Chapter 94 Dean Is Happy 1
DEAN
You know when someone tells you something that completely changes your future?
Well, this just happened to me.
The woman I love with all my heart, body, and soul is expecting my child.
That's right, Nadia is pregnant.
And in the blink of an eye, I see a future where I find myself alongside my wife and son.
A future where sadness is swallowed by joy, where fear gives way to hope, and love conquers all.
But as the imperfect man that I am, I am aware that I need to renew myself every day to strive to be the father that my son or daughter deserves to have.
Even though I have no idea how to do it, because as you must have seen, I don't have a father who could be considered a role model.
But I know that what I lacked, my son will not lack...
He will have my affection, my attention, and above all, my love.
After all, he is the fruit of the love between his mother and me.
"I'm coming over there," I said, snapping out of my reverie.
I didn't give Nadia time to answer, because I ended the call and left my apartment as quickly as I could.
A few minutes later I was already heading towards her house, intending to kiss her and confess how happy I was with the news.
A few more blocks and I was already in front of her house with the car parked and my heart racing.
I get out of my Mercedes as fast as I can and run to her door, which is locked.
I raise my index finger and press it against the doorbell several times in a row.
Nadia! - I exclaim, eager to see her.
I'm coming. - Nadia said from inside the house.
Hurry! - I insisted.
"Oh my..." Nadia said after opening the door.
But before she could finish the sentence, I pulled her by the waist and pressed our lips together.
Then I ran my tongue over her lower lip, asking for entry, and as soon as she yielded, I entered her mouth voraciously.
Our tongues moved at a deliciously fast pace, sending shivers all over my body.
And as a result I was getting really excited, so much so that I decided to slow down the kiss, or I would take her inside and love her with all my might.
But since she needs to abstain from sex for a month, I ended the kiss with a bite followed by a lingering peck.
Hello my love. - I gave a cheeky smile.
"Hi," she replied, blushing slightly.
"Shall we go in?" I raised an eyebrow.
Of course. - She shook her head trying to regain control.
I smiled at the gesture and followed her inside the house.
"So..." she said nervously.
"What did you think of the news?"
NADIA
Dean remained silent for a few seconds, and I must say that those seconds felt like hours to me.
But my apprehension dissipated as soon as I saw a smile form on his lips, and what a beautiful smile it was.
"I thought the news was wonderful," he said, approaching me.
"Seriously?" I asked hopefully.
Yes. - He smiled again.
I thought it would be impossible to love this man more than I already do, but now I realize it's possible, even necessary, for me to love him more.
Ultimately, he completes me in the best possible ways.
Oh Dean, you have no idea how much I...
Shh. - Dean placed a finger on my lips. - You don't need to explain, everything's fine now.
I smiled, feeling like the luckiest woman in the world, because the father of my child hadn't denied him, nor had he abandoned me.
And thinking about it, I'm actually relieved to hear it from him and to see his expression, because he could very well have lied on the phone.
But no, he didn't do that, and he even came here to say he's happy with the news.
My God, I really want to love this man.
Damn this month-long sexual abstinence!
I want you, Dean. - I find myself asking for something impossible.
You know we can't. - He looked at me, also with need.
"But..." I tried to argue, but I knew he was right.
The doctor told me not to do strenuous activities, and now that I've found out I'm pregnant, I need to be twice as careful, which means no sex for me.
At least this recommendation is limited, even if the deadline is thirty days...
"Damn doctor," I sighed anxiously.
"Withdrawal drugs," Dean amended, making me laugh.
He looked so cute when he was pouting.
"Come here," I said, pulling him towards the sofa.
"What are you going to do?" he asked apprehensively.
Relax, future dad. - I bit his lower lip. - I know what I'm doing.
"Nadia," Dean warned, pulling me by the waist.
"This isn't going to work."
Yes, It will. - I sat on his lap.
Just stay still, and let me play with your body.
"Does that mean I'll become your inflatable doll?" Dean smiled.
Almost... - I moved closer to his mouth. - But no sex, just caresses.
And so I kissed him with desire and also with malice, because if there's one thing I like to do besides sex, it's kissing this man.
Oh, it's infernally hot...
(...)
I used and abused Dean as much as I could, and let's just say I drove him crazy.
So much so that I made him ejaculate in his pants...
That's a lie, I actually made him ejaculate in my mouth, but what the doctor doesn't see, he doesn't lecture me about.
We engaged in various caresses, but there was no penetration, and even so, we managed to satisfy ourselves somewhat.
And when I say a little, it's because we know that the only way to satisfy ourselves is by making love.
"We should do this before the month is over," Dean said, patting my back.
I agree. - I smiled against his chest.
We were lying on my bed like two good lovers and sweethearts.
My head rested on his chest as he held me in his arms with affection and care.
"What are you going to do tonight?" Dean asked.
"Nothing, I think so," I replied.
"So how about we go out to dinner?" Dean continued, stroking my back.
"That sounds great." I smiled.
"And where are we going?"
"It's a surprise," he replied.
"Tell me," I insisted slyly.
"If I tell you, it won't be a surprise anymore." He smiled.
Then give me a clue. - I looked into his eyes.
He thought for a moment and after a few seconds said:
We're going to a restaurant with live music.
"But why a restaurant with live music?" I asked, confused.
"You're asking too much." He frowned, but then smiled.
There's too much mystery for my taste.
"So what time are we going?" I asked.
"At half past eight," he replied.
"It seems like you already have everything planned." I raised an eyebrow.
"Let's say yes." He stroked my cheek.
"Enough questions now."
Okay. - I yawned.
"You seem sleepy," he said.
"You can go to sleep, it's still early."
Uh-huh. - I nodded sleepily. - Good night.
"Good afternoon, you mean, right?" Dean laughed.
It doesn't matter, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.