Chapter 42
Eu me segurei a ele como se fosse minha tábua de esperança, a única possível! Coloquei o rosto contra o seu peito e nem me dei conta de quantos dos meus ele matou para sair dali, mas ele o fez! Sem dó e nem piedade de Nada!
Fora do castelo os milhares de tiros que faziam Josh desviar, Jade estava ali também para auxiliar, assim como Ben e Hannah.
“VAMOS!” gritou Josh
E todos correram, para o mais longe possível daquele castelo. E aos poucos eu fui sentindo o meu corpo ficar quente novamente, mas não dá forma doente em que eu estava.
Havia algo de poético no fato que eu não estava ainda em um estado patético de transe. Em boa Parte porque não bebia nada a um bom tempo.
Fomos até o riacho, território de Lycans, e entramos em um barracão. Josh me deixou em cima de uma cama velha, enquanto Hannah e Jade corriam para esquentar panos e coisas assim para mim, e eu ia aos poucos recobrando a minha consciência.
“Meu amor, vai ficar tudo bem? Entendeu?”
Josh disse segurando meu rosto entre suas mãos. E eu consegui enxergar os olhos verdes novamente.
“Josh, tenho algo para te dizer”
Eu disse sem forças.
“Mas você deve saber!”
“Olívia, não se esforça tanto ok? As meninas foram buscar algo para você beber. Sei que você vai se sentir melhor ok? Te deixaram trancada e algemada por quanto tempo?”
O homem misterioso, onde estava? Não havia contado a Josh a minha situação ou Josh não havia ligado? Àquela altura eu não sabia mais.
Hannah voltou uma garrafa de vidro, a cor dentro dele me atraia, de forma que eu nem considerei os presentes quando virei de uma vez contra a minha boca. Sangue de algum animal, e estava fresco! Ainda bem!
Quando terminei de tomar me senti muito melhor, e enquanto todos olhavam para mim, eu tinha que ter uma reação apropriada.
Todo aquele alvoroço em cima de mim estava estranho, eu ainda não havia decidido se eles sabiam ou não dá minha condição.
Mas se sabiam como Josh não havia falado uma palavra se quer sobre isso? Era inaceitável.
Lavei o meu rosto em uma pia velha no fundo do local, e caminhei em direção a todos. Hannah permanecia longe, como se me ver bebendo todo aquele sangue.
Josh on the other hand approached me and hugged me, and I considered for a few seconds dwelling in that warm embrace.
"gee, what happened?"
He said curiously
"look skin Olivia she...."
" Is it hot as hell?"
I said with a strange smile on my face.
"I wouldn't say that, but what happened?"
Jade widened her eyes at the same moments, and walked over to me I know she knew, she got it. My mother's closeness was real, so she certainly knew what happened when an Aaryn gets pregnant by a Lycan
"Oh my God Olivia.... Don't tell me that...."
She said and I interrupted her at the same moment, this was not the way I wanted Josh to know about our Son? I didn't even know what to call him!
"Please Jade, not now! I beg you!" I asked sadly.
"Will someone tell me what's going on here? If anyone knows tell me now!"
"Brother, I think you better talk to Olivia somewhere else..."
She said touching Josh's face, I bet to reassure him somehow.
"Fine, as long as she tells me what's going on here!"
I took the attitude of pulling his arm, and even if he rejected me I had to face it at some point. I put it in my head that if Josh didn't want to father that hybrid child I would take that responsibility on myself. I would follow the right path in good faith, and I would never return to England. Not to that forest, ever again.
When we reached the front of the place I could see some curious eyes through the gap, it was Hannah, who was soon dragged away by Jade.
Josh kept looking at me, his gaze curious and anxious. I couldn't hold it in, I've always been a crier, but at that moment I couldn't even pretend not to be. I started to shed tears at the same moment I looked at him. My whole body seemed to be overcome with extreme nervousness.
"My love.... - Said Josh approaching me, dried my tears that were wetting my face and remained leaning against me, held my hand and I felt his breathing, his understanding look to what I was going to talk. But he didn't even know what I was talking about, and maybe that's why I was so nervous to tell him. Because I bet not in a million years did Josh think he would father a baby half Aaryn half Lycan.
"Josh... "
I began, clearing my throat, gathering courage to say what my emotional control was about
" I... I need to ask, you had a friend Aaryn inside the castle, didn't you?"
"Yes, his wife is Lycan. He worked undercover, as did others as well."
However we received word from one of our messengers that he was murdered. This in the midst of a plan to get you out of the castle. I was left with no choice and had to take the risk.
I could imagine who had taken Aaryn's life, someone who wanted my son or daughter dead as well.
"So Josh, he didn't have time to tell you.... But I..." I turned my face a few times, avoiding speaking but there was no way this was the moment.
"My love, you're making me nervous, just tell me what happened.... No matter what, we'll figure it out!"
"Josh" I closed my children and shot at him
"I'm pregnant."
When I opened them again I looked into his eyes, there was no shock, no trembling, he just stood there looking at me, I felt the look light up as he looked at me. And when the look looked more like a smile he held my face with his hands now smiling with his lips.
"I can't believe... Is this... serious?"
"Forgive me, I don't even know how this is possible! Look I don't want to tie you to me, now that I'm out of the castle I can get the hell out of here! And raise our... This child somewhere else. Away from here!"
"Olivia, why would I let you go? If you are the creatures I love most in life?"
"Josh... I know it was sudden, you were taken by surprise! You don't have to fake a reaction to this news!"
"That was the most important and exciting news I have ever received in my entire life. I thought I couldn't love you any more than I do, and I was wrong once again, wasn't I?"
Josh kissed me, his delicious kiss invaded me, his tongue invaded me, and the sensations of being with him invaded me. He took me in such a passionate way that it took my breath away, and I sometimes thought that there was no way he could be more special than that! He was absolutely everything to me! Everything!