Chapter 14 Chapter 5.2
I looked at him, I swallowed because it was as if he was going to kill me with the intensity of his anger towards me.
"Why are you blaming me? You know I was drunk that night, I wish even if I got lost in your room, you shouldn't have touched me! I also told you to stop the wedding and I will stay away from you but you didn't, so why is it my fault?! Why am I the only one you blame?" I replied to him. He strangled me but not tightly. I grabbed his arm and then slapped it to remove his hand from my neck.
His eyes were glaring at me. I'm afraid of what he can do to me any time.
"Desmond, let me go!" I shouted at him. He let me go but he almost fell on me. I mustered my strength to support him. Why did he drink and then not leave any for himself?
“Balance yourself because I will really push you and let you sleep on the cold floor.” I said to him annoyedly. I helped him get into his room so he could sleep. I had a hard time getting him into the room because he was always about to lose his balance.
When we got to his room, I dropped him on the bed. You would think he looks so innocent when he's asleep but he's a tiger when he's awake. I should have just let him sleep in the kitchen. I was about to leave when he suddenly pulled me, causing me to fall on his bed.
"What are you doing?! Let me go, Desmond!" I shouted at him. I tried to stand up but he stopped me again. I looked at him with a frown when he hovered over me. I turned my face away from him when he caressed it.
"Macie," he said tenderly, so I looked at him. I shook my head, this is wrong. He can't see me as his girlfriend. I struggled against him but he always stopped me.
I stopped when I saw him cry. He's crying? I looked straight into his red eyes. His angry eyes that were looking at me earlier became gentle.
“Why? What else is lacking in me? What else do I need to do for you to accept my marriage proposal? You know I love you, you know you're the only one I'll ever love. You've achieved your dream, I waited like you wanted, but why? You've achieved it, but why do you still reject me? Is your dream still more important than me?” he said hurtfully. He was like a child sobbing.
I couldn't help but feel sorry for him. I wiped the tears from his cheek, but it was wrong of me to do that. Desmond grabbed my hand and kissed me. I tried to break free from him, but he was too strong. His kisses on me were also violent.
“Let me go—hmmmm!” I couldn't breathe because of his kisses. He was holding both of my hands so he could freely do what he wanted. He kissed me from my lips to my neck. In my struggle, I lost strength. I gasped when he bit my lip. I looked at him badly because I could already taste my blood!
“I'm not Macie, I'm not your girlfriend. Desmond, wake up please! Don't do this!” I shouted at him but he still continued. He tore my pajamas as well as my shorts and underwear. I just want to cry because I can't do anything to break free from him.
“AAAHH!” I shouted loudly with my tears. He had completely inserted his manhood into me. I felt as if my womanhood was being torn because he forcibly inserted his manhood. I was completely helpless for myself. For the second time, he took my womanhood again.
I was just staring blankly while he was on top of me and doing what he wanted. My body was also aching from struggling against him. When he finished, he collapsed on top of me. I felt the throbbing of his manhood as he ejaculated.
He fell straight asleep while I was staring blankly at the ceiling. From so much thinking, from so much exhaustion and pain in my body, I fell asleep in his bed.
When I woke up the next morning, Desmond was no longer beside me. I picked up my torn clothes from the floor and then went back to my room. I was still dazed, he raped me.
I entered the company in a daze. My wrists were also red because of the tightness of his grip on me last night. There was also a wound on the side of my lip. I couldn't focus on what I was doing because I was tearing up when I thought about him doing what he wanted without my permission.
“Heaven, follow me.” Ma'am Ruth called me. I followed her until we got out of the department. “Fix yourself. Ma'am Shiermy is calling for you.” I nodded and walked towards Mommy Shiermy's office.
When I entered, she was already smiling at me, but when she noticed my condition, those smiles disappeared.
“What happened to you?” she asked and then looked at my lip. She took my hands and also noticed the redness on my wrists. “What did Desmond do to you? Did he hurt you?!”
When the door opened, Mommy Shiermy looked there. I don't know who came in, but she faced it. When I heard the loud slap, I looked at them.
“What did you do to your wife, Desmond?! I didn't teach you to hurt a woman!” Mommy Shiermy said angrily. Desmond looked at me. I bravely met his gaze. He looked at the wound on my lip with a frown. You idiot, I should have just let you sleep on the cold floor.
“Mom, it's not what you think. Heaven and I just overdid it playing in bed.” He reasoned, which made my blood boil even more, so when he left, I also said goodbye to Mommy Shiermy. I followed Desmond to his office. Does he think I liked what he did? How dare he! You raped me, asshole!