Chap.128*Dream World*
Every move that I made to get away from him, he would force me back onto the bed.
“LET ME GO!” I shouted, trying to get him off me.
“You thought you could waste so much of my time and then run away from me?” His voice gave me a feeling of revulsion; he was on top of me while I was screaming at the top of my lungs for someone to hear me.
He didn’t even care how much I was crying; he had already made his way inside me. The first thrust in and my lips yelled a loud scream of hate and disgust.
“Ahh!” he moaned as he kept putting his d*** inside me and pulling it out. I felt his one hand grabbing my b*** and then trying to rip open my clothes so that he could get a glance of my naked body. I have never felt so disgusting before, his touch was something that was going to terrorize me for life time, I knew that much.
“You wh****, I know women like you very well. You love to tease men, you love to excite them and then when they show care, you try to act hard to get.” As he was f****** me against my will, he was dehumanizing me, assassinating my character.
I was already feeling shit*y but he made sure that I remember every single second of this moment, this disgusting moment.
“You like it rough, don’t you?” he whispered in my ear and turned me around by force, once I started struggling, I felt him twirling my body to him and slapping me across my face with full force.
After he was done with me, he left the bathroom door locked and even escaped the room with locking the door from the outside.
I then opened my eyes at found my body on the cold floor. My head was hurting and streams of tears were still fresh on my cheeks, I must be crying in my sleep.
I tried to get up but my legs felt weak, I looked down and found so many bruises not only on all around my body but between my legs.
“NOO!” I cried in a rough voice, he ra*** me.
I tried pushing the door but my body was in so much pain that I couldn’t even stay awake for longer.
The pain knocked me out really quick, I slept through the day until I heard Desmond's voice.
"How much time has been passed?" I mumbled in my mouth in panic, "De----Desmond!" I shouted desperately, Desmond please!!" I was crying while lying lifelessly in front of the bathroom door and crying my eyes to bleed.
"Ayleen!" As Desmond heard my whimpers, he panicked and rushed to open the door, "Where are the f***** keys?" He screamed but then he decided to break the door down.
The moment he got inside, I closed my eyes and curled up in a ball.
"What the f*** happened?" He rushed closer but I swiftly whimpered.
"Roy!" I have not heard his whimpers in hours.
"What happened to Roy? Where is Roy?" I could tell from Desmond's voice that he knew something sinful had happened here.
I pointed a shaky finger at the door and then passed out again.
A few days later:
"She won't respond! She isn't even moving!" I could hear their voices clearly, but I have lost my interest in communicating with anyone.
"I understand what you will be going through, you two lost your son and that criminal ended his life the moment he got caught, the tiring feeling of not seeing him getting punished for his sins is driving you two crazy but as for her, she is also a victim of ra**, she is blaming herself for everything." Ava and Desmond were talking in front of my room.
"I've asked for a nurse, Mrs. Brown, she will come here and start working soon. She will take care of her," Desmond uttered, "she has always served my family, Ayleen will be in good hands." He was suffering but my objection was one name.
Ava!
Why was it that she was so perfect? What did he say? Anyone would want to wife her up because she is perfect.
I don't want to live this life; I want to live her life. I want to be a perfect girl, a girl that everybody would want.
Yes! I'm Ayleen McGrath.
"I'm a girl who is living with her sisters, what should I name them?" I asked in my mouth, "Cierra and Hazel," I was staring blankly at the wall. I would create a perfect life for me where I'm the perfect girl, where it's not my fault that everyone around me is suffering.
Desmond's POV:
Present Time:
I was in my car, looking around for Ayleen while the weather was getting colder. I feared what she would do now since she had no idea who she was anymore. After the death of our first son, she created this imaginary world of her own where after we would put her to sleep, she will wake up telling me weird dreams. She had stopped hearing what we were saying, her own imagination was what she was focused on.
Everybody told me that her rightful place was in the hospital but I couldn't leave her there, so I went along with her stories.
I was tired of people telling me that my wife seduced Garret and it was her fault whatever happened.
The day Garret was caught by the cops, he told them about the first night he and Ayleen had done some stuff via video call. He was a coward who ran away from the punishment but before he did, he made sure that Ayleen's reputation was scarred. I didn't care what they said, I know she did a video call him but that does not mean he has the right to hurt her.
I was now left alone, suffering from the loss of my son and my wife, who wasn't even how I remembered her.
She kept attacking everyone, kept telling everyone that she is living with her sisters and she wants to go back to her sisters and the moment somebody tries to tell her that is not true, she attacks them.
Things had gone so bad that the cops were called when she started a ruckus in the public.
Then eventually, she met a male nurse named Benjamin, whose wrong intentions had scared her into creating another scenario where he was her stalker.
Although she was in the hospital, her brain explained it to her as another city. She would see things that nobody saw, she was fully consumed by this new world of hers.
And then I paid Benjamin to help her get out of that hospital and that's where she imagined it as a man named Desmond had brought her home as a nanny for his son.
She would always imagine Roy being around and I made Ava play along. We never questioned her, I never wanted anyone to question her.
And then she lied about Evan and her. I remember the video that played in that movie room had nothing to do with them but she imagined this crazy scenario where I blamed her and all.
She had no idea how badly it hurt since most of the time she would be asleep, living this crazy new world.
And then we got pregnant, I thought it would bring me my Ayleen back but she started imagining me telling her about Ava's plan when it never happened.
She was eventually taken back to the hospital when she shot me, where she met Priscilla and Henry.
The two were madly in love and my Ayleen didn't like it. She wanted to be a victim since everybody blamed her for all that happened to her and our son, she decided to become a victim.
Then she imagined Henry making moves on her when it was the other way around. I had to convince Henry to ignore what she was doing, I paid him a high price to not question her.
Then she stole Priscilla's ring but imagined a completely different thing.
After she realized that they were not inseparable, she messed up the car. When Henry and Priscilla left for the woods, they got swayed with each other and as Ayleen saw them together, the anger inside her came out, and in the fit of the rage, she killed them both.
Since Henry had already informed me that their car broke down, luckily I found her before anyone else could. I had to hide the bodies, I had to because I wasn't letting anyone take away my wife from me.
I brought her home and then things were going great until she started having issues with Ava, who would call me to ask me about Ayleen and Roy.
Then in my absence, Ayleen called them on dinner and poisoned their food.
She then imagined them to be after her since she had burned Ava with the hot coffee. I came back to three corpses on the patio.
I took care of them.
But then she followed me and believed that I killed them. I should have told her to come out of her dream world, I should have taken help for her because now I don't even know where she had taken my son.