THIS IS INC**T (PART TWO)

THIS IS INC**T (PART TWO)
"You aren't kept in the dark, Emily.'
"What do you mean by that?' I screamed.
'Are you going to continue screaming or will you act like a civilized werewolf and talk to me.'
"I'm acting like one, Gerard, you are my husband right?'
"Yes, I know.'
"No, you don't know.' I screamed again. "You've been cheating on me.'
"I never cheated on you, Emily, geez, you know I will never do that to you.'
"You will never do it to me or to Oceana."
"Emily.'
"What were you doing at the pleasure house with Oceana? Every night you sneak out and go there. is it for Oceana or to meet other women? All this time, why didn't you ever tell me about your feelings? You lied to me, Gerard, I loved you for years. How could you do this to me.'
"Since I got married to you, I have never had any affair with any woman or sleep with any of them in the pleasure house. I go there to have fun. I don't kiss, touch or have sex with them."
"Then why were you there? Why was Oceana kissing YOU?' I yelled.
"I don't know how to answer that question.'
"I am your wife, Gerard, how could you do this to me? How could you?"
"Will you shut up?" he yelled.
I was stunned.
"Shut the fuck up.' he stood up to me. "I'm getting frustrated here okay. I got feelings Emily, just calm the fuck down and talk to me.'
"Gerard.' my eyes welled up.
"Yes, I made a big mistake by not telling you what my feelings are and I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Emily for deceiving you. I know this is all my fault and I need to make up for all my mistakes. It is my fault and I accept that but I can't stop loving her. She doesn't even know I love her so much more than she thinks I am. I've always been in love with Oceana since the moment I held her in my arms, Emily."
My eyes widened.
"Yeah, I need to be honest with you, I don't want to lie to you anymore. I need you to hear me out and know what I'm talking about. I love you, Emily and I'm grateful to you for always loving me even though I never loved you just as much. Yet, I love Oceana so much I will do anything for her. She is my whole life, she rocked my world. She is my everything, Emily. I feel like she was born for me. I sense this energy whenever I'm around her, I don't want to leave her, I don't want her getting married to someone else. I love her so much my heart bleeds, Emily, but I can't have her. That's the most painful part, I don't want to ruin her life because of my selfish deeds. I don't want her killed.'
His eyes welled up with tears as I fell to the ground.
"Do you think I'm enjoying all these things that are happening. Do you even understand my pain of how much I love her but I can't have her in my arms because of the realms and I'm not even her…" he shook his head.
"Gerard.'
"Even if you want to divorce me, I will let you do so. I would let you go and find a good life elsewhere, a man better than me. An Alpha who is not in love with his sister. An Alpha who would love you for your own good, Emily. I can't stop loving Oceana, I love her so much I can give my life to her. That's what my love is and even after a thousand years, I would still love her more."
"She is your blood.' I shouted with disgust.
He smiled. "You think I care, Emily? I don't want to know if she is my sister or not. She is mine and will always be my mate."
"What! She is your…your fated mate?'
"Why do you think she is after me, Emily, do you think she is just my lover. No, she isn't. That's why I got married to you so she would leave me alone and make her find someone else. But she didn't give up, she kept coming to me and wanting to…"
"Stop me from being your wife, Gerard.' I finished.
"Yes, she is and I don't want to hurt her.' he got up. "Avoid her for now," he said.
"I'm not divorcing you.' I said and stood up from the ground and faced him.
"Why? Aren't I sick to you? An Alpha who doesn't want to leave his sister alone?'
"No, you are not sick to me, Gerard. Since you want to protect her, let's stay married.'
He frowned. "Why? What's your ulterior motive?'
"I love you, Gerard, but I don't want to leave you. You and I both know the reason, Oceana is doing this. You don't want to hurt her and I don't want to leave you.'
"You don't know what I'm dealing with, Emily, don't get involved. You don't know who I am, if you know the kind of person I am, you would hate me. It doesn't matter if you know me for more than eight years, I am not who you think I am.'
"What do you mean, Gerard?'
"Stay away from Oceana for the meantime," he replied.
"But Gerard…' He raised up his hand at me as tears flowed down his eyes. "I'm sorry for getting you into my mess. I will be bringing the divorce papers and make sure you sign them.'
"No! No, Gerard.' I disagreed and called after him but he left and shut the door behind him.


Oceana's Pov.
I lay down on my bed and felt a heavy knock on the door.
"Come in.' I announced and saw my father coming in with his bodyguards.
I quickly stood up from the bed to pay my respects to him, he nodded and motioned me to sit down.
I did and we both went silent for a while. I was scared to talk, say a word to him because his expression wasn't what it used to be, he seemed nonchalant about it and serious about seeing me.
He cleared his throat and handed me over a book.
I took it from him. It was quite big, seemed ancient and covered with old golden lines in the shape of a spider. I held it and looked up at him, he frowned and faced me once more.
"I want you to read that book, all of it, after I'm gone.'
I swallowed, looked at the book and nodded.
"You are the princess of the Mackenzie Clan, the realms, you must always know the rules and know your place, you will get married and be my heir.'
"I want to ask a question, father?' I was nervous like shit.
"Go ahead," he said.
"I've always wanted to ask you, why am I the heir to the realms? You heard what happened a few days ago, what happened at the house of whores, why are you not talking about it. Gerard was in there sitting down with a bunch of women surrounding him that night, I went out for a stroll and bumped into him by perceiving his scent ...."
"Are you in love with Gerard or is this just an obsession?'
I was stunned.
"Your closeness with Gerard is becoming alarming, someone saw you kissing him.'
My eyes widened.
"Both of you were nearly naked." he got up and kicked the chair in front of him in anger.
I was shocked and surprised, how he found out, the place we were in was very dark and secluded.
"You were making out with him, what kind of a daughter are you?" he gritted my teeth. "After years of building this clan, you have the gut to spit on my face by disgracing me.' he shouted.
"I DIDN'T HAVE SEX WITH HIM.' I yelled at him in anger. "Since you found out about our relationship, then you should know that he is…"
The door burst open.
Carmine barged in with rage and dragged me out of the room, pulled me to his chambers and shut the door behind him.
"Are you mad?' he flared up and held my shoulders. "Do you want to get Gerard killed?'
"What!!"
"Better keep your damn mouth shut before I slap the fuck out of you, do you have any slight idea what you are doing.' he yelled and quickly took a seat and pointed at the one opposite him.
"Take a fucking seat and stop looking at me before I bash you in the face.' he scolded and I just went silent looking at my hands and then I burst out in tears.
I sobbed for fuck, knows how long and Carmine didn't even bother coming to me or even made an attempt to console me but when I looked up at him the cold stare he had gave me the chills.
He kicked the table, shifting his face to me with his cold red eyes.
"I have enough of your silly games, I think I made a huge mistake in letting Gerard come back here.'
"What are you talking about?' he landed a loud slap across my face, I held the spot he slapped me.
"ENOUGH.' He roared. "Stop trying to get on my nerves, throwing tantrums all over the place, it is not going to work. Stop pestering Gerard, leave him alone. He is married and has another family he needs to concentrate on, Oceana. Take a look at yourself, have you looked into the mirror lately? Do you know the difficult seat you are putting Gerard in? Have you heard the rumors out there, the disgusting, negative words smelling shit is out there, spreading and giving false rumors. Stop getting close to Gerard, I think I've been too soft-hearted with you, that's why you are misbehaving and causing problems all over the place.'
"And that's why you slapped me?" I snapped as he was about to hit me again, Gerard held his hand.
When did he come in?
"That's enough, you are going to kill her instead of advising her, brother.'
He let go of Carmine's hand and turned to me.
"I heard Valarr is back.'
My heart skipped.
"We need to talk, Oceana." He softly uttered with a smile.
"Oh! Okay.' I simply responded. Whenever he smiled like that to me saying those words to me, it scares the shit out of me.
Gérard's Pov.
I walked into my Mother's chamber and closed the door behind me, she seemed so downcast and I don't think she even knew when I came in.
"Mother, you sent for me…."
She interrupted me. "What did you do to Oceana?" She stood up from her throne and slowly came to me, this was the first time she was asking me this type of question. "Why were you at the house of the whores, when you are a married Alpha. Have you realized what you've done and how much damage you've done to this family."
"Mother…"
"ANSWER ME." She yelled. "I am no fool and I see what is happening, Gérard, reply to me as fast as possible because if your father gets here, he wouldn't take it easy with you. Don't you have shame at all? What wrong have I done in raising you all these years."
I couldn't answer that question.
"Who were you with on that day, did you come across Oceana?'
"No." I lied without blinking and looked her straight in the eye. '`Oceana is a female Alpha with respect, what would she be doing in that sort of place when anyone could see her, haven't you thought about that mother?'