EXPOSED BOND.

EXPOSED BOND.
Oceana's Pov.
I needed him so much, I have never felt this much excitement or ecstasy in my entire life.
I know I'm sort of young to be experiencing this moment, but I don't give a damn.
Once a wolf makes an encounter with his or her mate, everything changes in that person, and no matter how hard a wolf tries to stop that feeling, it doesn't halt and keeps on growing stronger and stronger every day, and I think that's why I can't resist Gerard, it breaks my heart to see him with someone else.
This moment is mine alone, I don't want anyone to come between us.
Gerard is my mate, and I love him very much, with all my heart. I want him to bond with me; I know I probably sound silly and desperate, but I don't care; he's all I have; he's my Alpha, my mate, and for the rest of my life, it will always be Gerard Daciana.
I have dreamt about it all night, and I don't care anymore; what I want is him. I don't give a damn if he is married; he is mine for the taking, and I love him. I can't stand someone else being around him, even his stupid wife.
We both kissed lavishly, taking me fully into his lips, eating at each other's lips as if anytime from now, the world was going to end, oh, man, he was quite wild.
We kept hearing loud moans, and most people were making out in the open because it was in the evening and it was very dark.
They should be part of the reason, we were both triggered by it to also make out in the open. You can't come to a place like this and not get horny; it was impossible.
This area is filled with lesbians, gays, and all kinds of genders making out at the slut house, which is also why this place is called The House of Whores.
He pushed me to a dark corner while kissing me, left one of my legs to rest on his waist, licked my neck, moaning and roaming his hands all over my body. Anytime from now, he could devour me.
I was afraid to speak and make a sound. I didn't want this to end; I didn't want him to realize what he was doing, and he was just so damn good, and I loved it.
His scent and his warm body were getting to me.
He ripped off my upper red gown, and my white, firm, bouncing breasts popped out. He went over to it and sucked it lavishly, greedily, and he began grinding on my pussy.
"Fuck,' he groaned.
"Give me more, I want you, love.'
I moaned as I grabbed his head and screamed lustfully since no one was going to give us any attention, since they were all into what they came here for.
He kept licking and sucking my breasts, which were out in the open, and one of his hands went to my ass and squeezed it.
"Take me, love," I said to him, and he began unbuckling his trousers. "Baby, I'm all yours."
Gosh, the excitement and the sweet sensation rushed through my body because I was about to see his manhood and how big and thick it was. I wrapped my hands around his neck, and then he stopped with his eyes wide open. We both paused, staring at each other, and I could feel his warm breath on my face.
"Take me, Gerard," I said, drawing my face closer to him. "I want you inside me, my love," I whispered seductively, feeling his erect crotch the minute I touched it.
He shut his eyes, took a long breath, and pushed me away from him.
"This is wrong Oceana," he murmured. "Everything about you is wrong, my love."
"What are you saying?' I asked, and he moved himself further away from me.
"Cover yourself and put on your clothes suitably." He spoke darkly and walked out on me as he fixed himself properly.
I was pissed; I wasn't letting him go so easily, so I covered myself and chased after him, held his arm, and pulled him to me, he was shocked.
"Don't walk out on me like that." I snapped, and his gaze fell on me for a few seconds before responding with a sigh.
"I can do whatever it is, whatever I want, Oceana."
"Why don't you want to be with me so much? Are you so afraid to do that? Stop denying your feelings for me, you almost fucked me."
He sneered. "Because that isn't what I want, and I'm not denying anything." He negated it, forcefully pulled his arm away from mine, and his expression altered. "Go back to the clan if you don't want our parents to ring the bell, alerting the whole realm that you are missing."
"Why don't you want to listen to me?" I lamented, I was getting fed up with his attitude, what was going on with him, why can't he just give me a chance to speak and hear what I have to say and be with me?
"You want me to listen to you, isn't it? You want to mate with me so bad and claim me, then you produce my babies right?'
I couldn't give a a response to that question as he grimaced, took my hand, pulling me towards the tower in the clan.
I was beginning to get scared of what he wanted to do to me. On second thought, maybe he was going to have sex with me at the tower and finally claim me, which was a great idea to keep anyone from seeing us, or was he going to mark me and finally bond with me as his mate?
"Where are you taking me to?" I questioned him, but he completely ignored me.
It's not like I don't trust him; it's just that I can't read what goes on in his head. He's also been acting as if I'm some stranger lately, now you get what I mean by that, and I don't know what to think anymore.
We finally got to the tower, and he pushed me to the edge of the pavement. My body was shaking, and I was terrified of the heights, so I stepped back a bit. I didn't want to see what was down there, seeing it from up here will make me nauseous and sick. And what was he up to now?
Why did he bring me here?
"Scream." He boldly ordered, and I looked up at him and wondered what he was talking about.
"I said, SCREAM, OCEANA."
"Scream what?' I was getting confused; goosebumps were probably coming out of my body more than before; the height up here was pushing me to the edge; he knew I hated heights, why was he forcing me into this?
"Can you see the world of werewolves, the realms?' he asked. "This is our world, different from the human world, very beautiful and fascinating." He turned to me. "Scream, or rather, shout it out to the whole realm that your brother is your mate, and you fuck him."
"What? Why should I say something like that? I fearfully questioned
My hands were beginning to sweat, my heart began beating at a faster rate, and I couldn't tell what he was talking about.
Suddenly, my mouth went numb, and I couldn't tell what he was saying at all.
Mate? My brother? Fuck him?
No, I just heard incorrectly, and I was sure he didn't just say those words to me. I probably must still be in some dream, right?
"You heard me correctly, Oceana, and I know you are not deaf. Announce to the whole world that Your Brother Is Your Mate. You want to fuck and claim him. Isn't that a good idea?"
"What are you saying? You want me to announce to the whole world that you are my mate."
"I dare you to do so," he said, and he moved confidently closer to me. "Announce it to the world; if you do so, I will accept you as my mate without a second thought, fuck the shit out of you, bond with you, and I wouldn't care if you are my sister or not; the consequences be damned, I will mark you and fuck the shit out of you again, again, and again until you beg me to stop. I will do anything for us to be together. I will worship the ground you walk on and kiss your feet. I will be your alpha and be at every one of your commands. It's a promise, and you know I never break my promise, Oceana. I love you so much to the extent that I can do anything for you, but if you break the love I have for you, I will be very disappointed. So, stop this drama, I beg of you. You have no idea what you're putting me through, the consequences you are creating, so please stop all this absurdity."
My eyes welled up with tears, his words were breaking my heart. "I love you, Gerard, please."
"Love is not enough, Oceana, tell the world about this."
"Why do you want me to say it? Don't you believe me at all?"
"Of course I believe you more than myself, just say the word to the realms and leave the rest to me."
Tears rushed down my face. "Gerard…"
He cut in. "Do it, Oceana," he commanded me.
My body, heart, and soul went numb. He wants me to announce it to the whole world and tell everyone that he is my mate. I looked above the realms and saw thousands and thousands of people moving in different directions, chattering among themselves, making love, having sex, some of them morphing into their wolf forms, running with their siblings, and some of them playing with their lovers.
I was the daughter of the Alpha, and any moment from now on, I will bang the large bell for everyone to stop, give attention to me, and listen to what I have to say to them. That's all it takes for me to do. And then announce it to them and let them know what has to be done.
This was my chance, I wanted him to accept it, wasn't it? This was the time to do that, and why don't I want to say the words? Why am I scared? My forehead was sweating despite the strong, heavy wind blowing through us, and my lips shivered.
I couldn’t speak. What will the people think of me? Will they accept me? What about my parents—what kind of look will I be able to give them? What kind of life will it turn out to be? If I announce it to the world, everyone will laugh at me, I might even get banished out of the pack and stripped of my title, and the clan will also throw Gérard out too, or the clan might decide to spare his life since he's an Alpha and kill me.
Me, where will I stand, and what will become of my life? Everyone will turn away from me, call and insult me in such a disgusting manner, and throw stones at me.
Speak up, Oceana, I scolded myself, took a step towards the pavement, and stepped back. My eyes welled up once more. What was wrong with me? And couldn't I just simply do it? It's simple, right?
Do it.
I should open my mouth and speak up to them, order the guards to hit the damn bell, and talk to the people, but why can't I do that? What was keeping me from speaking what I planned to speak out of my mind?