Chapter 168

*DEBBIE KENDALL POV*

“When did you realize that his attitude had changed toward you?”

“Gifts, lots of presents, lots of kisses on the head, the innocent silly hand. I didn't understand that it was malicious, I realized something was wrong when he was in my room, putting me to sleep. He spread my legs and got between them, rubbing against me, saying he was just playing. The other day that scene never left my head, I was afraid to tell my brothers who were older than me, Jonathan was thirteen and Bruno was fifteen, but it was my mother who came directly to tell him.”

“Did you tell?”

“I talked to her, and explained how it happened in detail, she was surprised and surprised by what I said, but she asked me not to talk nonsense. From then on, gifts became frequent, visits to my room at the same rate, positions changed, and games gained new levels. This affected my school performance and my friendships, I was just stuck in my room, with the door locked.”

"My God..."

“I prayed a lot to him, I asked that this was nothing more than a nightmare or that I was crazy, but as soon as night came I shook, I cried, and sobbed. The employees gradually began to notice my intimate relationship with my father, when my rule came down for the first time I was filled with pills, my body began to change and take shape, and he was pleased with the results.”

I listened to her story in horror, I couldn't believe that she had such a frightening past, but I also didn't doubt her words because I didn't know any of her story, nor that of her family. Patricia continued:

“I'm not weak, Debbie, I told several people, employees, teachers at school... Do you know what happened to them?”

"What?"

“The maid didn't show up to work anymore, teachers resigned from the school, and that's where I found out that he had fixed everyone. I no longer knew who to turn to, so I turned to my brothers, who soon died in a car accident...” Patricia sobs with tears that fall from her eyes like waterfalls, she sobbed and gradually calmed down. “I dropped out of school, not by choice but because my father thought it was better, my mother committed suicide after the death of my brothers, and at the age of sixteen I stopped being my father's daughter and became his wife.”

“What a monster, you went through this alone...” Patricia ignored my tears and continued:

“I didn't understand the pills I was taking, sometimes I took them, sometimes I didn't...it was through this lack of information that I discovered the pregnancy, I was pregnant with you. With the little money I managed to steal, I ran away and came to Switzerland, I thought about aborting you in foreign clinics without any verification, but I didn't want to die and I wouldn't risk it because of you, where by pure luck I met your adoptive father and made him find that she was pregnant with his baby, that idiot....”

I cried like a hurt child sitting in that chair, I put my hand over my mouth preventing the sobs from escaping my throat, I didn't want Kevin or James to hear, I was devastated.

“You needed help.”

“I tried to love you, Debbie, I tried with all my heart, for the time you were in my belly I loved you. But when you were born I realized that I hated everything about you, you are similar to him, identical to him…” Her cut lips trembled and she started crying again. “Look, I know I was inhumane to you, I did exactly or maybe worse than what happened to me, I wanted to do it to you to feel revenge, even though I wasn't to blame.”

“I should have aborted, I would have done that.”

“I have questioned my weakness for years, a part of me knows that you are the most innocent in all of this, but an apology will not come out of my mouth, nor that I am sorry because if I feel this guilt and pain at the same time, it will destroy me completely.” Patricia rested her head on the head of the chair, rested for a few seconds, and finally said: “You already know everything, you already had your answer if you want you can kill me.”

At that time, with so much information, I didn't know what to do from now on, my head hurt and I tried to receive it all, but my mind rejected it. I got up from the chair and went to the table, took pliers, and broke the chains on her wrist, she looked at me confused.

“I don’t forgive you for what you did to me, death is not enough for you. You go to a psychiatric clinic and will only leave there when you are dead.” Patricia looked at me with a serious expression and at least I turned my back to her, to get out of that place, she started shouting:

"Kill me! Come on, kill me!”

I walked through the door and I saw Kevin and James nearby when they saw me they came to meet me, and I just smiled at them.

"How it was?" James asked.

“Put her in a psychiatric clinic, death is not enough for her.”

"He is sure?" Kevin asked.

"Yes!"

"All good."

I rested my arm on James' shoulder and quickly lost consciousness, but his arms were agile and lifted me, I fell into deep darkness.