Chapter 45 His Mother
MIA
I rested my head on the headboard, staring at my room. My teary eyes landed on the CCTV, reminding me of him.
I lowered my gaze, sniffling. I wiped my nose with the back of my hand as more tears flowed.
Tomorrow is Mom's and Vicky's birthday.
Intriguing, right?
They both share the same birthday. I remember how I always made cupcakes for them when I was still in the house.
Even after I left the house, I would visit on their birthdays and give them the little gifts I was able to afford.
Vicky was very excited about the last gift I gave her on her birthday.
She is always happy whenever I gift her.
But mom.....
I hugged myself, rubbing my arms and letting out a sigh.
Mom hardly smiles at me when I give her gifts.
She is just......so bitter towards me. I still don't know why.
I try every day to figure out why.
Or what I did.
I might not be perfect but I know I have been nothing but a good daughter.
Why does she hate me so much?
It wasn't like this before. It wasn't like this when Dad was still with us. We were a happy family.
But everything changed after Dad got sick and died.
I was twelve.
Mom was cold towards me. I didn't think about it much because we were both devastated about Dad.
But it got worse after she got married to George two years after dad died.
It became pure hate after he tried to take advantage of me but she believed it to be the other way round just because he told her.
She believed him and kicked me out without a second thought.
She said I was eighteen and old enough to take care of myself.
That day was awful for me. But I had to survive somehow.
More tears flowed as that awful day repeated in my head.
Despite all that, I miss her. Vicky as well.
I can't give them gifts this year because I am stuck here.
I miss them so much.
I miss Axel too.
I know I am stupid for missing him but I do. I can't lie.
The three of them are the only people I know.
I looked at Jay Jay.
He is sound asleep, lying on his back.
Well, four people. I might be stuck here but I earned a best friend.
Sighing, I got out of bed and walked towards the windows. I stared at the compound which is the backyard with a pool.
The lights are securing and igniting the place along with the full moon and beautiful stars.
I folded my arms, staring at the view as last night filled my head again.
I shouldn't be thinking about it.
But I was. I was thinking about it since morning.
I couldn't stop and I don't know why.
It was......
God, I don't know what to call it.
Thankfully, I didn't see him today. He didn't take us with him to the company.
I can't be completely thankful because he can appear at any moment like he usually does.
I don't know what's with him.
Why he come into my room or.....want me.
Don't forget what he said when he.....
I rubbed my hands on my hair, brushing my hair back as my entire body reacted to the memory.
I don't know if I should call it an awful memory or.... something else.
I mean he drugged me.
And.....and taped me up on that armchair.
I stared at the armchair as last night replayed in my head again.
I spent almost the entire day staring at the armchair and my mind would drift to how he.....
I let out a shameful sigh as I held my head in my hands while staring at the floor. I folded my arms and returned my gaze to my window.
He kept telling me that what he did was awful.
He drugged me.
He has been watching me in the bathroom.
He saw me and.....
He has also been sneaking into my room and leaving me those lilies.
He has been boldly telling me about his disturbing intentions towards me.
He went down on me despite my protest and somehow.....
Somehow I enjoyed it.
I rubbed my arms nervously, feeling beyond ashamed and disappointed in myself.
But the way he.....the way he moved his tongue on my clit....
I have never experienced that before. I have heard about it before somewhere.
I have fantasized about it but I never dared to ask Axel to touch me that way.
Sex is the only intimate thing we do.
He made me go down on him once but I did a very terrible job that he never asked me of it.
I think I bit him.
I did away with the thought of ever asking him to go down on me.
But last night.....
I am still angry about it. I am angry about the way it started.
Drugging me and the tapes too but it was too good.
My body gave in instantly.
I have never squirted before but I did last night and all over HIS face.
He wasn't even bothered about it.
I watched him lick his lips happily.
His eyes on me when he was doing those things to my clit was something else.
As hard as I tried, I couldn't stay angry for too long at the moment. My body gave in to the intriguing pleasure before I could.
God, why am I thinking about this?
He is a very dangerous man and he is lusting after you.
He put three cigars inside you, have you forgotten that?
That's disturbing.
He has been watching you.
Sneaking into your room.
God, he gave you time to get ready for him to touch you.
Who does that?
I rubbed my arms again as I moved my eyes to the CCTV.
He must be watching me now, right?
It is not midnight yet.
And I believe he is back from his company.
So he must be watching me right now.
What if he is on his way here? And he has another thing in mind to do to me.
I walked back to the bed and joined Jay Jay. It is a safe place for me now.
I got under the duvet, lay on the side as I placed my hand on Jay Jay's chest, patting it gently.
"You didn't shed a tear while touching yourself in the fucking bathroom."
I lay on my back as I recalled what he said.
God, there is a camera in the mirror.
I covered my face with my palms, recalling how I pleasured myself while staring in the mirror.
Oh God, what have I done?
He saw all that.
I moved my hands to my hair and gripped it a bit.
I let out a sigh, turning to the other side.
I feel so exposed.
He has seen all of me.
My body, my vulnerability, my.....
Oh God.
What if he....what if he tries to take me by force?
I mean he had all the opportunity to do it last night but he didn't.
He only.....
He only used his tongue on me.
I let out a huff, covering my face with my palms.
"No one or you is allowed to touch you. Don't touch yourself. I will chop off your hands if you do so."
I put down my palms, furrowing my brows a bit.
He can't mean that.
"You are mine, Shawty. You belong to Big Kai"
God, what does he want from me?
What?
NEXT DAY......
With Jay Jay in my hand, I walked towards the door as a knock came again.
I stared at the door, hesitating a bit.
It can't be Jay Jay's dad.
He doesn't knock.
He doesn't even walk in. He just appeared out of nowhere.
I held Jay Jay tightly as he fiddled with my hair.
The person knocked again, making me uneasy. It is the first knock on my door this morning.
"Wh....who is it?"
No response.
I gulped a bit and opened the door, revealing Caleb.
My shoulders fell a bit but he has the same package from yesterday in his hand.
A picnic basket filled with bananas, cupcakes, candies, and apples that is covered with a see-through bag and sealed with a ribbon.
What's with him and these things?
He gave me the same yesterday.
"Good morning, Mia." He greeted. He is the only person who says my name in this mansion.
Coco too.
"Good morning,"
"A package for you," he said, extending the basket to me.
I stared at the basket and then at him.
"Um....can I know why you are giving me this?"
He shrugged a bit. "I wish I could."
"I haven't finished the one you gave me yesterday."
"You need to add to it then," he said.
I looked at the basket again.
Could it be from Jay Jay's dad? Caleb works for him. It must be from him.
"Who are they from?" I asked.
"I am sorry I can't disclose that information to you." He said, still extending it to me.
"I uh....I don't want it."
"It is not optional."
I furrowed my brows.
He walked into my room and placed the basket on my nightstand.
He turned to me.
"Enjoy." He said, walking out of my room.
Sighing, I closed the door and looked at the basket on my nightstand. I moved my gaze towards the first basket.
It is untouched.
Why does it feel like the boss sent them to me?
First the flowers and now this.
Speaking about flowers, I didn't see any this morning.
It is almost ten am and our breakfast was brought to us just like yesterday.
Why does it feel like I won't see him today as well?
Why am I even bothered?
I should be happy about that fact.
I moved closer to the basket and I rested my eyes on the cupcakes. There are four cupcakes in the basket.
My heart tightened as Mom and Vicky came to my mind.
If it were possible, I would give each of them two cupcakes. Vicky would be very happy.
I felt tears coming.
I sniffled, blinking my eyes as I tried to calm myself.
"Happy birthday, Mom. Happy birthday, Vicky." A tear rolled down my face.
I wiped it off as another flowed.
"I wish you both the best. And I love you guys. I hope I see you guys someday."
God, I have no idea how long I will be here.
I don't know if I will ever see them again.
I wiped my face and held Jay Jay with my two hands.
"Hey, buddy," I smiled at him and so did he.
I placed him on the bed, picked up his toy, and handed it to him before moving closer to the basket.
I began opening it. I took out two cupcakes and got into bed.
Jay Jay's eyes rested on the cupcakes.
"Come on, buddy. It's my mom and little sister's birthday. Let's celebrate." I moved one cupcake to him.
"For you. And..." I raised the other cupcake. "For me."
I smiled as I ate the cupcake.
His tiny menacing hands messily grabbed his cupcake.
I chuckled. "Jay Jay, geez."
He moved his portion of cream and cake in his hand to his mouth.
I chuckled again as I took another bite.
It tastes delicious.
HOURS LATER....
IN THE KITCHEN.....
"Lil Kai is so adorable," Coco said, making me smile at my little buddy seated on the island, saying meaningless things while placing with a spoon.
"He is always like that whenever I look at him," Coco said.
I nodded. "Yeah. I feel that way too. He is an angel." I said, reaching for his cheek and pinching it a bit.
He made his typical cranky sound.
I chuckled.
"He hates that," Coco said.
"Yeah, he does," I said, picking up my spoon from my ice-cream plate. I took a tiny portion with my spoon and ate. My taste buds danced again to the glorious taste.
I can't remember the last time I took ice cream. I have missed it.
It has been hours since breakfast and I have been bored out of mind. Not just bored but also tired of thinking about Jay Jay's dad.
He went to the company without us again. He left the guard with us again too. I think Rowland?
He is currently standing in the kitchen.
Can you believe he has been standing at my door ever since? I was surprised when I opened the door and saw him. He literally followed us here.
I don't get it.
I had to make cereals for my besties but Coco gave me Ice cream to taste. I didn't think that was allowed but she said the people here hardly take ice cream.
It had been in the freezer for quite a long time now and no one has touched it.
So here we are, taking ice cream. It tastes really good.
"Can I have my spoon now, big guy?" Coco asked Jay Jay.
Jay Jay smiled at her.
Coco chuckled.
I reached for the spoon but he gripped it hard.
"Geez, buddy." I chuckled.
"Strong hands," Coco said.
"Yeah, he is so so strong." I leaned closer to him. "Right, buddy?"
He laughed happily, making Coco and me laugh as well.
Next, a gasp took our attention.
I saw a very beautiful woman, dressed in a brown dress that almost has her full boobs popping out if not for her long wavy dark hair, standing at the door and staring at us with emotions on her face and her hand on her chest.
Actually, she is staring at Jay Jay.
I sensed Coco getting on her feet instantly. I looked at her.
She is staring at the woman with surprise.
I furrowed my brows.
Wha...
"Mi amor," the woman said, making me look at her. She is approaching the island with her hands outstretched a bit towards Jay Jay.
I got my feet as she picked up Jay Jay and hugged him tightly.
"Ay, mi hijito. Mi bebe," she said affectionately, kissing Jay Jay's cheeks and caressing his hair.
I moved closer to Coco who on the other hand, looks unsettled to see this woman.
I looked at the woman who was still caressing and kissing Jay Jay's hair.
I leaned closer to Coco.
"Who is she?" I whispered.
Coco did respond but kept staring at the woman who kept saying things in her language while showing Jay Jay affection.
I looked at Coco.
"Coco," I whispered.
She looked at me.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
She leaned closer to me.
"That's his mother."
I froze.
What?
Jay Jay's......
Jay Jay's mother?