CHAPTER 62: The Truth
CHAPTER 62: The Truth
Naina's Pov:
It has been almost one week since we came back to New York. since everything changed. I knew Jack was impatient when it came to me. But after I fully surrendered myself to him, we made love.
After that, I don't know what happened to him. I still remember how yesterday, in the middle of the meeting, NG told everyone to leave, and then he fucked me on the table while saying that, which still makes me blush when I remember it.
In two days, I don't even remember how many times he made love to me.
Every time he just pulls me closer to himself and then starts his way to show how I only belong to him.
Also, every single time he doesn't use protection. It made me worried for some reasons. I know he said he can't be a father, but I don't know why my heart was not ready to believe this. My heart was saying it's impossible, and we can be parents.
Currently, I'm sitting in my cabin and thinking of visiting the hospital. Which is not a cup of tea for me. Especially without being noticed by Jack.
I was still thinking about all this when my phone rang. I immediately answered the call after seeing the name of the caller.
"Hello, future Mrs Boss", I heard Jurey's cheerful voice.
"Stop it, Jurey," I said while trying to hide my blush. Even though she can't see me, I know my voice is enough for her to find out.
"Okay... Fine. You are not at all fun, Naina. Anyways, I was saying, what about we go out today? It's been so long since we went out together." She suggested while doing something in the background.
Hearing her, an idea came into my mind.
"Okay, we will go to eat at one of our favourite spots, okay?" Saying this, I cut the call, obviously not before talking about lots of things.
I sighed and kept my phone on the table, then stood to go to his cabin. Everything is set now, but the only problem is to make him agree to let me go alone. Because after that Canada incident, he didn't let me go anywhere alone.
I had to do something, so he let me go without any tantrums. As I entered his cabin, I saw him working. He is a big workaholic.
"No doubt he looks so hot while working," my subconscious mind said, and I agree with her.
"Take a picture; it will stay longer." Suddenly, I heard his voice, which made me come out of my la-la land.
I saw he stopped working and looked at me with his intense eyes.
"You can do this, Naina; you can beat the shit out of anyone, and then you can make him agree too," I said in my mind, and with my remaining confidence, I went toward him.
He raised his eyebrow at me when he saw the way I was walking toward him.
My walk was sexy. I made sure to swing my hips, and let me tell you, before coming here, I tightened my bra and tied my hair in a bun. I also opened two buttons of my dress. So he could see my breast properly.
Am I seducing him? So yeah, I'm seducing him. Before, I used to find all this bullshit, like how can someone do all this just to make him agree on something? I guess I judged them so wrong. Today, when I'm in their show, I understand why they do all this.
I know today I'm not walking out of this cabin without getting fucked by him. Knowing him, I know he gets turned on by just my presence, and today I dared to wake up the beast by playing this seductive thing.
Standing in front of him, I looked into his blue eyes, which were getting darker with each second. Then I did something I never thought I would do.
I SAT ON HIS LAP.
He immediately wrapped his arm around my waist, making sure I didn't run away. Now I'm fully trapped in his arms.
I have to do what I came here for. Yes, before it gets so late.
"Jack, actually I..." I started talking while running my finger on his chest seductively, but he cut me off in the middle and started talking.
"Looking at you, I'm sure whatever you are going to say is something I will not agree with. That's why you are doing this, right, Amore?" He didn't ask me; he said these words.
I look at him in shock, like how he gets to know everything, like how.
Still holding me in his arms, he looks at me. I don't know where the bravery went. I pout and then finally throw away the seduction play and hug him tightly like I used to do when I wanted something from Dad.
He turned his chair, and while holding me with one arm, he started working with the other hand. The way we are sitting, I must be looking like a child in his arms. My back is touching his table, making me aware of what he will do if I don't do what I came here for.
"Jack, please...I...I promise I will be careful and I will take care of myself," I said while showing him my eyes.
"You say this every time, Angel," he said calmly.
By 'every time', he means I go by saying I will take care of myself, only to give him a heart attack by getting hurt.
"This time I promise, pakka wala, I will take care of your angel more than myself, please... please," I said these words because I know these will work on him.
He looks into my eyes for a few seconds, then sighs loudly, which says he finally agrees with me.
I immediately jumped in excitement and hugged him tightly. See, he is not as bad as we thought.
He immediately held my hips tightly and cursed under his breath, which I didn't hear.
"I'm telling you, Amore, if you don't want to cancel this plan of yours, then for God's sake, stop moving," he said with closed eyes. I can see his veins on his neck, which means he is biting his cheek. His whole neck and ear are red, and there is sweat too.
I looked at him for a few seconds, then finally realised what he was trying to say. Now, when he said this, I finally felt something poking in my ass.
"Naina beta, agar apna bhala chati hai, tho abhi bhaag yaha se," my subconscious mind alerts me.
Translate: Run if you don't want to end up walking out of this room with shaking legs and some of your confidence.
I immediately stood from the chair and turned to run out of the room or from the devil, who had patience as I have when I see food.
I barely took one step when suddenly my world turned upside down, and the next moment I was sitting on the table, completely trapped by his bulky body. Before I could open my mouth to stop him, his mouth crashed into mine.
I pressed my hand on his abs to stop him and remind him of my plan, but the next second, he grabbed my hands and pinned them on the side of my waist.
He is kissing me like he is not thinking of letting me go today.
I needed to stop him; otherwise, I had to cancel my plan with Jurey.
But the question is how...
"You brought a new lipstick?" He suddenly asked. When he said this, his lips touched mine as he was still standing close to me.
"Huh?... What?" I said, not understanding his question.
"This one has a coffee flavour," he said while licking his lips.
"Jack, you can't be serious right now," I said with shock, like I'm sitting on his table, my legs are wrapped around his waist, and our bodies are almost touching each other, and here he is talking about the flavour of the lipstick.
I quickly pushed him away and jumped down from the table.
"You... You", I was saying something when he suddenly held my chin and sucked my lips, making me stop in the middle."Umm... now coffee is my favourite."
"Jack, do you even understand what you are saying??" I asked him, as he is behaving so differently than usual.
"Amore, do you know what I'm thinking right now?" he said suddenly and bent to my level, then whispered in my ear.
"I'm thinking how this lipstick will look around my already hardened dick." Saying this, he sucked my ear, making shivers run down my body.
I can feel goosebumps on my body, and I'm sure now I'm damn wet down there.
"Naina controls the user self; you can't be a pervert right now...remember the plan. You can't cancel that." My subconscious mind almost yelled...
I opened my eyes and slowly pushed him to create some distance. I'm sure he can see what is happening with me, and I also know he is doing all this. He wanted me to cancel today's plan so he could execute his plan.
I licked my lips, then, without looking at him, I ran outside the cabin. Before he could do something to change my mind.
I can hear him yelling my name from behind, but today I'm not going to fall for his traps. Finally, when I came inside the lift, I saw what he had done to my lips. There is a cut on my lip, and it is swollen too.
I immediately took the darker lipstick from my bag so it could help me to hide this cut at least.
I don't know what kind of obsession he has with my lips. If someone looks at my lips, they will think I have had some procedures done on my lips. Because, naturally, my lips are not this much bigger and thicker. Also, every other day, he would gift me so many lipsticks and glosses to try. No, not because he thinks they will look good on me, but because he wants to remove them as soon as I apply them.
I still remember back in India when I applied some gloss for the first time on my lips. I have applied before too, but that time the gloss was simple and flavourless. After applying that, when I came in front of him, I didn't know what had happened to him. He suddenly grabbed my neck and kissed me till there was no gloss on my lips.
FLASHBACK
The scariest thing was that Maa was home that day and left my neck the moment he did. The door of the room opened, and Maa came inside with the tray of glasses in her hand.
" Arey Naina tu yahi bethi hai, itni der se me tujhe aawaz de rahi ho ki aa aur sharbat lekar jaa Jack ke liye. Pata nahi ye ladki ka kaha dhyan rehta hai aaj kal..." Saying this, she kept the tray on the table.
(Hey Naina, so you're sitting right here? I've been calling out to you for ages—telling you to come and take the sherbet for Jack. I have no idea where this girl's mind is these days...
Let me tell you, the moment the door opened, Jack sat on the bed and started working like he was not kissing me just a while ago.
"Aur ye kya haal bana rakha hai apna? Dekh Jack ko subha khudse uthkar taiyaar hokar kaise apna kaam kar raha hai, aur tujhe dekh jabse uthi hai tabse bas pura ghar yaha se waha ghum rahi hai. Chal abhi chalkar naha le." Saying this, she started looking at me with her sharp eyes.
(And look at the state you've let yourself get into! Just look at Jack—he got up on his own this morning, got ready, and is already getting on with his work, whereas you—ever since you woke up, you've just been wandering all over the house. Come on, go take a bath right now.)
I look at him with my half-open mouth.
"Maa ja rahi hoon nahane." While saying this, I glare at him. He is totally not a sanskari friend whom your mother thinks isse koi acha sankari tho koi aur hu hi nhi sakta, but reality is different.
"Aur haa, aaj subha tere liye ek parcel aaya tha, dekh lena, tere kamre mein rakha hai. Pura din bas tere parcel hi aate rehte hain aur mangati bhi kya hai, bas ye makeup aur faltu ki chise. Subha bhi tune kuch lagaya tha na apne hotho pe. Kaha gaya wo?" she said, almost in anger this time.
(Oh, and by the way, a parcel arrived for you this morning; check your room, it's sitting in there.) Parcels for you seem to be arriving all day long, and what do you even order? Just makeup and all sorts of useless stuff. You put something on your lips this morning, didn't you? What happened to that?)
As she said this, I heard his voice, which was not clear, but he definitely said something.
(A/N: Only people who follow me on Instagram know what he said, right? 😉 You want to know what he said? Then go and follow me on Instagram... and there would be no spoilers for them.
I just sighed and left the room, leaving Maa with him, because I don't think she is in a good mood today, so it's better if I leave this room right now for my own good...
FLASHBACK END
I just shook my head and left the lift as the parking lot floor came. As I came toward my car, so many bodyguards and Max were already waiting for me. I know what they are going to say, but today I'm prepared with my answers too... Today they had to listen to my orders...
Yes, orders... Naina, you can do this... though kya hu gaya? These huge, strong bodyguards are standing here. inme itni himmat thodi hai ki tujhe haath bhi laga sake.
(Yes, orders... Naina, you can do this. So what if there are so many bodyguards standing here? They certainly don't have the guts to even lay a hand on you.)
When the bodyguard opened the back door for me, I stopped him in the middle.
"I will drive today," I said in a calm voice.
"Buy, ma'am," he hesitated, but then he looked at Max, who nodded at him. The bodyguard again turned toward me then, and without looking at me, he nodded and stepped back so I could sit in the driving seat.
As I opened the door, I looked at Max and called him.
"I want all of you to follow me from some distance," he said when he came in front of me. I can't let them know where I'm going because obviously, I don't want Jack to know where I'm going.
Hearing my words, his face went pale as I told him to kill himself in front of me.
"But ma'am, sir orders us to keep eye...ahem, I mean, to accompany you today," he said while wiping his forehead.
"I already have Jurey to give company today, so I don't want your company. Also, it's girls' day today, and I don't want to ruin this by walking with this many people. So please do as I said," I said this time with a little anger.
"I know, ma'am, but sir's order..." Max was saying this when I stopped him in the middle.
"So for you, my words don't have any importance. Now you will ignore my words. Okay, fine, I'm not going anywhere with you all. Tell your boss to fuck off." Saying this, I turned and started walking toward the exit.
Jack needs to know that he can't control me. He can't decide where I will go and where I will not. I never asked anyone what I should do and whatnot. Today I did all that because I want him to feel what place he had in my life, and he should not feel that he is not important for me.
But that doesn't mean he will decide everything for me. I don't like if someone controls me or tries to tell me I have to do everything with their permission. I truly love him with my everything, but not more than my freedom.
As I walked a little, I saw my bike was standing there, which Jack brought here from India. I know I'm wearing a frock today, but it has jeans inside the frock. But even if the whole of New York makes fun of me today, I'm going by this bike.
I have anger issues... no, I have enough anger issues to get the tag of 'red flag', but I'm like this... As I sat on the bike and started it. Max came in front of me, stopping me with his wide hands.
"Ma'am, please, I'm sorry, but please come with us. Please, ma'am, don't do this; otherwise,e the boss will be so angry with us. Please, ma'am, you don't want us to follow you. Okay, fine, we will not follow, but please, ma'am, don't go like this, please, ma'am," saying this, he joined his hands in front of me. He was looking like he was one step away from falling on his knees.
I silently came in front of him.
"Sure", saying this, I walk toward the car. They should have listened to me when I was telling them calmly. Why do they have to make me angry every time?...
I sat inside the car and came out of the building. After driving the car for 15 min., I dialled the Jurey number. Which she answered in one ring.
"I'm sorry, Jurey, but today Jack and I had to attend an important meeting. Because of this, I can't meet you today. What about we make this plan some other day?" I said as soon as she asked me where I was.
The line on the other side went silent for some seconds. I looked at the screen as I thought she had cut the call.
"Jurey, you are okay with this, right??" I asked nervously because Jurey going silent is like an impossible task in the world.
"Hmmm... I'm okay. I understand you got some work suddenly; otherwise, you would never cancel the plan... No worries, we will do this on some other day." Saying this, she cut the call.
I know she is sad because I'm the only one who goes with her on dates. Today I have a very important thing to do; otherwise, I would never cancel our plan.
I kept my phone on the seat beside me, and then I entered my car in a hotel, which was the biggest hotel in New York. As I parked my car in the parking lot. I wrapped a scarf around my neck and wore big glasses that could cover my face properly.
Coming outside the hotel, I took a cab. As the destination was coming closer, my heart was feeling like it was going to burst.
"Calm down, Naina, you are not doing anything wrong. Calm down," I said, patting my heart to calm my heartbeat.
After paying the driver, I entered the building carefully without revealing my face. Coming up to the receptionist.
"Excuse me, miss," I called her.
"Yes, ma'am," she said while looking at me with a smile. That smile looked fake, but there were so many questions in her eyes.
"I have an appointment with Dr Nathan," I said and showed her my appointment letter.
"Your name, ma'am," she asked me when the name was clearly written on the letter.
"Mrs William"
"The doctor is waiting for you in cabin number 402." Saying this, she gives me a file.
As I entered the lift and the lift was going up with each floor, my heart felt like it was going to burst out of my chest.
Coming in the front of the cabin door.
Gynaecologist specialist
I took a deep breath, and with all my strength, I knocked on the door.
"Yes, come in," a sweet female voice answered.
I took a deep breath and opened the door. Inside the cabin, a middle-aged woman was sitting.
"Have a seat, please," she said as I greeted her. She took my file and started reading. After some time, she closed the file and looked at me.
"You want to do IVF treatment, right?" She asked me, to which I nodded and said.
"Okay, but for that, we have to do some tests; after that, we can discuss the procedure. Is this okay?"
"Yeah", I was able to say only these words.
"Fine, these are the tests you have to do. Miss Merry will guide you in all this." Saying this, she pointed at the nurse who was standing beside me, whom I didn't even notice till now.
I nod at the doctor, then follow the nurse.
"You have to wear this." By saying this, Miss Merry gave me a hospital gown. I look at the gown; I don't know why today I'm feeling so restless. I don't want to name this feeling, but I'm scared – so damn scared.
This what-if and what-not has been eating me since I hurt my foot in this hospital. Yes, hospital, I decided to take IVF treatment. He said he can't be a father, but I want to tell him that it's not impossible. We can be parents, and I want to see the happiness on his face when he knows I'm going to give birth to our child. He will be the happiest person in the world that day.
I can't wait to see him as a father. When he holds our child in his hand.
Will our child have his/her eyes or mine?
Will our child be like him or me??
Will he or she eat Indian food or the food their father eats??
All these questions make me happier...
Hey Mahadev, make sure that everything goes well. Now you are the only hope I have right now.
After one hour.
"We will receive your report sometime; till then, you have to wait, or you can come tomorrow to collect it." The doctor said this as I entered the cabin.
"No doctor, I can wait here." Saying this, I sat down.
In one hour, I don't know what Jack must have done till now. He must be angry at everyone. The last time I vanished for some minutes, he almost lost his mind and gave orders to our country to find me.
I knew it; even after I told them not to follow me, they still did that, and I'm not surprised that they did because obviously they don't want to face the anger of their boss.
When I parked my car in that hotel parking lot, I knew they wouldn't be able to find me. because that hotel had the largest parking lot, as thousands of cars come there. Before leaving the car, I left my jewellery, purse, and even my phone. So he wasn't able to track my location.
I just took my money and appointment letter.
Also, this hospital is far away from the hotel, so there is no chance he would think that I would come here.
"Mrs William, can you hear me??" I was lost in my thoughts when I heard the doctor's voice.
"Yes...oh, sorry, I was just lost in thought. Did the reports come?? "I asked as I saw the file in her hands.
The smile that was on my face completely vanished when I noticed her expression.
"What happened, doctor?? Is...is there something wrong in my reports???" I asked with fear.
She just sighed and held my hands. Like she is preparing me to face something. After that, she opened her mouth and started talking.
Her each word, each line, was breaking me from the inside. Tears started falling from my eyes, and my throat – it felt like I had forgotten my voice.
"So he...he lied to me." I just said these words.
"I'm sorry, Mrs William." She just said these words.
I slowly stood from the chair and took whatever strength I had and left the cabin. I didn't even realise when I came on the ground floor.
"Will you please book a cab for me?" I request from the receptionist, who looks at my swollen eyes and nods.
In 10 minutes, the cab came in front of the hospital gate. As I sat inside, the tears that had been stopped till now finally started falling. The driver looked at me between the drives, but he didn't ask me anything.
The whole drive, I was just crying and crying.
"Ma'am, we have reached the destination," the driver said, which made me look outside. I silently wiped my tears, then I paid the driver and came outside the car.
As I entered the bungalow, it was as if everything stopped around me.
"Don't disturb me for some time; I want to be alone for a while," I said to the maids who started questioning me. After saying this, I went toward our room.
As I came inside, all the memories in this room came together. Now, as if all those were fake, everything was a lie. I was thinking all this when the door opened, making me look behind.
Jack was coming toward me in full of rage. His face was red, and veins could be seen on his forehead and neck. His hair looked like he had moved his hand on it hundreds of times. He was looking like a mess, a dangerous mess.
As he was coming close to me, with each step, I was remembering his lies.
"I can't be a father."
"I have some disease; because of that, I can't be a father anymore."
As he came in front of me, before he could say anything or do anything. I didn't realise when I lifted my hand and
"SLAP"
I threw the reports at him before he could ask me anything. While looking at my teary eyes and red face, he slowly bent and picked up the file.
As he read the reports, his face started losing colour.
"Amore, let me explain." He said with fear. I feared that I never thought that I would see fear in Jack Williams's eyes for anyone. Today, his eyes had fear, fear of maybe losing me.
"You lied to me, Jack," I whispered.
"Amore...I..." he was saying when I cut him off in the middle.
"LEAVE ME ALONE FOR SOME TIME." Saying this, I turned my back toward him. After some time,e I heard the voice of the door closing.
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