tell me when something actually happen " i told the guy who was with me in the car , laying down at the back seats.
" the door is opening" i stood up and kept looking at the door , i girl came out of it .
" who is she ? " i asked him. I've never seen her before
" she 's the maid " what ?
How can she be the maid , she doesn't look like a maid , she look like...
oh fuck , get a grip on your self , man .
Ilayda's POV :
i was so happy, finally out , i know some people will be saying , what is wrong with you , you were in a goddamn mansion , you weren't in some jail. But try to stay in house for a hole week with strangers walking next to you holding guns , and they all looked angry , and just the hole situation in the house was weird and bad , every one didn't know what to expect and on top of all that , I was sad because everything that had been going on made me remember that horrible day over and over and i had no escape , that's why i needed fresh hair , and the kitchen needed fresh vegetables , so that's why i'm here in the grocery shop, the one close to this area because i don't want Christan to be more angry at me.
I always loved this shop because it's calm and only people living in this area come here , beside the cashiers are quite nice and polite .
I've been here for about forty five minutes i guess , i don't keep track of time . I tried to get everything that i can think off for the house and i was about to get some other vegetables and some lady stuff for me cause i'm running out of them, as I was walking my shopping cart suddenly hit an other one
" i'm so sorry " somethings from the other cart fell because they were on top, and i tried to collect them all.
" it's okay " the man's voice was so deep and masculine it sends shivers down my spine, he held my hand and made me stand to be exactly in front of him and looking at his dark black eyes
" i'm so sorry really ,i can be a little clumsy sometimes" he chuckled , i looked at my hand still holding his things and i noticed that it was some vegetables ,and they weren't good ,i gave them back to him " here, sorry again " , he smiled at me and took them " did you chose them yourself , he looked at me confused , and them i pointed to the vegetables .
" yeah" he kept looking and them then at me .
" they're not that good you should probably change them " he smiled showing his perfect teeth .
" i actually don't know how to shop for this , it's kind of new to me "he kept looking at me for few seconds then continue " perhaps you would like to help me " i smiled and nod " of course , why not , i'm heading to that section anyway "
We went to that section together each one moving his own cart , while having a little conversation , he told me he just moved to the area , that he's from Italy , but i kind of guessed it giving his accent .
"look before choosing any watermelon you need to make sure that it sound......" we went on and on me showing him every thing and answering his question , and before i can notice two hours are already gone .
My phone started ringing , i looked at it , it was Christan calling i knew he was angry , because i said i want be late and now it's almost evening and i'm still out
" hell-"
" cut the bullshit , and come home , now don't let me repeat myself or i swear to god you won't like the consequences " before i could say anything he hang up , he was so angry and he was shouting i had to keep the phone a little far from my ear to avoid any damage.
And at that moment , i knew i was in deep shit , i might as well kill myself before he does , i looked back at the man who told me his name is Rolando , and he was looking at me confused, and I'm sure he heard Christan shouting
" all good ? " he asked , i smiled and nod
" yeah i just need to go back , i'm really late "
" okay , do you want me to give you a ride "
" no it's okay " he simply nod not pushing it any further which i was thankful for.
I couldn't let him take me home , because Christan might see him,i know saying i sound like i did something wrong , but i didn't i just know Christan too well and i know he doesn't like me talking to anyone even if it was an innocent talk like the one i had with Rolando ,but he just don't get it .
And then it hit me , hit me really hard , like and ice bucket was thrown at me .
When I went out he must've sent a guard after me , a guard who saw me wondering with a man for two hours and went telling that to his boss, a guard that a stupid me forgot that exist.
Well shit , double shit , that's it I'm dead
RIP me
i said bye to Rolando and went real quick , i was running so fast .
I finally got home , the guards opened the gates to let me in , and then i went and opened and the front door , I took a look and no one was there , i let a breath i didn't know i was holding , then i went to the kitchen real quick and placed every thing i got in it's place , I looked around still no sign of Christan, this is getting really scary , i was so tired i went to my room because i wanted to take a shower before making dinner .
As i entered the room someone took me by surprised ,and slammed me against the wall and quickly went to close the door while the lights were still off, i was so scarred but i couldn't scream because this person had there hand on my mouth keeping me from saying anything , suddenly the hand moved away from my face and before can proceed what was happening that person was kissing me , i managed to free my hands and opened the light , it was Christan i pushed him away from me with all the force i own
" what the hell is wrong with ? " a was screaming
" i should be asking you that ? , What the fuck is wrong ? Are you sick of me , you don't want me anymore ?"
" what ? why would you say that , liste-
"no you fucking listen to me , and you listen good i fucking love you , and I want let any fucker take you away from me , hell i want even let you go , i'm a selfish man and i wan you all to myself and i want let you go okay and this is the fucking last time that i'm going to let you out on tour own let alone talk to a man you should thank god that i didn't lock you in this room even tho the idea is still appealing , i want to treat you good but if i found you with some fucking man ever again i want be able to control myself any longer i want be responsible for what happen you are mine fucking mine you get i will kill any one who tries to take you away from me you get that? "
after all he said all i can think about is
" woaw , but let me tell you one thing , no two things :A i'm not leaving you and that man means nothing to me , i was just lonely and scarred I wanted a friend i wanted something to take my head of the things we are living right now , okay ?" i held his face in between my hands and he seemed to relax a bit
" i can be your friend if you need one don't go to other man " God he was such a beautiful man i don't know how he got to me.
" shush,let me finish " he nod " the second thing is , i fucking love you too " he smiled
" say it again baby "
" i love you " i told him and he held me in his arms.
" i love you too "