Chapter 174

Chapter 174
3 months later

Helen

It’s been 3 months living a normal live and let me tell you it’s the best feeling ever. My panic attacks have stopped; I’m drinking lesser of the anxiety meds. Johnny and I have moved into our new place and it is just perfect. Work is going so smoothly the stocks had picked up a lot, not enough according to Johnny but in my eyes I’m sure it’s better than it was. So, all in all everything is going great. My dad went on a cruise for single people, he didn’t want to off course he said it’s to soon after everything that happened with my mother but Johnny and I convinced him to go and have fun he didn’t have to get a wife out of it, we reminded him countless times, just have fun. So, his been gone for a few weeks now. Sonja has been fully trained at my job so when I’m not feeling well, I go home and Sonja takes over from me which is great although it’s not a lot that I leave work without Johnny, we are basically joined at the hip if you can put it that way, I think after all the trauma we went through it’s just normal. Jared and Damon are both bored out of there minds because we are living a normal life eventually. And they didn’t need to be on high alert anymore.

Tonight, Johnny and I decided it’s eventually time to celebrate our normal life we waited 3 months before we decided to celebrate. I think both of us was to scared that the next shoe will drop so we waited for everything to settle. Johnny and I went home early to go and get dressed we not just going to any restaurant we are going to Smith & Wollensky, which means we wanted to dress the part and besides we didn’t dress up for a while now. Johnny got dressed in his tuxedo and left me to finished. I decided on one of my Chanel Red evening gowns. It was according to me except off course for my wedding dress the most beautiful dressed I owned. I paired the dress with a pair of Louis Vuittons and made my lips as red as I could. My hair was styled in long curls. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I actually looked pretty for myself for the first time in a long time I felt good about myself. I walked out of the room to find Johnny at our favorite spot looking over Lake Michigan. He saw my reflection in the window and turned around. “Oh my God babe you look absolutely stunning.” “Thanks Johnny you look dapper as always.” “Oh, this old thing?” He asked as he touched his tuxedo. He pulled me closer to him and kissed me; he devoured me actually. When he finally let go of me, I had to ask “You sure you want to go out and not go to bed because that kissed got me wet.” “Oh, babe you’ll just have to wait. We waited long enough to celebrate our normal life.” “That is true but we can celebrate in bed as well.” He just smiled at me because since I wanted a baby so bad I never say no to sex in fact I initiate it almost all the time. He took my hand and we walked out of our beautiful house. When I walked out, I was shocked even Jared and Damon were wearing tuxedo’s “Oh goodness look at you guys, so dapper.” “Thank you, Helen.” Both of them said. Johnny held the door for me and I got in then he walked around to his side where Jared was holding the door for him. It all looks so formal. “Jeez I might think we are royalty tonight.” I said to Johnny as he got in. “You are my Queen, aren’t you?” Johnny teased me. “And you, my King.” We got at the restaurant and the hostess led us to our table a nice private table far away from anyone, where we could have any kind of conversation and no one will over hear us. 

When we sat the waiter came and Johnny ordered the best bottle of champagne they had, he was clearly going all out tonight. When the waiter was gone, he took my hand over the table and kissed it. “Babe, I know I’m asking you this a lot these days but please tell me are you okay?” “I’m better than I was in months Johnny I promise.” “I can see that but I want to know emotionally are you getting better?” “You should stop worrying about me so much.” “Never.” He said with a smile in his eyes. “Thank you, Johnny, but I promise you I’m better I’m drinking less of the anxiety pills I also seldom get panic attacks anymore so yes I’m in a very good space now Johnny.” “Good because I want to ask you something.” “What? It sounds serious.” “No, it’s not serious I was thinking when your dad comes back maybe we can go back to Hawaii and renew our vows this time with family and friends. Make it a real wedding.” I smiled from ear to ear because although we had the worse time in Hawaii going back to renew our vows having my father walk me down the aisle it was what I wanted. “Yes, Johnny, I would love that.” “So, you’re not thinking it is to soon?” “No not at all then we can even invite Romeo and Jennifer it would be amazing. And the house will be ready as well.” “That was why I thought we can do that I’ll ask my friend for his house as well then we have more than enough space for our guest and we can do it at the spot we married the first time, if that is okay with you and won’t bring back too many bad memories.” “That would be perfect.” “Are you sure?” “Yes, Johnny, I’m sure.” “Okay great I’ll get the ball rolling, should we hire a wedding planner this time around?” “I think so we can’t let the Mafia king of Las Vegas come to a do-it-yourself wedding, can we?” We both laughed because who on earth would have thought we actually know a Mafia King and are actually friends with them.