MY FATE.

Adolph's Pov

"Hey, kiddo." I looked in his direction and saw Gérard smiling at me, he walked up to me after my father left with the king to go speak privately and who was he calling a kiddo.

I was nearly nine years old.

"Can you at least smile at her? She's quite scared of you, because of your cold aura." He beamed, he was also handsome as the rumors say and his eyes seemed like someone who hasn't experienced any hardship before, quite pure.

At the time, I saw him as a kind-hearted Alpha. I wondered why he was so handsome and nice. I thought an Alpha was supposed to be rough, tough, and bold, and why was he behaving like some pussy-acting like an angel.

"How is that my business if she is not smiling?" I coldly added, clearly showing that I was not in the position to be friendly with him.

He shrugged, still beaming. "You know one thing about this little thing is that she just wants to be your friend,' he faced Oceana. "Isn't that right, gorgeous?"

Did he just call her gorgeous?

The little six years old, Oceana shook her head and in her cute voice, she said. "He's…really scary, mommy wants me to play…play with him but he's not playing with me."

Was it by force to play with this little shit, I could easily knock her out with just a snap of my finger.

Gérard laughed and patted her long hair. "Don't worry, he's just a nice Alpha."

I wasn't nice.

"He's tired from a lot of work, that's why he's like that." He persuaded her.

Tired from a lot of work? Is he joking or what?

And the idiot really listened to her brother and happily hugged him like a kid who just won candy for doing well.

To my surprise, she waved at me before leaving. "Have a good night, Adolph, don't let the bugs bite you, sweet dreams."

Huh, was she saying all those words to me? Bugs? Dreams? I scoffed and nearly laughed at her funny expression.

"Gorgeous, it's time for bed."

Ocean's nodded.

He then carried her in his arms, as she tagged along with him giggling.

As they walked away, she waved at me once again and wrapped her little arms around Gérard's neck.

Wow! She was a spoiled brat.

I don't know what came over me, so I decided to go see her and know if she was sleeping, maybe check on how she played because she was quite fascinating to me.

However, what I saw shocked the fuck out of me.

Gérard was kissing her passionately, why was he kissing a six-year-old?

This was an assault.

I morphed my hand, ready to attack him when I noticed she was sleeping, he pulled away from her as she fell into his arms. Gérard's blue eyes glowed, he licked his lips and murmured.

"Mate.``

He was her mate.

He suddenly released his pheromones, I knew I had to get out of there before I got caught.

At night, I couldn't sleep properly and the thought of them doing those kind of things shocked me.

Why would a brother, an Alpha, do such a thing to his sister, it doesn't make sense.

For a couple of days, it bugged me but I couldn't get it out of my mind and if I should question Oceana, she will look idiotic.

A year passed by, and Oceana and I became best of friends.

She taught me so many things that I could never count.

I was grateful and glad she did because she was the only one who stood by me when everyone was afraid to approach me and make friends with me despite my cold demeanor. I sometimes wonder how she got over her nervousness and drew closer to me, she was kind and cheerful. She made my day a bright one and made me feel all kinds of feelings I have never felt before, I was…happy being around her.

But the worst happened, when I discovered my little sister was my mate, on a bright full moon, I ripped her clothes and pushed her as she hit her back against the wall and took her there, I marked her and claim her as my mate, but there was one problem, I couldn't tell the world who my mate was and that became my dark secret and a hard but to crack.

My father took me to so many ceremonies searching a mate for me and finally decided to hand me over to his friend's daughter since she was powerless, couldn't shift into her wolf form unless I'm there with her, and still she had no powers. Seeing all that, I decided to take an advantage of her disability to shift, to protect my sister since everyone was beginning to suspect and could perceive a strange scent and speculate that I had gotten a mate.

I had to tell her that I was her mate, inform her parents, and tell lies to my parents, and the pack as well. How I got the bold step to walk around and speak about what was not true to everyone surprised me, that day I took on a heavy burden on my shoulders and this went on for years becoming a dark secret no one knew about.

Not even my two best friends knew my secret, I was terrified to tell anyone, just to keep my sister safe.

My sister eventually got married to one of the Alphas against her will, I couldn't fight for her and go against my father, I didn't want anyone to suspect me.

After she left, I missed her so much and couldn't bear to part ways with her. She also felt the same way and before we knew what was happening, we began seeing each other secretly, having an affair, and cheating on our spouses.

And, despite hiding the truth, our wolves couldn't bear without seeing each other, it became a tough one.

We would have sex from morning till dawn, exhausted with our cums tired all over our bodies under the moonlight.

"I wish we could do this every day." She murmured, kissing my chest and licking my nipples.

I looked at her and kissed her forehead. "Me too, I'm sorry for being so weak, my love."

She shook her head. "No, I don't blame you and besides, I don't want you to leave me, Adolph, you are the only one I've got." she happily uttered.

At times I was regretful, wishing I could help her and announce to the world about us, that's why I told her I was weak.

I hate to admit this but I was truly a coward and pathetic Alpha.

I was entangled in a secret affair, no one knew about it and for Gérard to find out about it scared the shit out of me.

How did he know my secret? My body went cold and stilled to the ground, why wasn't I moving?

Gerard came closer to me, his eyes were something else, scary and brutal, I have never seen such a look in his eyes before.

"Do not talk to Oceana like you are a Saint, let's keep our business out of these and I hope you understand perfectly why I'm saying this to you, stay out of this, and don't bring her into it, that's if you know what's good for you and I hope you know it." He turned back and walked past the people who were his parents his wife was running in our direction and my father was walking slowly looking intensely at me as if I was in some big kind of trouble.

I quickly left without a word but I was stopped by Oceana's father.

"What is going on here?' he strongly questioned.

Oceana's Pov.

I was terrified, I looked at Gerard's back, he seemed unconcerned that our parents were with us there.

"Kai is in a hurry to get married to Oceana, why don't they get engaged, this will stop the rumors from spreading…."

Fuck him! I couldn't bear to watch anymore, so I ran as fast as I could away from them and especially Gerard.

He's a jerk.

Jessie ran after me to my room, but I shut the door to her face and shouted.

"I don't want to talk right now, please leave me alone, Jessie, I have a lot on my mind.' I dashed to my room making sure the door was tightly shut and making sure no one was entering.

You might think I'm some miserable Alpha who only runs to her room and cries her eyes out, acting like a child when she faces a problem but I am at a loss here, my mate is being taken away from me, in front of my eyes and I can't do anything to stop it, he was all I had.

I had been searching for him for years and I had finally found him. Instead of him being together with me, he is with someone else and stupidly in love like he claims he is.

I hate him so much, I wish he wasn't my brother and my mate.

A month had passed, since Emily and Gérard got married, it broke my heart and tore it into a thousand pieces, what was I supposed to do I couldn't come out of my room, I could only sob and curse Gérard a thousand times for abandoning me, he didn't care or give it a second thought on what he was about to do.

My parents keep bugging me to come out of my chambers and be a princess, will they ever understand what I'm going through?

How I was going to feel, how deeply he was hurting me, he only thought about himself and went on with his life, he left without seeing me for six years and he just came back, saying I'm his mate and he wants us to forget ever being mates and think of our lives and that he was protecting me, fuck his protection, I don't need it, he should go to hell for all I care and be with his wife.

Carmine says, I should move on, how am I supposed to do that, how could he even think of such a thing after everything he did to me after everything I went through, why was everyone abandoning me, I'm left with only that jerk to get married to and I don't know what to say to the bastard, if only he will stop pestering my family and leave me the fuck alone, then things will be better, instead he has made it a mission to torment me into getting married to him.

No one was thinking of my consistencies and how I was feeling, they only thought of themselves.

The next day, the instant I woke up, I was bored as I got up from the bed, took off my clothes, and wore pink pants and a bra. I could feel my stiff bubbly breasts. I loved how thick it was and the thought of Gérard cupping my breasts turned me on I know I shouldn't be thinking and fantasizing about my brother who was married and probably enjoying a good time with his wife but I crave to be in his arms, I don't know if this was love or the hormones which were ranging in my torso and wanting me to get fucked, even though I am still a fucking virgin.

What was he doing right now? Was he thinking about me while in bed with Emily, was he dreaming and fantasizing about getting into me, fucking me shitless? What was he thinking about right now? I rubbed my hands on my pants, thinking if his dick could fit into me because as far as I could remember, he was indeed huge. I wish I could see his manhood again.

I sat down on the bed, rubbing my pants on my pussy, moaning and feeling excited at how good it felt. I could feel my breasts swelling up as I curved my back backward and rubbed it a little faster with my legs wide open.

Gérard's image flashes through my head, his body, everything about him is so damn perfect.

Fuck.