Lover

*Ella*

The thought of the men in my life had me shaken up, I wanted to be something to them, but I couldn't decide if that was a friend, lover, or both. I want to understand everything about them, but I love how they keep my thinking. Since I started working for Nik, a lot has happened. Nik has been lovely with me; we have been going to lunch together lately. Both guys have been spending time with me together a lot more; there has been talk of going on a group date because they both want to spend time with me. I usually nod and snuggle into Nik or Alex. On the other hand, Alex has been sleeping in my bed with me lately because my nightmares have been happening more frequently; I haven't told Nik because he's usually focused on his meetings, and sometimes he wants to talk about having me move into a bigger apartment.

Truthfully our relationships are different; I want us to have our seperate connections, but I also want to be their equal in every way; something about being with them makes me happier than I have ever been, but something is off with them. It is like they are hiding something. I want to know what they are thinking about.

*Nik*

I have been texting Alex all day about the group date with Nukke, but he has been stubborn because they haven't had a date yet; he is dragging his feet about this. It is annoying how he has been going so slow with her; he can ask her on a date. It would help her get to know him better. I know he has fallen for her already, but she always looks sad when I drop her off at the apartments, and she goes to his place; I don't understand. Maybe she is disappointed with how he handles their relationship because he would have already taken her on a date if she was anyone else. Also, he never allowed a girl to stay in his apartment longer than an hour because they started going through his stuff and poking holes in his protection. I mean, those women were crazy.

The thought of her being with me and my brother drives me crazy, but something about her makes me think this would work and that she could keep us both sane. Everytime I have seen her lately all I can think about is how I want to make her mine but I can't yet. I am waiting on Alex to pick up his pace and take her on a date hopefully that will be soon. He said he had something planned just for a woman like her, she deserved the world and we aim to give her the world and more.

The one thing I really want to do is make her mine, I want all of her mind, body, and soul. After work I head back to my apartment, I walked to my closet and opened the hidden door behind all of my clothes. I picked up this custom made morse code collar, I had it specially made for Ella when I realized my feelings for her but she has yet to discover this side of me and I don't my dominant side scaring her off. The funny thing is Alex has one for her too but the colors are opposite mine are red and gold while his are gold and red. Those are our favorite colors since we were kids and ever since we have used them for everything from how we detail our cars and apartments to how we schedule event and meetings.

My phone was ringing, I checked and saw that it was Alex.

"Hey I am taking her out tonight." he said in a nervous tone

"She doesn't like flashy things, but she loves a walk in the park." I said trying to ease his nervousness I almost wished it was a group date so she can understand how much we both care for her.

"Nik, I haven't done this whole dating a girl I like thing a lot I dont' want to mess up." I chuckled because he was right we didn't do this often but the bet was on the line.

" It's okay, just breathe." I told him, I could tell it relaxed him a bit

" I have to get ready, I'll see you later." We hung up and I sat on my bed, staring at the necklace in my hands hoping she accepts it when we offer them to her. She doesn't have to wear both unless she wants too that is the point of us making it the same colors but opposite so she can switch them out every once in awhile.

I hope their date goes well I can't understand why they wouldn't. They get along great already but he has never been this nervous and I have never been this worried about a woman liking one of us never both of us at the same time.

This date has to go perfectly for both of them, I hope he doesn't screw up. I go to my home office and try to get some work done before I head to bed trying to figure out how I am going to win this bet against my brother. I want to win I haven't bed a woman since I met Ella and it is making me crazy I crave her more than I have wanted anyone else in my life. Most women throw themselves at me but all I want is her. She is all I see when I close my eyes and she is all I think about even at work I can't focus on meetings with her there. I have to get Alex take over a few meetings for awhile plus we have to plan for a business trip for a week in Australia. I can't believe this deal is finally going through plus I get to see Nukke in a cute bikini.