CHAPTER 29. Poison to me
**— VITA.**
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I close my eyes, surrendering completely to the softness of his tongue intertwining with mine. Derek’s fearful kiss seems to explore the sensations it causes and the permissions he has… like it were a test, something so quick and easy that it couldn’t be taken into account... However, Derek holds my hair more tightly, his fingers tangling harder in my black strands, and he intensifies the kiss, advancing his tongue a little deeper, taking the confidence to surrender.
As his other hand slides down my arm to my waist, he continues kissing me intensely, completely stealing my breath and giving me a taste of his lips, something I’ve missed so much I could die.
I bring my hand up to his shoulder, now feeling the firmness of his muscle on my palm, with a shiver running through my skin like electricity. And he seems to like my touch too, because his grip on my waist and hair becomes tighter as he pulls me a little closer, making me press my breasts to his chest.
His tongue wanders over my lips and entwines with mine again, searching for a deeper, more intense kiss when its softness meets mine, and I let out a muffled moan that pleases him, making him smile against my lips.
When Derek breaks off the kiss for a moment, I gasp, filling my lungs to the max, breathing with his intoxicating scent that suffocates me and brings a warm sensation to the middle of my legs...
I feel something totally different now… I can’t even recognize myself. Derek’s holding me like this, kissing me so intensely with such hunger and desire... It makes me feel funny and needy.
“Derek...” I whisper his name in a sigh, and once again, he shhh me, trailing his lips down my neck while his hand makes the same patch down to my thighs.
“Stay still, Vita...” He kisses my neck, making me moan a little louder and shudder at his touch. With a low chuckle against the sensitive skin of my neck, he murmurs, “I want to hear your moans, so don’t hold it back.”
I bite my lip as Derek licks my neck and kisses it, flicking his tongue against my jugular that’s pounding quickly because of all the intense sensations exploding through me.
Whenever his tongue makes contact with my neck, my skin shivers, and my whole body shudders, making me hold on tightly to his shoulders and rub my breasts against his chest, especially my nipples, which are stiffening and marking my blouse, rubbing against the fabric and his skin.
“Damn it, I’ve missed your touch so much... you have no idea.” He murmurs huskily, and his voice vibrating on my sensitive skin makes me swallow a moan. “No, no… Don’t hold it back... I want them all… I’ve gone too long without hearing them.”
Derek kisses my throat, releasing a slightly louder moan, and his touch gets tight on my hair, making me tilt my head and stretch my neck. He licks all the way up to my chin, where he takes a slightly hard bit, leaving me to grunt in a strange mixture of pain and pleasure.
“You have no idea, Vita...” He says against my parted lips. “The chaos you turn my head into.”
I can’t say anything; I don’t have the strength... He just plays with my lower lip again, licking and nibbling to pull it back.
I close my eyes, surrendering completely to his new way of kissing, which is surprisingly better than it used to be.
After all, what is wrong with my body? This intense fire, I’ve never felt anything like it... even when we used to make love. It’s a completely different sensation… a lustful fire that spreads over me and wets the middle of my legs… Just like when he took me on my bedroom floor.
Suddenly, Derek moves his lips down my chin again, across my throat, and stops exactly at my cleavage. He takes a deep breath of my breasts and smiles, planting a kiss between them, threatening to lower his mouth to my stiff nipples that beg for a more precise touch... “Hm, I think you must really be missing a man... You’re so horny you’re dripping wet.”
My eyes widen at his suddenly dirty mouth, and my face burns... “Derek!”
“I can smell your arousal, you know that?” He runs his tongue down the fabric, finally finding my nipple — and I throw my head back further, moaning a little louder. “Your smell is the sweetest of all... I wonder if you still taste like you used to.”
I bite my lip, feeling his tongue make circular movements across my nipple, leaving me wetter, moaning even though I seal my lips to silence them. I grab Derek’s shoulder, digging my nails into his skin, my nails starting to grow too sharp for a human form. But Derek doesn’t care; he continues to flick the tip of his tongue against my small nipple while the hand on my waist searches the inside of my thigh.
“Let me feel how much you miss me, Vita.” He murmurs against my breasts, his deliciously husky voice reverberating through my body in the form of a shiver. “Let me see if you miss my cock…”
I press my knees together, rubbing my thighs together, trying to relieve this intense tickle between my legs, but Derek pulls my leg apart, making me lean on the mattress of the hospital bed.
I gasp at his abrupt gesture, and Derek seems to like my reaction because, in the next moment, he lifts me so easily that I wonder if he’s really hurt.
With my legs propped up on the mattress, each around his body, I sit on his lap, my wet panties right into his marked erection.
And so, I can feel it pressing my clit, which causes me a wave of intense pleasure that chills my body. Honestly, I don’t know what’s going on with me, but I throw my hip forward, sliding my entrance through the bulge in Derek’s pants, and make him moan very hoarsely, with his eyes threatening to shine in yellow.
I feel my interior throbbing with the excitement that Derek causes me, especially since it seems to be very free inside his pants, without any underwear. And that allows me to feel everything, maybe because my own clothes are too thin.
“Um...” I grumble, rolling my hip, feeling anticipation burn between my legs. I’m so needy that I fit on his lap in the right way to press my sensitive spot and give me pleasure while Derek tortures me with his tongue sliding on my neck again.
“Derek...” The name dies on my lips in a whisper while he’s holding my hair and tilting my head to the side, making room for him to explore all my skin, which he knows is the most sensitive place... well, one of the most sensitive — the other his bulge is pressing it.
“You’re poison to me, Vita...” He rises once more to whisper against my lips, “You’re the one who will be the end of me.”
His words stunned me in such intense and contradictory ways that I find myself moaning and closing my eyes, riding on his lap quicker, over his clothes, rubbing my entrance against the erection marked on his pants, and surrendering myself at the pleasure that this simple rubbing causes me.
“Damn it,” Derek murmurs hoarsely, taking hold of my waist and beginning to guide my hips back and forth to help my body slide.
I lean over him, encircling his neck with my weak arms, fitting my face into his neck, and inhaling even more deeply his intense pheromone that intoxicates me, dazes me, and leaves my mind completely blank.
“You’re reacting to my scent, huh?” He murmurs against my ear, squeezing my waist tighter. “I noticed... you’ve never been so driven by my scent before... Can you smell my pheromones now, Vita? Are you feeling them to the point where you’re all wet and wanting to be fucked by your Alpha?”
“N-No! I don’t want to smell you…”
“Unfortunately, that’s not an option… If you can smell me and react like this, I’ll release them until you beg with that pretty little mouth to be fucked by me.”
I open my lips to answer him, but the words simply disappear as the pain from the bite on my neck hits my senses. I gasp and hug his neck even tighter, my legs trembling.
“I won’t let you be affected by other wolf’s scent… Do you understand, Vita? No other man has the right to desire you. You’re mine — I marked you.” He says slowly against the place he’s just bitten off. “Don’t forget that... You’re mine, and you always will be.”
My body shivers as he begins to reach for the zipper of my blouse, sliding it down slowly and adding in a husky voice... “Body and soul. You’re completely mine.”
I close my eyes, a tear trickling from the corner of my eye... But suddenly, another voice cuts through the tension like a razor and completely breaks my spell… “Derek?”
I pull away abruptly, with my hands on his shoulders, looking at the open door with a genuine expression of astonishment. “What is the meaning of this?”