Chapter 16 16
Alpha Knox~~
Even though I regretted that moment with her, I still didn't care and entered the bathroom with her. I kissed her neck down to her chest while thrusting her harder and deeper.
She moaned against my flesh, gripping me tighter while she leaned on the wall and her legs crossed to my waist.
I was supposed to stop, but I truly couldn't. I fucked her recklessly until she moaned my name several times, convulsing in my arms. I took her other nipple into my mouth and sucked tenderly on it.
She dug her fingers into my hair, panting heavily while rocking her waist against my còck. She tilted her head backwards, letting out soft gasps and forcing her nipple deeper into my mouth.
I fondled her other breast, rubbed her hard, poking nipple while finding pleasure in her soft, continuous gasps.
Her breath was harsh and desperate against my skin, and her face flushed in pleasure.
I penetrated deeper into her damp hole, claiming every bit of her, groaning in the pleasure that overwhelmed me. She stretched and contained me as my còck grew larger. My wolf whined in ecstasy as I rode deeper into her honeypot.
She shut her eyes tighter, cumming once again while panting and moaning for more in my ears, and then I released every inch of my semen into her once again, taking a deep breath and resting my forehead on her chest.
Her fingers tangled my hair. Her breath was raspy just like mine.
Reality dawned on me right away, and I recalled the repercussions of what I had just done with her. Again, I got swayed by my heart, and that wasn't a good thing.
“Knox,” she mentioned, and I raised my face, unsure whether to be mad at her for deceiving me or not. “Get away from me. We are done!”
Just like that? Why was she the one saying that when it should be me?
I pulled out of her slowly and helped her to her feet, then she released a heavy breath and caressed my chest.
“You did a nice job. I could comfortably spread my legs for those other men,” she uttered, her voice tender while she ran her fingers on my hairy chest. “I'll take a quick bath and leave.”
But I didn't let her pass by me. In fact, my wolf snapped in my head upon hearing of her going to the club, and I knew it could take over me anytime, because I was going to be too weak to handle it.
She lit her lashes up and cocked her head to the side, "What's this? Didn't you want me to go clubbing and get you some more money?”
I desperately searched for a reason to give, because having her know that it was my wolf doing this would make me look weak. Not like I didn't want her to go to the club, but my wolf would haunt me if I let her go…But I truly didn't want to share her with anyone.
“Let go of my arm!” She forcefully flung her arm away from me and walked towards the shower. “You don't even know what you want. At this moment, you want me under you. And next, you want me under another man,” she muttered, and I heard her clearly.
Being my whore was a punishment; a way for her to detest me because I was cold to her. But most importantly, I did it for myself, because I thought I could begin losing my feelings for her. After all, she was now shared with other men.
Still, I believed in one thing. The night she is finally claimed by another man, I would probably begin despising her. And so, stopping her from going to a club wouldn't do me good.
‘You don't dare, Knox. I want to spend tonight with my mate.’ My wolf snarled in my head, and I gritted my teeth.
The sound of the water running down made me turn to her. She didn't look bothered by the idea of being a whore any longer. Maybe she seduced me because it would be our last time together.
‘Just this night, and I'll have nothing to do with her again; there would be no reason for her not to satisfy my clients every night.’ I said to my wolf even as it pounded my head, yet I didn't care.
I began undressing, and when I was done, I went under the shower with her.
She was shocked at first and tried to step back, but I pulled her closer and began bathing us. Later, she felt so comfortable and even giggled amid the ridiculous stories she kept telling me, like those days when we were still lovers.
One thing I loved so much about her was that she was talkative when with me. The last thing she would do was stay a second without speaking, and no matter how boring it sounds, I still loved it.
I couldn't believe the old me returned that moment before her, that one wouldn't believe she was a slave.
“I'm going to fuck you the whole night, so don't oppose, because you started it. You'll leave tomorrow morning, and after that, there will be no reason for us to be together or for you to set foot in my room. There will be no night you don't frequent the club, so you get ready for that fate you deserve.” I said to her face, trying as much as I could to sound mean and cold to her.
She watched my lips, and after I was done speaking, she kissed me, making me flinch, because I didn't see that coming.
“Dear Knox, that's your cup of tea!” she responded and winked, then began walking away from the bathroom as we were done.
I watched her exit the bathroom, and all I could do was gasp in lost.
What does that fucking mean? I thought of trying to torture her so she understands what I meant.
After having dinner, we lay together in the bed, and no matter how much I tried to calm my wolf to understand that we had boundaries, and that there were consequences for letting our feelings fool us, the old man couldn't control his erection.
Before dawn, I fucked her at least three times. And all those times, I wished morning wouldn't come faster.
I missed her so much; there was no room for my lies.
She was one female who'd stolen my heart even before we realised the matebond. I hated that he was from that family, but there was nothing I could do.
Very early, I woke up, and she was still deep asleep on the bed. I didn't bother waking her up, but left the room after freshening up. I ordered Levi to take her away the moment she woke up, because I wouldn't stand watching her leave me.
Hours later, I sat in the middle of the cigarette sticks I had burned, with a glass of whiskey resting in my palm, when Levi mindlinked me that he had taken her away from my room.
Tears welled in my eyes, but I had no reason to shed them.
If not for the stupid curse I didn't know how to lift, why would I be far from my mate? I understood that I accepted my feelings for her because I had a motive towards her family. But I didn't plan to get rid of her like her family, yet I couldn't even have her peacefully.
‘Henceforth, make sure she doesn't enter my room again, nor would she miss each night at the club.’ I said to Levi through the mindlink. ‘Also, have that spy executed tonight. Don't wait till tomorrow's noon.’
I knew Phoebe would be sad, but maybe that would show her how mean I was and why she should cooperate and do what's necessary for her to do.
It would even get better if, because of the lady's death, she hates me so much and avoids me.