Chapter 27 27
Chapter 27 27
" I have something I do so I want you to start directly and tell me every thing . Then after that , Get out '
Pain crossed his eyes as it happened a while ago, my heart felt his pain as well. Come on my heart! do not be like that! Why do I feel this way? I hate him, right? Why am I in pain because he feels pain?! Why is it so hard to hate him and stop loving him at the same time?!
" Well ... as I told you from before , I've done all the things because of my plan stupid than for revenge . I hated your brother because of what he did to my sister . I saw how it suffered my sister and was not able to move forward after he did your brother out . We 're angry too because it ignored all and throw it away Such as garbage that does not value her and sent a paper to divorce her after a miscarriage . Then he met a woman and completely forgot about my sister . Your brother destroyed Neil "
My jaw fell because of his confession. Anger rose in me. He doesn't know anything about what really happened! I shook my head in disbelief and was about to yell at him as he continued.
" But believe me , did I plan never all what happened . Did not mean to do all that for you . I saw you accidentally wrong when exposed to an accident because I I was passing from the road . At the beginning , did not have any idea of all of their passenger car taxi and car payment quartet , but when I opened a car taxi , I was surprised to see you and the blood on your head . For good luck Sped take us all to the hospital , including those of people in cars pay four - wheel and the driver of the taxi . I was the one who took you to the hospital . I just wanted to help you at that moment , but when I woke up from the coma and Did Tsttiei remember any thing about you , I thought suddenly in that idea is crazy and told you I am your husband . Maybe I said this out of anger towards your brother and didn't realize it was n't your fault . But to my surprise , with the passage of days that you are where you , fell in love , so much so that I did not I could be I believe it at first . You do not know the number of times that I wanted to tell you where all things and but I was scared too of your loss . I fell in love without that catches up . I've brought Luna new to my life and lose the last what I wanted , so --- "
" So I chose to continue deceptive? ! Year Full O Ya_iz ! Was to have a year to tell me all the thing and but you are not doing never ! Now you say you love me? ! What? ! Do Azptna for you loved me ? !" Screamed it fiercely.
I can no longer, so I cried. My chest hurts so much that I need to cry or I will explode. Why do I have to suffer like this? Am I a bad person and is this my punishment?
He got up from the sofa and kneeled in front of me. Hold my face and wipe my tears with both thumbs
" Chch baby , from please , stop from crying . I know that what I did you was something not unforgivable , but from please , no doubt never in my love you because this is the most thing sincerity I gave you . I know you feel that I love you when we were together . You are more one learn How much I love her was about to hug me when I stood up to run away from him.
" You rascal , You know that? ! I Jranna because of what happened to Jokhan and Neil . But guess what? I realized that you do not know any thing about what happened already . If it was there someone must to be angry here and seeks to take revenge , he is my brother and our family . " He stood up and faced me with a confused look.
' What do you mean? ' I laughed sarcastically.
" In time coming , I know the facts , not the myths that I told her sister , " he shook his head and I can say that he has lost his senses. He bent his jaw and I saw on his face that he was starting to stiffen up as well.
" Sweetie , you do not know what that you are talking about "
' No ! You're the one who doesn't know what he's talking about, " I screamed furiously and was astonished.
" You do not know how that all what happened has damaged the lives of my brother . He married your sister and remained faithful to her and but what did your sister in return? I have wounded him and to the extent that we thought it would not be able to move forward . For good luck , entered Safda his life and returned my brother , who I knew him . you know what? You made my anger towards you escalate because of your limited thinking . I finished the talk with you . Get out !' I said coldly and turned my back on him.
But like it happened a while ago, he didn't let me go. Instead, he prevented me from leaving by hugging me from behind.
" Darling of please . Do not you go I'm confused now , and but of please , let 's think in ourselves now and forget your brother and my sister . I will do any thing to make every thing between us is good . Just tell me what I do and I'll do it , do not Tdfiena away . From please "
I bit my lower lip because I could feel the warmth around me because of it. He put his kiss on my shoulder which instantly made my body feel hot. Even though I was angry, his gestures were slowly melting my anger. Damn! Why am I so weak when it comes to it?
" I want to be beside you especially now . After that became pregnant Btflana . From please , let me to love you once again . I miss you so much my little '
Yes, those words were like music to the ears, but it wasn't that easy. Back to the way things were before. If I were to follow my heart, I might forgive him and stay with him again. But it's not that easy, there's something inside of me that prevents me from doing it. my anger? My dignity ? my ego? I don't know anymore.
All I know is that I'm still hurting and I need to heal first. I need to think and weigh things properly before making any decision. But in order to achieve that, I have to be far from it. Dimension, that's what we need now.
" You're asking me what I want now? I want Yagiz space . Don't show yourself to me for three months . That's what I need. " He slowly wrapped his arms around my waist.
" T .. three months? But --- ''
" If you want really to start to heal and forget about what happened , Stay away Me . If you are not able to give me that , do not appear in front of me once again never ." I remained silent for a few seconds.
" And - and but three months ... time long is very dear . Do not think I can that I do so . What about our baby? I want to be next to you in every step to even give birth . From please , Do you can get him months at least? "
" Do not have the right to request any thing from me now , Ya_iz . I settled my order . And whether you agree or not , I'll do it . " Dropped his shoulders and looked like a lost hope suddenly.
" If I gave you a space that Trdia , does give me a chance again to enter into your life once again? " He asked reluctantly. Fear was evident in his eyes when she faced him.
" I don't promise you anything because , frankly , I do n't know what to say, " he slowly shook his head as tears threatened to fall from his eyes.
It really hurts. I looked away because I was also in pain because I saw this pain in his eyes. I need to be strong and stick to my decision.
" H - Okay . I'll give you three months . But after that , will come back and I'm talking to you once again , " What? Easily agreed?
I felt like a fool when I suddenly felt a pain in my heart when I heard his voice in agreement with my words. He didn't try to do anything else he didn't try to defend our relationship. what do you expect? This is the best way to be yourself again! You were the one who suggested it, so!
" Q - We'll see " I answered and was about to turn away from him, suddenly he came up to me again and took my hand. I automatically tried to pull my hand out of his grip but he wouldn't let me.
" Sweetie , of please , do you can to give me at least a hug before to go? " His eyes were begging and is staring at my eyes. Swallowed hard. My heart is beating faster.
' Please ?' When I didn't reply, he slowly put his hands around me as if he was waiting if I was going to fight back or not. When I didn't push him away, he pulled his arms around me, and buried his head in my neck. I was elated when I felt him give me little kisses right there with my shoulder just as he did a little while ago and then before my forehead.
I bit my lower lip and put my hand on his chest. I need to pay it before I give up. But before I can do that, walk away a little.
" From please , for once one only . Let me kiss you , " I was about to express my protest when suddenly I felt a kiss without waiting for a nice pink. My God! My body fetishes and I lay there, immobile for a few seconds.
' I love you so much, sweetheart . I will not appear before you for the next three months , I will do so even if the matter kills me ; If it was that will make you happy , I 'll do it . I hope only that after these months three , Ststtiei finally to forgive me and you will begin the new with me He said smiling faintly, but I saw the sadness in his eyes as he stared at me. He lovingly wiped my cheek.
I opened my mouth to say something but I didn't know what to say so I looked down and looked at the ground. I felt him kiss my forehead again before whispering how much he loves me and then left.
I stayed where I was I didn't know how long before I realized I was already crying. My heart was screaming to follow him but my mind was stopping me from doing so. A strong gasp came out of my lips as I felt a pain in my heart. Thinking that before I asked him made me sad. He didn't even try to convince me. Why do I feel this way?! I wanted him to leave me alone, but now I'm sorry. Am I crazy?
I wiped my tears but she was so stubborn and kept falling against my will.
" Why do you cry Hazan? I have a person who told him not to come and see you in months three next , is not it? " I looked at the Aegean , which now stands in front of me.
" Eavesdropping behind doors defect " and scolded as more wept. I sighed and sat on the arm of the chair where I was sitting. You rub my back, console me.
" I have not seen you weepest this form because a man never . Tell me , do you is the father of your child? " There is no benefit from lying now I nodded my head.
" I think you 're with him while you are in Greece , is not it? " She fell silent for a few seconds before answering.
' Yes . I was with him the whole time .'
' Do you like him? ' I pressed my lower lip in order to prevent myself from crying any further.
“ It hurts me ,” she muttered instead of answering her question.
" But you are still love him , is not it? " Touht from the inside. It's really annoying sometimes. I did not answer her and remained silent. I wiped my tears and took a deep breath to calm myself.
" Well , will not Ojbarak the answer , but I can see that you do not Tsalyn Thpinh . And only will not cry in this form if you did you return love him . Whatever it was what happened to also , I hope that Taatmkna of reform together especially now after that became pregnant , " I looked at my stomach And she wiped it gently.
" What I still Mtoveh because of what he done , but my heart stubborn is not still love him . Do not know what to do after now for this reason asked him not to see him for months three coming because I hope that after three months , I will be able to overcome the dislike for him , and we can start from a new ." I said and hugged her and cried on her chest.
" Do not know what to say to you as an advice because you know very well that I do not know anything about love . And but let me to tell you this; you should be you stop for depression and try to live a normal and if he did not happen anything at all . Take Action so from for your child . If it's Yagiz Loves you really , you 'll have to here after three months certainly . Being strong darling did I know that you can be Tkona weak like this . Where is the brave and strong Hazan Zaki Shamakran that I used to know? "
I laughed softly and pulled away from her
" I'm going to my room "
“ Do you want me to accompany you? ” I asked worriedly . I shook my head and smiled at her.
' No need for that . I want to be by myself at the time the current . " I stayed in my room all the time while thinking about the Ya_iz and our child and our situation. Ege right. I need to assemble myself for my child. I have to and try to be happy without Ya_iz
Another two weeks went by and I felt imprisoned with each passing day because the need to see Yagiz became almost impossible to resist. I'm not sure if it's because of my pregnancy but one thing is for sure, I need to see and hear it.
I am still confused and angry at what he did but my stupid heart screams his name. I got frustrated and turned on the TV to watch something for me to free myself from continuing to think about it.
But my eyes widened when I saw Yagiz on TV and he was with a beautiful woman in an interview. They are in front of his group of companies, if my memory serves me properly. The woman put her arms around Yagiz's and jealousy started to eat my heart.
' Mr. Eggemann , is it true that you are not the CEO of your company and let your sister deal with it? ' asked the reporter.
' What I still president executive , but there are things important I need to direct my attention to it so deal my sister and dad with our company at the time the current ' '
" Are the rumors about being like a girl , right ? Are you planning for your marriage for this reason given administration for your family in this period? Is she Mrs. Lalai beside you are lucky that captured the heart in the end? 'Reporter asked bluntly, referring to the woman next to Ya_iz. She smiled women happily .
' Of course , that's true . We 're dating at the moment, ' the woman said, even kissing Yagiz's cheek.
I couldn't take it anymore. I turned off the TV and then wiped my tears angrily. To hell Yagiz Yildiz Egeman! I hate you! I was thinking of seeing you because I missed you so much but it turns out you're playing with me! Be with that woman and I will find a man who will truly love me. I will forget you because you are not worth it!