Chapter 43 Fuck Her Out Of My System
AXEL
It took a while for Lisa's tears to finally subside and I led her to the bed. She wouldn't meet my eyes when I handed her a box of Kleenex. She just collected it wordlessly.
I immediately excused myself from the room and went to the kitchen. I found myself making herbal tea and it was only when I was about to enter my room that the absurdity of the whole situation dawned on me.
I don't think I've ever made tea for anyone apart from myself, not even Prince and here I was, about to give Lisa Volkov tea while she still had my towel wrapped around her body and was sitting on my
bed.
And let's not forget that she just admitted one great, if not her greatest weakness to me and she just had a mental breakdown in my arms. I've never been good with crying women, I've never even liked the idea of crying women, I don't know what to do with them and most times, I always end up getting annoyed or something.
Forty-Three: Fuck Her Out Of My System
"Here, take this, it'll help you calm down."
She looked up at me, eyes blank and looking nothing like she just had a meltdown minutes ago except for the slight puffiness and redness.
She looked away from my face to the saucer I was stretching towards her before a slight scoff escaped from her lips.
"You really don't think that I'd drink anything in your house, right?"
Good! Now she was back in the spirit but that still didn't alleviate my worries about her.
"And why is that?"
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She looked up at me with her eyes looking like I was turning into a lion, "really? It's already foolish enough that I'm in your apartment at this hour of the day and you want me to drink something that
you might have been poisoned? Come on, if I was daft enough to lose my guard to the point of getting into a sleeping arrangement with you, would I really take a drink from you in your house?"
I tried to suppress the wave of anger that I felt.
"Come on, Red, why would I poison you? Apart from the fact that there's no reason for me to, I'm also way above that level, I don't resort to poisoning when there are other ways to get things done."
She scoffed again, "I wouldn't be so sure about that, after all, you're Ivanov and you guys are notable for..."
"No, dead that," I interrupted her, "we agreed to keep our families out of our conversations, right? Now, take the damn tea if you don't want me to feed it to you."
Maybe she recognized the threat in my voice because she immediately took the saucer from me and she took a sip. I took a seat beside her, watching her, mesmerized by the movement of her lips
and throat.
She took another sip before she dropped the saucer on the bedside table, her eyes met mine for the briefest second in the process and before she looked away, I caught a glimpse of the vulnerability
and sadness in her eyes.
And shit, my heart clenched painfully in my chest.
"Forget about what happened some minutes ago," she said.
"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked at the same time and her eyes widened in what looked like a condescending shock.
"Talk about what?"
"What just happened, of course, you cried and you said you hated what you do to the point that it makes you have nightmares for days so yeah, that's what I'm asking you, do you want to talk about
it?"
"And do you think that even if I wanted to talk about it, you're the best person I'll talk about it to?"
"You just confessed it to me a few minutes ago," I pointed it out to her.
"In a minute of vulnerability, Axel, do you think I'd have really said that out loud to you if I were in my right senses? We're nothing but fuck buddies and you should know that ours isn't a conversation where we'll share emotional and heartfelt conversations, I just need you to give me orgasms, make me feel good, and help me forget."
"Really?" I asked her in a surprisingly dark voice that made her lips curl into an even darker smile.
"Don't tell me you already want something else with just a few weeks into our agreement."
"Well, I don't," I tore the towel away from her body and my groin tightened at the deliciously hot body and her perfect tits with her nipples standing at attention and looking like they were waiting for my
mouth and hands.
"The only thing I want right now is to eat you out," I told her before pushing her onto the bed and lying on top of her body. She started to push me off almost immediately.
"Looks like you won't get to do that tonight, it's night and I have to get back to the hostel so get the fuck off... Oh, fuck."
I took an erect nipple into my body, cutting off her words and I kept sucking and nibbling at it while my other hand kneaded her other boobs and two of my fingers found the tip to massage and toy
with it.
Her words dissolved into mindless moans and whimpers as I took my time sucking on her boobs and playing with her nipples. I went back and forth till I couldn't hold it any longer, till the need to bury my face in between her thighs was greater than anything I'd ever felt.
I kissed my way down to her belly button, to her core and I found myself inhaling her scent deeply. She shuddered when I blew hot air against her already glistening pussy and without waiting for her
to prepare herself, I dived in.
She welcomed me with a loud whimper and moan as her hips rose on the bed.
I held her hips in place as I delivered a slow languorous swipe of my tongue across the length of her clit and a harsh groan escaped from my mouth. She tasted better down here and I could eat get
out forever.
I dived in fully, licking her, sucking her, and fucking her with my tongue and lips. Her clit was my favorite part, it was swollen and tender and I found myself teasing it by biting and taking it into my mouth. All these while, she was rewarding me with those breathy little moans of hers that were going straight into my groin and making me harder than I've ever been.
Her hand fisted around my hair when I used two fingers to hold her apart so I could eat her better, so I stroked her with my tongue better. I kept at her, lapping her up before I shoved my tongue into
her core. She tightened around me and immediately, her juice filled my mouth and a loud scream escaped from her mouth as she came hard. I lapped on her juice, drinking them in, floating on the
sweetness.
"Fuck, Axel..." she whimpered and I groaned as I lapped at her core one last time before rising my body up so I could stare at her.
She looked dazed, satiated, spent, and completely beautiful and my heart skipped a beat.
Geez, what was happening? Ours was just a plain physical arrangement so my heart skipping when looking at her definitely wasn't part of the plan.
I was still staring at her and trying to decipher what could be wrong with me today when she inched up, wrapped her two hands around my neck and she kissed me thoroughly, like a starving, dying woman whose only chance of living was kissing me.
I kissed her back with equal intensity, shoving my tongue into her mouth and making sure she tasted herself on it. I groaned harshly when she reached between us to stroke my too-hard cock
through my boxers. I allowed her to stroke me for a few seconds before I undo my boxers and I wore a condom and I was inside it before she could even blink.
Fuck, she was already tight again even though I was inside her less than an hour ago.
I fucked her to my heart's content while she kept whimpering and moaning and gasping and edging me on with all her reactions.
Now, I could only wish I could fuck this obsession with fucking her out of my system.
I could only wish this obsession and addiction weren't going to grow bigger than they already are.