At that time, I had finished my high school studies and when we moved to this city, we had a very difficult life compared to the comfortable life that we used to live before. Now we were living with very strict calculations, the money that was left was the one that we were lucky enough to buy a four-room house here in this neighbourhood but the remaining savings were required for me to go to school because my mother invested a lot of faith in education. She hoped it would make me a great help in this life, and while I continued with school then she would be running a small business in the street that would help us get food. She is a very good mother and remembers that my father had become mentally ill so he became dependent on us for everything. It hurt me a lot to see my father in such a condition because of the desire of a few people.
The results came out and I had very high marks because I went to very expensive schools. At that time, I hated all men because I felt that they were all the same as the ones who cheated us of our property and left us in great poverty, despite being harassed by so many young men, no one managed to trap me at that time.
I have never known a man in my life. Not a single man has managed to see my naked body even without clothes. Not a single man has ever had the chance to hold my body, you are the very first person to touch this body by hugging it. I am not a whore nor do I sell my body and I ask you to forgive me if you thought of me that way (she spoke while shedding tears), I am a woman who was brought up with very good values despite going through many challenges in my life and I am a woman who has never loved even a single day in my life, I think it's because I was mentally affected by the things that happened to us during those years. I think more about my family than anything else.
As time went on, My mother's health was deteriorating while my father was also completely insane and was unable to even help himself, which tormented me so much. One day we went to the hospital with my mother where I discovered a problem that my mother had admitted that she had known of for a long time but she had decided to hide it from me so that I wouldn't give up my fight. That day she told me what our uncle did that caused my mother heart problems.
'That man did not come home by accident. I can say that he had been sent by his whole family to come there. His purpose of coming there was to get the documents of the house, the fields, the cards of all the cars, which he owned and the cash that was in the bank. We didn't know anything and according to the mother's explanation, that man had installed recording devices all over the house and was very careful to monitor every step of the house as well as our life in general, that's why he managed to complete his plan easily. But through what happened I learned to not trust a stranger who comes to our house or even my house when I get lucky to get married.
That gave him a great opportunity to do what he intended to do, through the tape recorders and devices that he placed in every part of the house, helped him learn everything about his brother's assets. Because my father trusted my mother and she was the person who made him acquire all that wealth, when they were in their bedroom, they would discuss a lot of things about business and life in general. My father made everything clear to my mother about his money, places he stored the documents of all his assets like the houses, cars, deeds of farms and plots but also even secret numbers of bank accounts, which according to my mother's calculations my father's business account had one billion dollars. That's when I understood why my father got mental illness by losing his property, there was also a lot of money behind him. After finding out about everything, she found out that the day my father left, he had poisoned the chicken soup that my mother liked very much and for a while it was being prepared just for her. My uncle did everything he could and succeeded in putting the poison and that is the day when I found my father confused at home with doctors in the room treating my mother.
After he managed to poison my mother, it was time he stole all the documents and cards from the bedroom. They were in the safe but because he knew everything, that made it easier for him to open it, he took everything and didn't leave anything behind. When my mother and I returned home, we were told that my father was gone, but he had found out about the missing documents so he had gone to seek help from his business partners and friends about the matter to help him but it's like where he went things went different than he had anticipated. It was the same night that he came back confused when we were having dinner and his mother followed him into the room. It wasn't long before the police and my rule came in and that's when we were officially evicted, my mother knew everything from the beginning but she didn't want to scare us so she tolerated it as if she didn't know anything. She told me that story I felt like they had wounded me and I started crying
I felt that I wasn't a lucky person to be born on earth like other human beings, I was very hurt.
We returned home and I was supposed to start studying at college, which in reality I had no plans for any more. Because I went to very expensive schools I was sure that I would not be able to get a student loan and I had no money to pay for it myself at that time even at home, the money had run out. My mother was relying on her housekeeping job which she failed to do after she found out that she had heart problems and pressure due to stress. The responsibility of taking care of her, my father, and my younger siblings remained a test for me that's the reason why I gave up on going to college I really believed that I would not continue with my studies and I erased that from my head. I took over my mom's job and was relied on to run the house and were lucky to have bought the house we lived in because we didn't have money for rent, if we hadn't bought the house, I think we wouldn't have a place to sleep now"
She spoke very painfully as she shed enough tears.
She raised her head and looked at Jason sympathetically, the man wiped her tears, kissed her forehead and smiled.