IH Part 66-2

IH Part 66-2
Innocent Heart Part 66-2

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Author’s POV

"That's the reason I never asked you to forgive him or requested you to reduce his sentence then why did you break your promise" she asked him in desperation while tears were falling down from her eyes, he took a deep breath to calm himself down which helped him to some extent but right now his mind was on aggressive mode only.

He knew that he had done wrong by breaking his promise but he wanted to punish him himself, it was not that he did not try to stop himself, he tried many times but his every attempt failed in front of his hatred for him.

He gently held her shoulders ignoring her attempts to get out of his grip and told her in as calm a voice as possible as he didn't want to do something in anger again that will take them back to where they started “Aashi I think this is not the right time to talk about this so we will talk about it some other time. You are looking tired to me, go and change."

She felt furious listening that she was here dying to know what was her place in his life and he was trying to avoid the matter. Today she wanted to know whether her harmless wish did not matter to him, why he always forgot that he couldn’t take every decision alone, not at all when it will directly affect her.

"So when is the right time to talk about it when your torturers take his life" she taunted him while her eyes held nothing but pain and anger as if she was numb to all other emotions.

He closed his eyes as his hands moved to her face to cup and said to her opening his eyes "You are not trying to understand, I cannot give you what you are asking from me. you don't know that since the day I saw my house burning in front of my eyes, I have only one aim in my life that the day I get hold of that bastard, I will make his life hell and today when I get that opportunity how can I leave him. I know this is difficult for you but put yourself in my place and tell me if you would have forgiven the murderer of your parents?? After all this, I decided to leave him in the hands of the law just for your happiness, but what did he do??? He tried to kill me which put Ajay's life in danger. That very moment I understood that no matter how many chances we give him to improve, he will not improve, rather he will use them to attack us. "

She was understanding his feeling that what he was feeling and but he should also understand her feeling that he was putting their relationship and love at the stake in the fire of his revenge.

He was asking her whether she would forgive the murderer of her parents, but he was doing the same. She couldn’t forgive the murderer of her parents, so she was asking him not to put her in a situation in which she saw him as her father's murderer and not her husband and love of her life.

She took his face in her hands, gently making him bend down and joined their forehead looking into his eyes with her moist eyes which made his heart clenched painfully.

"You are right, no child can forgive the murderer of their parents and neither I can, so I am telling you, please leave my father, let him serve the punishment given by the law, don’t stain your hands with his blood because as you said, I cannot live with my father's murderer. I love you a lot but I can't stop myself from hating my father's murderer. Please don't make this all difficult for me" in the end she started pleading which pierced his heart like an arrow.

His heart begged him to obey her but his stubborn and insane mind won't let him do it.

"Don't make me hate you." Her hands slowly slide down from his face and she felt as if all the energy had been drained from her body.

"You can't hate me and that too because of him" he growled pulling her by grabbing her waist with his one hand who neither tried to free herself nor gave any reply to him which made him furious.

"If you hate me because of him, I promise you that I will make his death that painful than anyone can even dream of" he warned her in his dangerous voice, which scared her for a moment but as soon as his words registered in her mind, she felt a wave of anger inside her and the next moment with a loud thud his head spined in the other direction and his grip on her waist weakened, taking advantage of which, she pushed him away from herself.

"Come out of your illusion and see that if I ever hate you, it will only be because of you because you want to do everything only in your way, no matter how much it hurts me. I will not argue with you today because it is totally useless. You tell me that your hatred for my father is more than your love for me??? If so, I think it's better for us to separate because I'm tired of giving you chances when they're worthless in your eyes, I'm tired of the same repeated circle in which you first hurt me and give me pain, then you apologize to me. I have no strength left, please tell me what you want. If you want both of us together then you have to change yourself because your way of dealing with every problem is very bad. Today I will not listen to you, just say one thing that if you want us to be together, then you will have to leave my father, you will have to throw out this hatred and anger from inside you, so tell me are you ready for this??” she asked him, today her eyes were shining with a new found emotion which was scaring him too.

He was ready to accept all her conditions, even he was ready to change himself completely but he couldn’t leave Rajat, not at all until he tortured him to his heart's content.

"Don't ask me to leave him because it's the only thing I can't give you." He told her in firm tone and stormed to the bathroom as he knew there was no end to this.

"So you don't love me??" Hearing her question, his steps halted but he didn’t turn around.

He shook his head that how could she think that he didn’t love her. he loved her more than him. Didn't he prove to her that he was ready to change himself for her as well, as soon as he came from Shimla the first thing, he did was start therapy to control his anger.

"I love you so much that if you ask me for my life, I will put it on your palm the very next moment, but please don't ask this from me." In the end, his voice was low like a whisper, hearing which she understood that there was no use in arguing with him, so she stormed out of the room without saying anything because this room was suffocating her.

He heard doors opening and closing with a defeated sigh and got that she had left the room.

He cursed himself for his carelessness that why he didn't choose some other place to talk about Rajat's matter where Aashi never heard him and whatever happened didn’t happen but what was the use of crying over spilled milk now that whatever had to happen has happened and he had no option but to face the consequences.

Continued….