31- First Kiss

It felt as calm and dim as a ray of moonlight illuminating the streets of any city we passed through that night, it would feel like that for hours. I looked at her modestly and admired her body gathered in the fetal position behind my back, listening to the songs on my phone.

\- You have many songs here that I had on my iPad before – He told me.

\- You also have good songs - I murmured softly.

\- Pass me this song

\- Which?

\- Piece of me – Ashlee Simpson

\- Sky full of Stars – Coldplay

\- You have a good musical ear

\- That's why I like your voice so much.

\- What do you like who?

\- Your voice, Mine.

\- I like yours

\- I know, but yours is sensual and sweet, it is irresistible when you speak softly like that as if you wanted to share the sound of your voice in its purest state only with me. – I didn't know what to say. – Your phone will discharge, can we listen to music on mine?  - Ask turning the conversation

\- Sure – I accept as if I were inviting her to dance.

I put on one of her headphones, turned around and faced her while she played the songs. I was curious to know which ones he liked and which ones he passed by. I laid my head on the head of the seat, I was facing her. Rocío also settled in, now we were on the same level. 

Wewereborn to die by Lana del Rey began to play, that song was very popular. My heart was in my throat. Why? now that he had her so close. Oh me? His nose was inches from the Muse. He had a bomb inside that would explode in his mouth, and he knew that saving me would not be easy. It was the lady with the atomic bomb, my heart was beating so fast that it hurt my chest.She grabbed me by the waist and to my happiness my shirt had gone up behind me and I could feel her fingers burning my skin. It was desire in its purest state. My body was burning and my lips hurt from how hard he had started to bite me. It devoured my mouth. Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

I had to get away from his mouth or we would end up burning and turning to ashes with no wind to spread us. I stopped kissing her and took a breath of air in an attempt to regulate my breathing. It seemed to me that my life was going away kissing her, it was one of those moments that remind you that life can be wonderful and that there are mouths that for some reason They are tailored to you at that precise moment that you do anything to fit in with them. I remember it because he stopped kissing me and whispered sweetly to me, “Your mouth is very small and I can't kiss you well.” I smiled tenderly at him and confessed that secret that he hadn't shared with me and it didn't bother me anymore.

\- You smell like a parakeet - I admitted softly.

\- That? – He asked in a scared tone.

\- You smell like a parakeet - I repeated in a whisper.

At that moment she walked away from me and I got scared, I took her arm and asked her why she smelled like that, she asked me how I knew she smelled like that and I explained to her that I had a friend at the University. I was afraid I had ruined everything when Rocío was silent for a while.- I feel very ashamed - She said, looking down.

\- Don't feel embarrassed, it's okay, okay?

\- I'm not proud of this, I'm really sorry - She whispered in a low voice.

\- It's okay - I know it's not okay to take drugs but I just wanted her to be honest and she was. I took her hand and caressed it tenderly with the tips of my fingers – You are neither the first nor the last, but why do you do it? Your nose is going to be horrible – I added with frustration.

\- I know, I know, I'm going to leave it. I'm going to leave it, it's just that it happened to me this time, you can't imagine, a lot of things have happened to me. That's partly why I also moved away from Mérida.– I stayed silent watching her, I wasn't going to leave her alone, if she wanted to leave him I would be there for her. I felt a little stupid at that thought, obviously I wouldn't leave her alone, she would leave me. He highly doubted he needed a newcomer into his life for personal support.

\- It's okay, and I kissed her nose - She smiled at my gesture of affection.

My blackberry phone was completely discharged after midnight, we continued lying on our front, I caressed her hand and played with her fingers.- You have very soft hands, like a princess – Ro whispered. I walked with my fingers over his, went up to his wrist and slid down his big toe as if it were a slide. I repeated that ritual for a long time until I felt their hands hypnotized by the Muses. As if waiting for him to do it again.

\- Do you know what I think about the moon? That it is there to embrace the nights of those people who feel empty, and especially if it is full – I told him, squeezing his hand.- I remember that once he hugged me every night for a year - He said with sadness in his eyes. I closed my eyes and kissed his eyelids.

\- Well now you carry the moon in your eyes, to hug anyone who is sad. – She smiled like a baby taking a nap after a meal. We stayed for a while watching the lights of the cities go by through the window.

\- The stars blink - I said thinking out loud

\- Is it a question? –Ro wanted to know. 

\- Yes... - I said, turning it into a question.

\- Well yes, I think so - Rocío admitted

\- Yes, I think so too – Confirm. “That blink with the beats of your heart” I kissed her forehead and caressed her head until Rocío fell asleep.