Chapter 9 I do not want him
Lira
Alicia was on his bed, half naked and in sexy lingerie. From the bottles lying on the floor, I could tell they were both a little drunk. That was nothing usual for them. I mean they had nothing to worry about, everything was handed to them on a platter, and if anything goes wrong, Daddy saves the day.
“Watch me closely, Lira, and see what a real woman looks like, cause you’ll never be like this,” Alicia’s screeching voice echoed in the room.
I wanted to slap the smirk off her face so bad. They already had each other, so what was the use of taunting me even more?
“Oh, you brought the thing. Now, this one wouldn’t be boring.” Alicia giggled and ran her black manicured nails across the duvet.
I was beyond mortified. This couldn’t possibly be happening. “I’m sorry, but I can’t do what you’re asking me to. I don’t mind cleaning and doing your laundry, but this is where I draw the line.”
Alicia stood up, her face contorted into the witch-like personality she had. Very menacing, and from where I was standing, very ugly too.
She stalked towards me like I was her prey. “Who said you could talk?”
Before I could take in her words, her hand moved and a loud sound echoed in the room. I registered the sound before the pain of the slap. My eyes widened and I immediately brought my hand up to my cheek.
She slapped me.
My breaths quickened as anger boiled in my veins. Oh, what I’d give to claw her eyes out and feed her limbs to wild cats. Alicia leaned back and chuckled, her arms folded across her chest. Her boobs weren’t even as big as mine, so what did he see in her?
“You slapped me,” I breathed when I finally found my voice.
“Yes, I did. And you can’t do anything about it. And even if you do, Rowan will protect me anyway. But as for you, I’ll make one thing perfectly clear.” She came closer and grabbed my chin, squeezing hard. “You don’t get to say no when we ask you to do something. You’re just an omega with a wolfless wolf. You being in this house doesn’t make you any more important. I’ve said this to you before. Trash is still trash.”
My eyes glistened with tears and I furiously blinked them back. Alicia started to get angry that I didn’t respond. But what exactly was I supposed to say?
“Do you understand?” She asked, her tone condescending in every sense of the word.
“Yes.” I replied, my voice small, and my head still lowered.There was nothing I could do at the moment, so it was best to play the game of obedience until I could get my freedom.
“Since you wouldn’t record us, why don’t you get cleaning now? This room is a mess, don’t you think.” She paused and turned to Rowan who was looking at me with a disgust-filled expression. “Baby, I think you need to let her understand that we can’t be telling her how to do her work all the time.”
He stretched his arm to grab her waist, bringing her closer to him while she rubbed her ass on his crotch. “That’s right, baby, we need to teach her that lesson.” His face was against her neck as he spoke, and she made explicit expressions on her face.
I looked away, cringing at the sight before me. This wasn’t even being petty anymore. This was madness.
As I sorted through the alcohol bottles and empty packs of cigarette, I heard the wet sound of their kissing, but I focused on what I was doing and ignored it. I needed to find a way to stop this from happening, because them having sex in the room while I was cleaning was disgusting, and I don’t know how much of it I could actually take.
The air was thick with the smell of liquor, sweat, and lust. Every breath I took felt heavy, polluted. My heart beat too fast, but I kept my head down, pretending to be invisible. My fingers trembled as I picked up the shattered pieces of a glass bottle. Each tiny shard caught the light from the bedside lamp, glinting like little knives.
I swallowed hard. If I moved too fast, if I made one wrong sound, they’d both turn on me again. The thought alone made my stomach twist.
“Hey, rat!” Alicia called out to me. “Are you jealous?” She grabbed Rowan’s crotch as she asked me. These two were so lucky I didn’t want to attract unnecessary trouble.
I almost laughed.
Jealous?
What Rowan had was nothing compared to Alpha Kael. And I had a taste of that already. Why would I want anyone else’s used goods?
“Nope.” I replied without even turning to look at them. “He’s yours, Alicia. I don’t want him, so how can I be jealous?”
Her laughter stopped abruptly. The silence that followed felt dangerous.
Then I felt it , a sharp pain from my scalp. My hands instantly shot up to it, only to realize Rowan had grabbed my hair. He yanked me backwards, causing me to fall on my ass.
The impact sent a shock through my spine. My breath hitched.
Before I could react, he was hovering over me. His hand grabbed my throat as he came closer. The air supply I was getting reduced. He was increasing the pressure, and my eyes were beginning to see spots.
“Who do you think you are to not want me?” he seethed, and I marveled at how entitled this man really was.
“Let me go,” I cried, but instead, he increased the pressure of his hold on my neck.
Nothing I did seemed to satisfy him, as long as I existed. I tried to form words, but I couldn’t breathe. In the background, Alicia giggled, the sound like a grater to my ears, while my hands clawed at his hand to let me go, or to at least have mercy.
More spots filled my vision, and right when I thought I was going to faint, he released his hold on my neck. But of course, it wasn’t over.
I gasped and coughed, dragging in air like it was a gift. My throat burned. My heart hammered so hard I could feel it in my ears.
Rowan tried to grab me again, and in the process, the front of my night gown tore, revealing a big part of my boobs. He still didn’t let me go.
What the fuck was this?
Fear shot through me when I realized what he was trying to do. He was trying to have his way with me, but I didn’t want it. Plus, I was still a little sore from the intimate moment I had with Alpha Kael.
“No, no… Rowan. Please don’t.”
“Shut up.”
“You don’t want me, remember? I’m the disgusting Omega. Please don’t do this.”
“Exactly,” he slurred slightly. “I’m giving you the privilege of being fucked by me. Shut up and take it.”
“Please,” I pleaded and glanced at Alicia in my panic, who instead glanced at us with a bored expression as she lit her cigarette. I couldn’t fathom being comfortable watching my man fuck another girl, but she was okay with it. And not just that , she was okay with watching him have his way with me.
Tears stung my eyes. My whole body shook, not from weakness, but from anger and shame. My nails dug into the floor as I tried to scoot away, but he caught my ankle and yanked me back.
The back of my head hit the edge of the bedside drawer. Pain exploded through my skull.
A whimper escaped me.
I thought of Alpha Kael, his strength, his scent, his touch , and a part of me wished he could burst through that door right now and tear Rowan apart. But he wasn’t here. No one was.
My heart dropped in my stomach.
No one knew what Rowan and Alicia were putting me through, and it was late in the night already. No one was going to save me.