Chapter 55

KALIA

I had clearly passed out in the middle of what I was doing with Caleb, but when I woke up, the sun hadn't even risen yet, and those sapphire eyes were staring at me, with a sparkle in his eyes that I had never seen before - at least, not while looking at me.

The same eyes that looked at me that day, the one where before visiting the Black family, I had that part of the prophecy in my head.

The one where I heard that the Black clan would bring the next alpha to our pack, and on top of that, my father had talked to me, he had sat in front of me, with that look of someone about to calmly explain something to me, patiently.

FLASHBACK

"Darling..." my father spoke while staring at me, those eyes that were pink like mine, seeming a little more distant than usual, "we are going to see the Black clan today, and I have something to tell you."

"Well, daddy... I already know what you're going to say, you're going to tell me that I will be in charge of the next alpha, right?" I spoke without any filter, because in my head, that was something natural to think about, and also... it was magical.

Because in the pack, the woman who gave birth to the alpha was seen as something sacred, practically a goddess, and the paintings that were made? They were always paintings that seemed to have been made for the goddess of the moon herself.

So, what girl wouldn't want that? What girl in her right mind wouldn't desire something like that?

"And are you okay with that, my dear?" He seemed afraid of my answer, but I just smiled.

"Well, daddy... I will be treated like a goddess, of course I'm okay with that." I spoke without even thinking twice, because my father had raised me that way, to be treated like a princess, so... I saw it only as a kind of promotion in my life. "And besides, daddy... if he's handsome, it will be like a dream come true."

"Yes, you're right, my love." He smiled, seeming more relieved, lighter, "shall we?"

"Of course!" I exclaimed, excitedly, reaching out my hand to my father, who led me to the carriage, and also helped me get in. And when we arrived at the Black clan? Goddess...

That place was beautiful, all the houses, and all the buildings? They were completely black with only silver details on them, with at most, embedded tourmalines, and in the decorations.

"Hanover, long time no see." A man who seemed to be my father's age, came towards us, with his black hair, and eyes with such a deep blue... that it felt like I was looking into the depths of the ocean.

Both he and my father greeted each other, and when I saw a boy who seemed to be practically my age coming towards me, I remember losing my breath.

It was Caleb.

A Caleb who came to me, and made a brief bow while taking one of my hands to kiss, with those pink lips, and when those eyes with a perfect sapphire shade stared at me? I found myself... in love.

I had fallen in love at first sight, and all of Caleb's gestures and actions seemed like those of a prince, one who had come straight out of the fairy tales that my father read to me before bed.

He opened all the doors for me, he offered me his hand to get out of places, and the way he spoke to me? It was so attentive.

He would be the father of the next alpha, and besides that, he seemed perfect.

I had to have that man, for myself."

END OF FLASHBACK

"Darling..." Caleb purred, bringing me back from my thoughts, that smirk forming on his lips, "why do your thoughts..." I felt him enter me, my eyes focusing on him, my nails digging into his back, "seem to be elsewhere?"

I smiled.

I smiled because that meant he desired me, and sometimes in these intimate moments... I felt like I could see the old Caleb in front of me, my Caleb.

The Caleb who asked me to marry him.

The Caleb who... treated me so attentively, so... gently.

The real Caleb.

The Caleb I knew still existed, and... I knew he would reappear, once... we got married and had a child.

He would only look at me.

He would only desire... me.

"Are you overthinking again?" He thrust into me, bringing me back to him, my hips arching even more, for him to go in with even more strength, deeper, "darling... am I not doing it right?"

He looked at me with those eyes shining like the moon, with a smile that made me shiver, made me even more wet, aroused.

He was truly... perfect.

"Ah!" I moaned when he entered me again, but this time, it had been deep, to the point of feeling him reaching my uterus, "ah... ah... Caleb!" I called out to him as I pulled him with my legs, and my hands sank into that bed - which apparently, Caleb had put me on while I was sleeping.

Maybe... it was the caring part of him that remained.

"Fuck... Kalia..." he groaned my name, and that brought me a certain happiness, along with the waves that were taking over my body, making me want more of him, wanting him to go deeper, and fill me even more inside, with that cock that seemed to throb more and get even harder than it already was.

"Ah... more... deeper!" I pleaded, his body with that, leaning forward, pulling my hip, making me moan louder than before, "that's it... ah! Just like that..." I let out, my body with that, warming up again, as I felt my pussy getting wetter, tighter.

I wanted to have a child with him, but Caleb? He had the habit of pulling out before coming inside me, and that... always left me frustrated.

Because I wanted his heir right away.

I wanted... the next alpha, inside my womb.

So much so that he turned my body over to put me on all fours again, pulling me even more forcefully against his body, to the point where my ass almost went numb from the repetitive impact.

I clung to the sheets like never before, my eyes rolling back as my hair was pulled, causing my moans to echo through the room, and making my eyes water.

And after Caleb gave more slaps on my ass? The tears in my eyes only became even more abundant.

He hit even harder than last time, and his thrusts also seemed even more aggressive.

"Ah... Yes! Yes!" I said, a smile forming on my lips, because the way he was doing it? It was what I liked.

He no longer had any care for me, and he certainly didn't have any limits like the other times we had sex. It was as if Caleb was finally letting go with me.

That meant he was starting to change, right? It meant he would finally stop postponing our wedding, right?

I hoped so.

"Fuck... that, harder!" I asked at one point, just for him to do as I said, to the point that I even opened more for him with one of my hands, the friction causing me even more pleasure, and as he moved his cock inside me, goddess... I felt like I was going to heaven and back.

"Ah... that... fuck me harder..." I let out, even feeling my body giving in again, and becoming even more sore.

But I wanted more, I wanted much more from Caleb, I wanted him to possess me completely.

"Fuck..." he seemed to be reaching his limit, his body going even deeper inside me, his hands sinking even deeper into my skin, and our moans? They were merging, practically becoming one, "I'm... going to come..."

He announced, and a brief hope filled my chest, that this time he would stay inside me, and that I would feel him filling me, completing me.

"Keep going... come inside me..." I practically begged.

So he kept thrusting, he kept going, even deeper and stronger, giving me the hope that maybe, this time I could get pregnant with him, that maybe... everything would fall into place and...

"Ah..." he groaned when he pulled his cock out of me, holding it, causing his cum to stain the floor, "I'm sorry, darling... but now is not the time."

What do you mean... it's not the time?

We've been engaged for years and... he wanted to tell me that... it's not the time?

When will it be?

When...