Chapter 34: Liam
She falls back asleep quickly, she wore herself out. My cock is still painfully hard, harder than I think it’s ever been. This wasn’t about me though. I can’t help but smile when I look down at her laying across my chest. Her head tucked right below my chin. I can just lean up enough to kiss the top of her head. The only thing that’s keeping me from being completely overjoyed about what just happened is the fact that she seemed not only surprised by everything she was feeling, but the embarrassment that was clearly overwritten on her face when I told her I could feel her. I fucking loved it, knowing she was that wet for me, knowing that if we had been naked, I could have slid right inside of her with no resistance. Something about that had caused her to become embarrassed and try to withdraw from her own pleasure. Thank God I could get her back into. I was desperate to see her come undone. She seems so innocent to it all. I know she can’t be a virgin. She has been married for five years. But watching her just now I know, just like everything else with her, there is more to this. I intend on finding out what it is. I need to know everything so that I can help her. I don’t think she needs to be fixed, there is nothing wrong with her regardless of what she or anyone else thinks. But I can help her see the truth behind whatever lies someone else had placed there, I can help her move on with her life and become who she is meant to be, who she may want to be. I can give her whatever she may need. No matter what that looks like.
For now, I am just going to hold her. I am going to love her anyway she will let me. When she wakes up, we will eat and then I’ll see what I can do for her, one step at a time. I will not force her to do or tell me anything. I will follow her lead.
It’s another hour before I feel her start to stir. She starts to wiggle, rubbing her eyes as she slowly starts to wake up. My dick starts to rise with her. I internally tell him to stand the fuck down. I start to brush away more of her hair that has fallen out. She raises her head to look at me, her eyes are still a little sleepy but have a shy quality to them. I lean down placing a chaste kiss to her lips, hoping to convey she doesn’t need to feel shy or embarrassed not with me, never with me.
“Good morning, my stor.” She lays her back down snuggling into me. I chuckle. “Come on let’s get some food. You can shower here I’ll go get one in my room.” When she makes no move to get up, I shake my head. I can’t help it, it’s just a reaction, I swat her butt, not hard barely a tap. She jumps up and looks at me wide eyed all the same. I realize that maybe that wasn’t the best idea. I sit up quickly and grab her face in both my hands. She isn’t here.
“Hey.” I say in a whisper rubbing my thumbs under her eyes along her cheek. “My stor, it’s me. You’re safe.” I keep my voice low as I talk to her. She slowly comes back and I sigh in relief. “I am so sorry. I should have thought a bit more about that. I would never hit you to hurt you.” I rush out. She looks at me and takes a deep breath.
“I know.” She whispers back, pauses and then in a lower voice. “You’re not him.” She says it to herself. I know that. She probably didn’t even mean to say it out loud to begin with. I just wrap her in my arms. Making a mental note to be more careful in the future of my actions. I never want to be the cause of pain for her, in any form.
“Come on baby, up and out.” I get to the edge of the bed and help her stand. “Go shower. I’ll meet you downstairs when you are done.” She looks up at me a little hesitantly, I love that she wants me around her, that she doesn’t want me to leave but I am only so strong and will not risk pushing her too far. I chose to kiss her until she relaxes. “I will only be a few rooms away. I’m not leaving. But baby I can’t stay here with you in the shower.” Her face heats in that adorable way it does. I smile.
“I promise I will be right down the hall. If you want you can wait in here till I come get you and we can walk down together.” I try to comprise. She nods. “Okay I’ll be back in a little bit. Remember don’t make the water too hot.” I fear she might after what just happened. It seems she goes numb when she slips away and the void shows in her eye. But I don’t want her to hurt herself.
“Okay.” That won’t do.
“Promise me?” I hear my own plea for what it is, begging. A man like me doesn’t beg, but I could care less what other men may do, for her I will. She looks at me.
“I promise.” I can’t help but bring her into my arms, burying my nose in her hair.
“Good girl.” I release her and wait for her to head to the bathroom. When she shuts the door, I make my way to my own room.
On the way my mind drifts back to the way she rubbed herself on me this morning, and then to the fact she is naked in the shower now. I reach down and try to adjust myself in my pants, only to find they are still damp. I have never had someone so wet they went through both our clothes. I groan. And then like a dirty pervert I bring my hand to my nose. My knees wobble.
“Jesus” I inhale deeply smelling her sweet musk. It’s the most incredible thing I’ve ever smelt. My mouth starts to water begging for a taste while my cock is now trying to bust the seams of my pants. I put some more speed in my step to get to my room. The door barely closes behind me before I’m ripping my shirt off and putting it on my shoulder, my pants come down wrapping my hand around my thick girth.
I stroke myself with a tight grip of one hand while I place my other under my nose. Taking deep inhales of her. I close my eyes and try to imagine her soft hand wrapped around me instead of my own rough hand. I work my cock faster as the image of her becomes so clear in my mind. She would hold me tight but hesitantly and I would love every second of her exploring. She would get more confident as she saw my reaction, hear my own groans of pleasure.
My breath picks up as heat starts pricking at my spine and my balls draw up. I barely have time to grab my shirt to catch my cum and I find my own release.
“Fuck.”